anouncement

i am closing tis blog.
thank you

everything

yoZ yoZ yoz.. my blog kinda gt bIG bIG prob.. which i m so lazi to fix.. 1st i change the skin n this skin doest work on mozilla.. so dun worri.. when i m free i m gonna change it.. so for e being pls bear wif wadever u guys can c..

recently went to m'sia...is a wonderful trip wif lots of gooDy fooD.. so full tt nite.. tt i tink my pants almost burst.. ahaha.. hmm.. i kinda of lotsa tings to sae.. abt tis trip.. abt my IAP.. abt my room.. hehee... trips end here.. but is a reali nice one which i shall not elaborate.. hehe..

i pack my room n finally it looked damn neat.. which i like it sooo muCh.. tt though i gt no pc over there.. it juz makes me wanna stay in my room.. ahaha.. left e part of painting my room.. tink i wan lilac white.. hehee.. initally wanna paint yellow.. but i tink is too bright... wana haf some light colors.. hehe.. haben paint.. so everithing see how 1st...

iAp... todae is my 3rd dae of IAP.. though there still isnt much things for me to do.. but i m anticipating.. so excited to be in tt company.. gt lots of tings happened.. but i shall not sae.. beCOs i m not suppose to blog abt my IAP.. or anithing .. cos i mayb sued for it.. ahhaa.. i am waiting for some biGgg stuFf.. hehee... so happi.. n is so cozy over there.. hehee..

alrite.. todae felix came my hse.. so lonng nv c him le.. he's getting thinner.. and so naughty.. but cute.. so smart.. love him so much... hehee...

i gt 2 frenz who are goin away... 1 is GOH LIQI... he's goin NS.. on this sat.. n most likely we are goin for steamboat... yea.. but gonna burn my fats man.. if not gonna b a big fat ass.. hehee.. n JOnathan goin brunei on the 17th... so he couldnt make it for my bdae.. so sway.. hai.. so meeting him tis sundae... yea.. so mani tings to sae... to wenda actualli.. cos wanna know how's roseann doin.. hehe.. k la.. i shall stop here...

suddenly, i just felt like my life is getting better.. n greater.. which i am veri happi abt... despite all the unhappy happenings tt happened in e past.. n he haf been working for breakfast for the past 3 days.. poor thing.. cos my BirThdAe is coming soon... so everione pls take note.. ahaha.. jux kidding.. thx for working so hard.. n liang haf been working hard for kenneth too.. gooD niteee....

i walk home wif a heavy heart.. tinking of the tings that happened. was everything fated? if i haf a choice in e beginning, will i chose a different way? i hope i did.. n i will.. if not for all these shit.. i wont be like tis now. it marked a ugly dot in my life.. a dot tt i wish nv had been there.. tt spoilt e rest of my life. n tt ugly which i nv felt worth it at all.. if i can, i will kill e person..for all e shitty stuff tt had been done to me.. u knoe who u r..

i juz feel like killing everyoNE nOW.. on tis pArticular dae.. i haf enuff liao... keep ur fAt MOuTh sHUt~ who do you tink u are.. i had enuff OF u n ur NOnsEnsE.. i canT waIt to mEet PY.. i m ExploDing.. but WadEVer u haF doNe to mE.. i wiLl mAKe suRe u will reGreT.. mArked mY wOrds.. u - - - - -

term break...

alrite.. time flies.. n my 2 week break is gonE!! and it seem like i did nothing at all during my term break.. was workin.. packing my old stuff.. throwing so mani tings.. tt i couldnt bear to part.. did collage for minor.. hai.. so dissapointed wif myself tt i haben start anyting on my own or my portfolio.. tt's pretty sad u knoe.. hehee.. anyway, i finshed watchin project runway 2.. and i m so glad tt Chloe Dao which i haf always supported woN.. sorry for those who are still watchin and happen to read my blog tt revealed the WINNER... whaha.. but i dun care... She Won!!! n i haf supported her all the way.. n i pick new designers tt i like too.. like Nick V and Daniel Vosovic!!! OH man.. i love Daniel.. he's so cute n he young.. which i tink is a advantage to him.. his designs are cute!! okiE.. enuff for this craze..

on 20th JUne, My sis was enaged. we went to PEonY jade.. foOD was AwesoME!!! wore tt brown tube dress.. is NICe!!! i like the drapery.. but whenever i try to get up when i sit down, i will accidentally step on e dress and get up.. so stupid.. but luckily e dress stayed.. whaha.. i forgot to take my hp out.. so ended up din manage to call chef leng out.. wasted.. anyway, took a no. of pics during e ROM.. doubt i m posting em..

wad else happen during my term break?? reali cant rem much.. tryin to get myself do assgn... -_-" anyway.. i bought a art book.. so happi.. got lotsa reading to do.. hehee..

alrite.. sch reopened.. is bored.. ohHH!!! is not bored.. we went to singpore polo club... and i got onto a HORSE!!! wah! i was sooOoOOo happY n excited.. whaha... 1st, we went there to draw horses.. actualli tt dae wasnt reali in any mood for drawing.. more on taking pICS n looking.. n i 4got to bring my camera.. such a waste... anyway.. there was this veri nice lady who offered me to ride on her horse.. oH man.. i gt difficulties getting up the horse.. is real nice when e horse walk ard.. when u tot u are gonna fall but u r not!!! how i wish i will earn lotsa money in future so tt i could do all e tings tt i wanna do.. this nice lady had a daughter who was ard 5 to 7 i guess.. and she's learnin how to ride a horse.. doesnt tt sound awesome??

guess everyone's life is filled with good memories and bad ones as well.. i think everyone in life is fair.. you may have a pretty face but it is also make up of some negative stuff inside... to a extent tt there is a limit to what is areadi fix for u.. and e rest is up to you.. n i guess tt's ur character.. personality.. attitude.. mindset and everything abt wad u tink is life.. no matter wad bad ur life may seemed, the main thing is you.. cos u r the one who hold ur life.. tink of wad u want... n go for it.. i just couldnt stand myself w/o a vision or goal.. neither do i can stand ppl w/o vision.. some ppl wake up later.. some woke up earlier.. when is time.. u will know...

dunoe why am i talking abt these.. but tis is wad i feel... feeling slpy... tml breakfast again..

i m tire...
i wan to slp..
i wan to complete my mix...
i wan to go for a run...
i wan to go swimming...
i am still waiting for some news...
i am hoping everything goes well for me in sch...
i dun mind a body massage.. whaha..
i have to complete at least a pc of work...
i am goin to slp now..

Good Nite everyone.. (as if everyone is reading your blog.. hehee)

happenings b4 my termbreak!!!

tink tis is gonna be another loong loong blog... hmm.. so let me trace back to 27 May...

27th May saturday:
went to Ps tt dae... bought our rings.. went to eat thai express.. still rem veri full... cos too greedy den ordered too much.. den went to park mall walk walk.. realise there gt noting much except furnitures.. walk n walk n walk n walk.. ohh.. i rem morn taking pictures.. so funni.. but i like my hair tt time.. so much volume.. kekee.. we tire cos slpt rather late tt time watchin some movie...

2nd JunE 2006, Friday:
meet PAt n Kel @ Orchard.. was habing audio creation b4 tt.. playing wif sound recording.. is so FUNnn!!! is so funni... n i like to handle the system.. Bz n laine was singing inside while me n Ly was recording... we kept recording the NGs... n e so Not ready conversation.. so hilarious when we played it back... it was so fun tt i wish i din meet pat n kel..but we left ard 6... so i rch orchard ard 645.. saw chris kel n pat.. sae still waiting for lawrence.. den wait wait.. all here.. went to sakae @ heeren.. long queue.. wait n wait n wait.. till 8 + finally a table for 5.. den eat n eat n eat n eat.. took some pICs.. ended up eating 40 plates of sushi n almost 10 handrolls.. soOoooOoo Full.. n we ARE still goin for some ICe cReam @ clarke quay..
went clarke quay... saw e proj tt pat used to work on.. is beautiful.. it help to cool down the temperature of e surrounding... gt sensor n etc... but e design look like so alien invasion... but is pretty!! cos it gt purple LIGHTs.. reali chio man.. e lights will change color one.. gt a water fountain.. is reali beautiful.. took lotsa pics.. nice place to chill out.. nxt time den bring u go there @@... went to look for chef leng.. he's workin at peony jade resturant.. nice place.. heard is gooOoooD foOd.. oni till now den i know my SiS Rom LunCh is held TheRe.. so i guess i GOT e CHANCE to eat there b4 pat or kEl.. whahaa... chatting wif em.. cos so looNNggg nv c le.. chEf LenG is e beSt man.. alwayS savE FooD for me to eat... which show how fat i am... ahhaa.. n his speciality... sesame chicken.. tt's e best MAn.. is awesomE!!! miss it soo Much.. e new Chef style of coOkin is so different... almost everithing oso put strawberry.. weird taste lor.. aft chatting.. den we went to look for seats at HaaGen daZ!!! miss their ice cream too.. haf to wait for seats again.. so we decided to went merchant court to @@ their Ball Room.. when i went in, OMG it was so beautiful.... Nice High Ceiling.. n is reali high.... it can cater to about 46 tables.. tt so mani.. everything juz look beta.. n tt's a OF COS! e HD ppl call n we went bak to eat ICe Cream!!
Soo... there is tis girl call mei jun, n lawrence tot she was kinda cute... cos aft all he's now a lone ranger... kekee.. so e whole nite we are trying match make em.. so funI.. n Tis is e 1St time tt i saw KKK so cRazy... as if he was drunk.. luckily i gt a video of his stupid act.. but is seriously damn funni la.. end up lawrence n tt gal did take photo together.. n were embarrassed.. keke.. but e manager was so Onz man.. even helped us.. keke.. tink lawrence din mange to slp tt nite.. whaha.. aft all these din.. tot we were goin hm.. tt time was like 1am.. den chris suggest to go TCC... since no one object... so we went.. another crazy Time... fight wif kEl.. arrgggghhh.. irritating toes... so er xin loR...!!! eeee.. but was veri veri full @ tt time.. ard 3 we finally to leave.. BUT FOR POOL.. e nearest place would b liang court.. but luckily we din find any// so i get go hm n slp.. was veri tire tt nite... n i slpt till like 12 or 1pm e nxt dae.. but it was fun.. veri loong nv go out wif frenz..


3rd june 2006, Saturday:
went orchard to do some user research.. n was kinda shooed away by e sales personnel.. so unfriendly.. so bad!!! tt i only dare stay outside and observe... aft tt went to dear's hse.. cos gonna haf dinner @ civil service club.. e one near BB mrt.. is very nice... e swimming pool is real big and it looked more like resort.. but not sure whether is opened to public.. play wif davan.. tink he oso quite happy.. cos gt a lot of ppl.. kinda awkward.. cos veri seldom @ his gugu n family.. so oso dun dare to tok much.. e nite was kinda boring.. besides playing wif davan e programme is kinda dry.. cos is not for us.. but parents... so.. tt explained.... went hm n he stay over @ my hse...

6th June 2006, Tuesday:
went to work.. OT n stuff.. end of it was playing win, lose or draw.. was so funni.. we had like 5 girls against 10 bOys... n they are still losing... but was reali funni when they were arguing.. n i guess 2 correctly!!! whaha.. so proud of myself.. though tt time was tire of e class @ 8am.. i still enjoyed... $$$ keke.. rch hm @ 2.30am.. tire...

9th JunE 2006, Friday:
Meet pat n kel again... tis time is for durian treat... meet @ bugis..pat, kel, lawrence n jeffery.... last min dear oso went.. chris was still sick... hehee.. ate steamboat... veri full.. but was funni when kel throw e food away on e floor.. whaha.. e food is not bad la... quite little variety.. though it stated 80.. veri little.. e spring roll not bad.. kinda fun when i accidentally threw all e seaweed to give space for e plates.. whaha.. pooR liQi haf to eat all up.. but i did compensate by eating ONE bowl of it.. whaha.. n we were toking so much hair in e soup tt it came from a bald guy nxt table.. whaha.. veri funni.. was seriously FULLL!!!! tt my tummy was so turgid... hard hard one... whaha.. den we went for a walk @ icon.. we climbed e stairs 7th levels.. as a form of ex.. whaha.. e tings tt not too bad.. saw a few tings tt i like.. there's this shop tt sell slippers.. n u can engrave ur name n etc.. is all abt $$$ kekee.. saw lotsa formal chothes.. was tinkin i can buy from there.. n there's a bag tt i like veri veir much.. oni 15 buCks.. etc.. went to bugis .. n walk walk.. went to toilet.. kinda long queue.. saw tis girl in e toilet.. was washin her face la.. doin make up.. when i was washing my hands.. she Kept staring @@ me.. i was like ' i tink i saw u b4.. but i duno who r u..." we both were @@ at each other but duno where we haf met.. till she finally rem.. she said " u worked CrOwn HOtel rite??" then i "ORhh... " but i dun rem her name.. kekee.. so i asked her, she is beRlinda... Den okIElor.. BYebyE.. whaha.. she said she's workin for e world cup opening match for tiger.. 10-2am.. so tt's all loR.. den e stupid GUys tot i was stucked in e toilet bOwl.. walk somemore den dear oso wanna go hm n watched opening match.. so we both left earlier.. n i tink they went to eat durian ba...
rch hm... stayed up to watch sprited away... n was lookin at live scores.. a total of 6 goals.. heard is e best opening match ever..was sending piCs to kel.. i was so boreed tt i painted my nails.. whha. so bo liao lor.. guess i m jux too lazi.. aft all e nxt dae haf to wake up earli... slpt @ 2+am...

10th June 2006, SatURday:
Morn wokE up @ 9am... n i was freaking vacumning e floor.. crazi if i gonna tell others.. vacuumn n i went to aunt hse pick up ah boi.. whaha.. rch there ard 1015am.. hai.. some stuff jus corked up!! miscommunications etc... so pissed is always like tt.. n i dun unstd why... kinda sad in e morn.. but when i saw ah boi everiting is cast aside.. so looooOooooOOooooOoonG nv c him le.. miss his mischievous.. he was so excited when he saw me.. cos he know i m bringing him out to watch CARS.. whaha.. he was runnin away non stop.. e usual him.. and they are still deciding as to who is goin to watch wif us.. we aint so sure abt whether ah boi need to pay a not.. but he's defintely so excited.. so we left ard 11.15 to JP to watch.. coLin kelviN Felix n me... meet dear den go buy tickets.. went to toy ruS.. [ duno how to spell ] was tinking of buying e cars for him.. but den dun haf his fav. one.. e red one.. n he claimed tt he had others.. we were like reali? okiE.. keke..
so is finally time to go in.. so we went in n tt guy wanna measure ah boi.. so sad.. we gave in n paid $9.50.. hai.. took a baby seater for him..set him there to watch n eat pop corns.. so funni.. kekee... dear was kinda not veri happi when he talked too loud..but i tink is naturally for kids to do tt.. moreover tis is e 1st time tt ah boi is in a cinema.. n he's too naughty to listen to u to talk softly.. so do other kids... but i was reali happi when ah boi was enjoying e show.. he's so CUteee!!! tilll... he fell aslp.. as there was too much talking and he dun unstd which resulted him to slp.. whaha.. i put my hand to support him... was trying to wake him up for e last race.. but he couldnt wakeup.. whaha.. he slpt for e last half n hour.. but i tink is okie.. kids are like tt.. aft all, tt show was kinda long.. n a bit draggy to me.. anyway, aft movie shop a while.. den went hm.. rch my hse.. he's looking for his cars cars again.. den played a while.. as we promised him to buy a car car for him.. so we went to plaza.. bought a mini pizza for him.. n he's so happY.. den we went in to e car shop.. he was choosing his car.. but none was to his liking.. he was lookin n tinking n looking n tinking..such a smart boy... den aft quite a while of decision making, he chose a orange crane truck.. he's so happi.. i can tell though it was not wad he initially wanted... so went hm... bathed him.. wanna let him slp.. but he juz cant put down his new toy.. he was bathing wif it.. whaha.. so naughty... at least not gonna let him sweat again.. so let him play... etc...
dinner time.. did something veri guilty... was feeding him.. n he threw e cushion.. tt crashed into e bowl.. i was angry tt i hit him on his lap.. n he started crying.. hai.. i hit too hard le.. n i know it.. so guilty... took ice to ease e pain.. from then, he dun wan me to feed liao.. so sad.. if tt nv happened mayb my day would be happier despite some other stuff tt had happened... hai.. luckily later on.. he turned bak to me.. was so sad.. played wif him.. actualli kinda she bu de ta leave.. but he haf to.. n dear went hm rather earli to watch england match.. aft all, i guessed all were tire.. luckily now term break mayb can bring him out another time.. times flies...

my term break juz started.. i wanna make good use of time to build my portfoilio n minor... n everything.. i dun wan to be a loser.. GAMbate... keke.. siao liao... a 5-day blog here... my picasa is not workin... so i cant post pics rite now.. so sad.. gt lotsa pics to post one.. sorri...

croWn BbQ n Jb feAst..

on fridae, crown had a bBQ.. whaha.. so loong nv meet em le.. but den wei kit put aeroplane.. so i went to meet pat n kel at yishun.. wad the fuck dey were late for an hour.. still warn me not to be late.. so i kept calling chris.. hoping he will pick up e phone.. duno aft how long he finally call bak so i went to his hse.. if not for tt waiting time.. i wont buy a $8.50 mag to read.. FHM collections... so rch chris hse.. hse is quite MESSy.. but quite nice too.. like e sofa.. there's this interesting bottle tt seperates the white n the black liquor.. he told me is coffee... but it tasted like baileys to me.. but is nice... n e bottle is so special.. kekee.. soon, pat n kel rch.. n e 2 of em snatches for toilet.. OMG.. chi bu da de xiao hai.. kekee...

so n then we rch ECP... kekee.. quite a number of ppl rch there..but all e food are wif us. whaha.. started fire... interesting as they were competing for HDB like tt.. so funni.. miss em.. more n more ppl came as the sky gets darker.. everyone who came comment tt my skin color looks beta.. whaha.. cos now i m kinda bronze.. n dey were like hey eileen u go tanning ar?? but my tan is not even!!!! so sad.. was chatting ard helping to bbQ.. wad else ar.. oh.. AUDIE n MAX was kinda late when dey rch.. n tt AUDIE pull my ear for not replying him.. hee... n everyone is kinda like askin me when m i goin bak to work.. etc.. why.. blah blah... chat wif max.. n he gave us drank pacardi n volka.. nice.. tt jeffery mixed mine wif whiskey.. -_-" but taste good.. whaha.. max is now workin at a thai restaurant at expo.. so far away.. if i happen to there muz get him man.. he's a man who will take care of frenz.. guess he holds quite high post over there.. rico drank a sip n he said taste nice.. since he is someone who doesnt drink at all.. suprisEee.. oh.. yah.. had a chat wif pAt.. keke.. chatted quite a lot of tings.. din know he played bit of tennis.. kekee.. n e probs tt he had.. poor boi.. wanna haf a gd chat wif chun liang.. but guess she's not feeeling good.. so din reali chat wif her.. n tang jie had a new gf.. nv reali seen her b4.. her name is called marilyn. din reali chat much too.. n fang ting was sick.. though i kept persuading her to stay later.. but she left ard 9+.. is amazing how she can tahan soo loong.. kekee.. ard 11+.. me rico.. jeffery n lawrence took a cab hm.. on e way, we persuade jeffery to drop at BP.. so e cab fare will cost less.. and he agree.. nice chap.. cab fare was abt 18 bucks.. hmm.. kinda cheap. i guess.. kekee... Ohhh.. 4get to mention tt my face n body was all red aft i drink... everione tot i was a bit drunk.. but i m not.. kekee.. rch hm ard 12+.. bath.. n stayed up till 3.. watched e longest yard.. not bad.. n booom.. n i went to slp at last...


and so yest.. i went to JB for dinner.. kekee.. woke up at 11... had porridge for lunch.. watched into the blue in e afternoon.. was kinda hungry ard 4+.. hahaa.. ate durians... so finally went to JB.. my family includes parents, sean n sis... me n rico.. n emily n her parents.. so e 9 of us in 2 cars went in.. rch there in an hour time.. cos we travel thru e 2nd link.. e restoran name is call come again tml.. so interest.. hmm..

we order
1. crabs (butter n chilled)
2. Prawns
3. big head.. a kind of erm.. clam food..
4. asparagus... tink is spelt tis way..
5. nonya fish.. not bad.. but i guess i haf eaten it b4..
6. chai xin.. normal la..
7. pork ribs.. my favourite!!
8. n JAPan SNAILS.. wif lotsa garlic.. i DUN LIKE.. stinky MouTh...
9. big plAte of fry Rice.. not bad..

yah.. tt's all.. and a ice cream when we pop down to e gas station.. tt emily.. bouGht 10 sticks of magnic (tink spell wrongly).. crazy... but was a nice dinner.. n we all veri full... my fav for the day is butter crabs... taste so cheesy n nice!!! n e prawns is soooo bIG... 1 is enuff for everyone.. is almost e size of my palm.. everiting was gooD!! feel like a sundae to me.. but is oni sat.. which is goood.. cos i haf tons of work not yet done.. kekee.. lazi me...

*super hungry*
*super lazy*
*super slacking*

wadthe...

recently haben been veri happi wif my family.. i duno why.. but juz feel so sick.. wadever.. makes me so bad tempered.. anyway.. mon went sentosa wif juniors n seniors... n mic n rico.. noting much.. play.. tan.. slack.. left earli to watch the wild. nice show.. touching.. keke.. n cute.. tue is a long dae for me.. from morn 8am till almost 10.. so tire..n all i get bak is nagging and nagging.. i m tire... n sick.. not gonna care abt it anymore..

gonna start my own minor le.. i m veri lazi.. n slow.. veri bad...
argghh.. bleahhhh... boooo... sssssshhhhhhiiittttyyyy...
wanna go slp...

fusion...

Hmm... been tinking alot recently till i became crazy n quiet at times.. n was kinda buzi last week.. giving tuition and goin for fusion rehearsal.. lotsa stuff..

my mind is kinda stucked... mental block... mentally sick.. wadever.. juz so ... wadever wadever... wanna blog lotsa stuff.. but now my mind is blank again.. cant tink of aniting.. except fusion.. e graduates stuff are nt bad.. esp IM.. wee.. nice.. i like.. whaha... still regret not goin into IM.. but nvm.. wad's done is done.. i m still surviving... =X

lotsa hw recently.. n i gt a assgn due nxt tue.. so fast.. damned it.. hai..
in search of my inspirations.... whaha...siao liao..

another rainnnnnnny day

is another rainy dae.. it started raining like 3+ to 4.. lots of lightning and thunder .. so scary.. n i m alone at hm.. sms dear.. all e lightning like gonna strike u.. n e thunder is so loud.. so scary... done another color panel... veri slow.. lotsa ting to do.. oh.. meeting up wif peiyun tis coming wed.. yeah.. miss her so much.. is like ever since my birthdae we met till now.. so long..

todae a bit siao.. duno y.. vacuumn e floor.. mop e floor.. n i even wash e toilet..duno wad got into me.. mayb i juz dunwan to do color test.. n i gt lotsa cutting to do.. hai.. miss dear so much... yest he said he bought a shirt.. wonder wad did he buy todae.. he's taking nite train at 10pm coming bak.. doubt is nice to slp on train at nite.. tink he will be damn tire tml.. i m goin to bathe.... stink....

*siannzzzz*
*boredddddd*
*scare*

rainy day on good friday

todae is good fridae... and it rained e whole dae.. woke up at 11+... aft being scare by my bro.. kekee.. i m so tire... slpt like 2+am yest.. hmmm.. todae.. was suppose to go grand corpthone hotel wif my sis for a swim.. but seems like e weather is telling me to rest.. keke.. anyway, haben decide whether to go a not..

bro n his frenz suppose to go JB.. but ended up playing mahjong outside right now.. cos of e nice nice weather now.. kekee.. realise a lot of ppl go JB todae.. mayb is bcos is a public holidae.. but is so crowded... Dear went KL... aunts n uncles went JB too.. bro suppose to go JB too.. anyway.. eversince i woke up.. i haf been eating some junk food.. keke.. whaha.. n drinking lotsa soft drinks.. duno wad got into me recently.. i dun like drinking soft drinks but i juz headed for it.. so weird..


now i m like to paint color test.. being doin e same panel since 12 till now.. so slow n weak.. but e nice weather is so nice to slack ard.. being walking ard trying to find to do... though i m suppose to do color test.


wondering how's dear.. since is raining so heavily.. i bet JB is gonna be flooding.. dunoe whether he gt train sick a not.. keke..is not a nice day for shopping when is raining.. hope he is doin fine over there.. hope he doesnt miss me too much.. whaha.. though i duno how's is he now. kekee. take care dear..

*slacking*
*bored*
*jamming music*
*singstonoone*
*crazynow*

Hmmm...

Haben BloGGing.. buZi buZi..

TodAe:
JSs WoN... CHampIoNs.. yEa.. miss vball match.. chit chat lao shi.. kinda miss her n coach.. duno y.. hmmm.. so mani ting happened ever since i left.. hai..

went for my 1st tutition.. losta ting to teach roseann.. nice n special name.. her exams coming soon.. so i will be teachin her almost everi dae.. to prepare her for exam.. but she gt lots to change man... HopE i can do iT...


WeDnesdae:
Sheila.. nani.. pearlyn came my hse to do proj.. notin much... kinda slack i felt.. lotsa ting to do.. been trying to send em e panels tt i haf scan in but damn slow n lag.. so fed up..
finally is senD now.. gotta do all e color test.. n send to pearlyn so tt she can start painting... aft finshing hers, i duno whether do dey still wan to do e cinderalla story.. if nt, i haf gotta start on my own minor.. no time to waste n my portfolio.. gt a rough idea of wad i wan to do for my web n overall theme le.. e gals left ard 7+..when i had my dinner.. hungry le... after whole dae of work... den blah blah blah.... till nite time..something terrible happened... tt i cried when i slp... duno la.. felt so sad abt everything.. is neither one of em's fault.. but i juz felt so helpless.. so sad... why is tis happening..

anyway, back to TUesday:
went sch for minoR again..stayed till 5+... din do much ting.. i might be more productive if i m at hm... but is okie.. duno why tt dae so tire...

MonDae..:
went KBOxing wiF deAr... damn funi.. kekee.. sing quite a lot.. till quite tire.. caught a flu at there.. so cold...

SundaE..:
went pearlyn hse to do Proj.. her hse a lot of ancient tinGs.. n she got like 5-8 phONes in her house.. keke.. damn fuNni.. as in telephone.. all those RING RING One.. OH.. n i juz realise she lives same block as wei Jian.. Quite Near.. tink when we was younger.. we play catching might have passby her hse.. whaha.. saw her art work.. OMG so big lor.. reali big piece of canvas painting.. went hm at ard 8.. told 970 wif sheila n nani.. den rch BPP den ate long john.. chit chat till ard 10... den dey left..

and rite now... i m chatting wif angel... nani... n my sis... realise she gt a lot troubles.. hai.. i m so lost... now chatting abt angel future bf.. jia you wor angel.. u can find it one.. gambete.. n jia you for ur portfolio too..

for angel:
a perfect man is not a person wif perfect tings, but a perfect eye looking at the perfect points


dear goin to KL later.. sundae den will come bak.. gonna meet him on sundae morn... goin marina... den esplande.. den kembagan for dinner wif his family... so i guess i will spend todae n tml wisely on everiting i need to do to be done.. hopefully...


where is my determination....

so many things happen...

hmm... at e end of my studio proj, haf been goin for OGL camp.. which was rather fun.. but tiring.. n everione got so tan becos of e parade square... and everione's saying:" who needs SENTOSA when there is NYP" keke.. kinda true... ONLY when u have activities in school and places like the parade square...

aft OGL camp... i tink i meet up wif rui qiang n jon for a movie... V for vandetta... is a GREAT show.. wont elaborate more... but almost everi weekend i meeting jon n rui qiang... haha.. soon rui qiang will be joining jon... all the freedom gone.. kekee.. hmm.. wad else did i do recently...

oh... meet up for minor... sheila, nani n pearlyn.. kekee.. planning to finsh pearl's idea on week1.. so muz chiong... n nani's trailer by week 15... den i gotta do e storyboard for e trailer.. kinda excited.. but juz duno when to start.. haha..

OH.. jux rem.. Orientation!! went bak to c the juniors conducting orientation.. hmm.. was pretty good.. except for certain part tt dey lack of information.. GOOD JOB GuyS! *thumbs UP* meet up wif lina to settle some stuff.. regarding money matter for SDN... tt lionel din gif bak e proposal to lina.. hai dao we dun haf money to buy gift vouchers for e concept pitch.. hai.. tt lionel.. but we manage to purchase stationaries for the club room on e last dae before the finance side close... so we spent a total of 900++ on e last dae.. whaha... beta den letting it waste..

anotHEr ting is i went for TENNIS.. whaha.. told wei yuan so long ago.. but i was juz too buzi to play... till i finally gt myself settle to play tennis.. and is like so long since i last played sports.. i m suffering 2 days of body ache esp my wrist n arm.. keke.. e weather dun look good at all when we play.. and e court was wet.. n i regretted for not bringing slippers.. bag getting too heavy... my shoe went wet aft e game.. it was nice playing wif wei yuan's cousins... though kinda paiseh.. cos i not tt gd.. kekee.. was a nice game.. mayb will set time for e next game.. wei yuan kept saying i too busi n wadever wadever.. anyway.. i will try to catch up wif him soon..

juz realise i have been meeting up old frenz.. nxt week meeting my pri sch fren for a mahjong session.. excited to c em... hehe but for now.. gotta do my portfolio n minor asap.. not much time left.. i haf like wasted 1 month le.. pray hard tt i m workin hard.. =P

i haben been blogging for 1 whole month... cos i m so damn buzi... it traces bak all e way to 20th feb?? where we started our 3 weeks chalet... whaha.. studio proj 4.. doin on safety helmet.. is a compeitition.. tt 3 weeks ar.. damn chiong sia... staying overnight in sch is one of e ting tt is so memorable during these times.. so stress man.. but lucky we were situated in blk N... so relac... moreover we can watch movie.. whaha.. n tibbits n cheers... ai.. is reali hot in e lab... esp e last few days whereby all e mac are doin e rendering.. but indeed is a nice memory...

but after 3weeks of effort, tot finally can rest... but e nxt dae have to go help out OGL camp... 3 dae str... tire.... follow by all e minor proj... hai... no break... those who are doin fypj and iap... no break at all.. but at least dey gt more time to do their portfolio not like us... haf to do it now...

poor ting... hai... muz start planning wad to do le...

tammy e girl in nyp...

guess everione shld know abt e gal who recorded her sexual acts wif her bf in the hp. But unfortunately, she lost her hp. And there is this F***inG bItch oR bAstaRd who posted these videos... alrite...

hmm... but what i have read from blogs or forum, some sae tammy is not her real name... but some sae there r 2 tammy in NYP, 1 in year one and 1 in year two... so.. whoever gave her tt name as a reference...

actuali i felt tt she shldnt haf recorded in her hp... or mayb she wasnt e one who suggest to record.. might be her bf who forced her to record?? so she might be e innocent one... but now being critised by e whole world is not gd at all... mayb dey juz wan to watch for leisure or wad in future.. n din expect tt it would turn out to be like a movie.. being watched by everione... at least u sae u upload to ur pc or wad.. den nobodi know ma... or burn into a cd.. whaha.. skyli take out n sell.. jux kidding.. but shldnt haf kept it in e hp.. so is kinda saddening... cos is like u r making out.. and din wan others to see.. except for e themselves.. den ended up everione watchin.. how would u feel? i defintely pity her... cos she muz b under so much pressure.. n now is like examination period... she has to go through how her peers n lecturers jugde her... is no gd feeling.. is like.. ur inner thoughts or inner body being expose to everione... i tink is someting like being rape.. tt kind of feeling.. i guess... so scary...
but hope she coping well.. i pity her cos she's under so much pressure... and she's still young...


however, at her age she shldnt be having *** wif her bf.. at e end of it... both are at losing end... one scare of kena pregnant.. e other scare of being a father.. keke.. and dey are still so young.. but wadever dey chose to do.. is still their own rights... and defintely e responsiblity is oso theirs... okie.. i oso read comments tt disapprove her acts and scolding her dumb or wadever... n of cos there r story as to why e person posted e videos.. as a form of revenge or jealousy?

some ppl sae is out of jealousy as tammy is veri popular in sch or wad.. but if she is reali such a nice n aimable gal in sch, why would she do tis?? recordin these acts.. and there is one comment tt i come across: saying tt e couple were actualli more concern wif e camera view den the pleasure tt dey r experiencing... if tis was intentionally recorded, i doubt tammy is much any nice gal... why would she wan to do it? if u r a nice gal.. a shining start among frenz and yet u r doin tings tt u r not suppose to do...

i duno tammy.. so wad i said is not against her... but by logical interpretations of wad i have gathered from other's comments... i stand on a neutral line... is 50% her fault and 50% not her fault... so tt's all.. will post more if i haf other comments...

ciAo..

STudio ProJecT dAy 2

hmmm.. todae is 2nd day of studio project.. although there are a number of tings not gion smoothly now.. but i hope we still can fnh it on time n gave a good one.. kekee.. cos i feel tt we stand a rather high standing in winning the safety helmet competition.. $5000 cash for 1st prize.. whaha.. is waitin for me.. u know.. keke.. actualli i was reali enthu for tis time SP... now still haf ba...guess last week of SP sure will ton in sch.. rather excited abt it.. keke.. k la.. haf to go do color sketches... will update if i haf e time...

waddoyoumean!!!

i nv expect you to be so wad... juz this sentence "sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.." and you are like tt.. how much do you understand wad tis mean.. if u dont and u insist on wad u tink is tt meaning i haf got notin to say... have u ever ask me why or wad... u nv.. and u jump into the conclusion that "i nv knew i was so despised and hated." i duno wad can i sae now... if u reali wan to know why i hate u, u wont be like this.. sometimes i rather wish not analysis so much about it.. e more that i tink, e deeper i sink.. and e more hurt i am... by the way u look at me, think of me, analysis my words....


realisethattruthisalwayssoheartbrokeningthateveryonetelllies.

doeslyingreallysolveeverything?

ifitreallydoes,iwishimalie.

aliecosihaveneverexsitedatall.

thatmightdogreattolotsapeople.

imtherootofallfaults...

realise all most of the misunderstandings or arguement starts from me... mayb i am juz e root of all fault..i m so sick.. we are juz so different.. sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.. i know i dun understand u nor do my encouragement or assurance secure you.. guess i did more bad den good to you.. i m nothing but trouble... juz wish everithing can be like rain.. washed away all the things... flood everywhere... wish i could juz teleport to somewhere far far far far away... where no one know where i m... or if there is anyone who care... i defintely wish i could jus vanish or disappear in the air... becoming water vapours that drift around... or even beta, form my cloud and mingle around with FREEDOM... i hate restriction.. i hate ppl who doesnt apprieciate things... i hate arrogrant ppl.. i hate ppl who are HL but they are noting inside tt nutshell... i like motivated ppl... i like ppl who are humble... i like ppl who are funni... i like those ppl when u juz sit down there and chat wif em, u know dey r nice n harmless... dey are of pure kindness... dey mean nothing at all to harm... i hate ppl who harm ppl.. and they thinks tt dey being harmed...i hate bitchy ppl... i hate bastards.. jerks... bitches... hypcrites... ppl who think dey r pretty or handsome... dey r juz jerk inside em.. is juz the cover that look good on the outside but rotten in the inside... mayb i need reason for almost everything.. but i oso hate myself... for not being able to motivate or change someone into better......

thisbloghasnotitle...

alrite.. i haf blog some pics during e CNY... hmmm.. duno y gt some prob wif posting e pics.. sometimes it appear sometimes it dont... anyway... CNY was nice... and a long one.. but sad to sae.. i haf gt lotsa of assgn to do... but i m super lazi... hmm... left 2 more days to e end of CNY.. argh.. so bored...

i m so bored now.. dunoe y... been watchin tv all this while.. suppose to do color sketch.. hai.. save me ar... sch sucks... buzibuzibuzibuzibuzi... realise 1 more year.. n i will graduate... actualli i m veri happi.. coz can graduate le.. leave tt fuckin place.... goin to work.. goin to learn e tings tt i wan to learn.. goin to tour.. goin to enjoi my life.. arggg.. sian... notin to sae.. all my thought are mixing up... duno how to sae.. or mayb i forgot.. is difficult.. u noe? feel like goin swimming..

-s|ck-

elysis and her bf... ang moh leh.. shit.. duno how to spell her na,e...

the CoUsiNs n my unCle... whaha..

me n ClaRe.... whaha.. long time no c...

so cute.. whaha... notti bOi...

tis is jia le... dominic... my erm... duno how to address.. but i m his biao yi... whaha.. so cute...

MCPS gathering at mRs lau hse.. keke.. miss joAnnA man.. whaha...

they came my house to sit sit.. whaha... i wearing homeclothes... so odd lor...

SuN yAn Zi's ConCeRt

hmmm.. tis happened kinda long ago... i actually went to work on sun yan zi's concert.. is veri long ago.. i juz din update.. but wanna post some pics tt i gt on her concert.. but her concert was real awesome.. real good...love her songs though i m not her fans... she was juz standin up on e stage.. so near to me.. less den half a metre distance.. dun envy.. whaha.. haf a few close up pic... not all are clear.. coz she was walking n dancing ard.. check out the pics...

anyway, get to know alvin, seng, jillyn and... who else ar? tt's all..

i wrote tis blog on 10feb... is real long ago.. whaha...

The pics tt i post is according to e seqence of e concert... but due my weak battery, e last 2 set of clothes i din manage to get it.. i try to post e clearest pic as possible...

me n Zoe Tay... oH my GoD... my face so fat.... but she veri frenly... keke...

tis is the opening of her concert...

Tis is e 2nd set of clothes tt she wore.. tis is e clearest tt i can get...

tis dance is nice.. btw, she juz wear a coat over the previous one.. which i tink is nice.. unique...

tis is a nice outfit... i like e hair accessory...

tis another CU aft so many of blur shots... not easi hor... whaha

she was goin up the stairs...

FIR lai ke chuan ke chuan... like her dress n boots...
but actually.. realise her arms kinda big...

a yellow dress tt she wore which made her so feminie... kekee..

i like this dance.. is real nice.. n i realise those dancers are actualli quite old.. or rather mature la...

juz a simple top n jeans.. but she is real skinny...

tis is e outfit tt i love most... is veri nice.. i din manage to shoot tis on my own.. i gup from somewhere..wasted cant c the skirt... but is veri nice...

tis is e last set of clothes tt she wore.. but i dunoe wad's e song tt she sang.. but is veri nice.. love tt song... end of her concert...

no more holi.....

is been so fast tt my 1 week break is over.. wad Duh!!! been goin out almost everi dae... tink i oni spend 1 or dae completely at hm... kekee.. anyway.. i guess 1 week is juz too short... but lucky i did enjoi myself...
alrite... let's c wad i haf done ...

i went to work...

i went to watch KING KONG... NICE show man.. muZ watCh... so Sad... tInk e gal too crUel le... shld haf hElp kING kOng... anYway.. i tinK e ModEl was GreAt... esp. e fur n e the scars.. it was awesome... GOoD joB mAn... rIco tolD me tt tiS KK was 2o times smaller den e original one.. i was a bit sian.. coz tis KK shld b BiggEr deN niCer in e NY ma... n he said coz PetEr JacKSon liKE diNo... so Add in... i tink e insects area was damn GRoSSS!!!! i love e lighting of whole movie.. is so good.. veri nice composition... now i feel like watchin e old KK...

i went to watch NArnIa... whiCH was AnothEr gD shOw... is amazinG how they created the 200+ races... is involving the whole animal kingdom.. nicE effeCts.. likE e iCE palacE.. but i wish e character can be even more develop... dun unstd why both e sis aint goin to battle.. it might be more interesting?? duno...

i went to e ZOO... wif my cute little cousin... n bro... n sis... n cousin... n RICO... kekee... tooks a no. of pics of him.. n vidEOs... wasted tt i cant post video... he's so cute... Oh... but e nxt day.. he kena chiC pOX.. so i was kinda guilty.. coz i suggest to go Zoo.. den mayb he kena from there or wad.. hai... but e nxt nxt dae i went to look aft him.. kekee.. but he dun look at all like SICK.. he's running ard the whole hse.. n doin all the mischievous acts... buai tahan him.. no matter wad he will brighten up my day...

i went to buy graphire.. finAlly... kekee.. 265 kinda Ex... but is still chEaper den intous... i m not a rich gal.. is a white one.. hapi hapi hapi.. finally... i will sure make gd use of my 265.. n i bought a book.. d'artiste digital painting.. finally too.. n i dun unstd why.. recently wadever tings tt i buy happened to be the last piece... e book was e last one...

i went to buy CLOTHES!!! which left me reali Broke... i bought 1 3/4 jeans... 1 jeans.. 1 puremilk top.. 1 belt... n other xmas gifts.. n food... n i m broke.. but i like e clothes tt i bought.. hmm... cant wait to wear em.. till CNY... 1 more month to go...

i went to make new specs... kekee.. last week went to m'sia to make... n todae i went bak in to take.. whaha... initally wanna make a white plastic frame... but there aint much choices of white frame.. so i chose a red one.. with white circles on the side.. which looks kinda retro.. whaha.. but it suits me... i rem my last plastic frame was oso a red one.. looks so odd.. whaha.. but tis made me look..... duno how to sae.. so u c it urself.. duno shld i wear to sch.. coz everi one might start saying tings.. sometimes i feel tt everione sees beauty in the tings dey like.. so everione is different.. therefore tings tt are not beautiful to others are not UGLY... everione like to critize... i oso.. i like to critize too.. but ocassionally zi wo jian dao yi xia... if not u r beyond help...

i PACK my room.. n my wardrobE... feel like my room is so much cleaner... but i m still waitin 4 my sis to marry off n i can haf plenty of space in my room... tink aft she move out.. i m gonna revamp my Room... into My stYle... actually notin much could b done.. coz is those stupid cupboard sticking to e walls... wanna paint yEllow 4 my Room.. whaha...

tings tt i promise to do...

- Pack mY roOm
- Pack My wArdRobE...
- BuY grapHiRe..
- Buy eXotIQue (hinting 4 xmas gift) whaha.. i noe everione will ignore tis one.. sob sobz...
- buy D'artiste DigitaL paiNtiNG book... $90.82
- improvE my DrawIng..
- Do My asSgn...
1. MotiON GrapHiCs... week 9
2. ChaRactEr AnImAtiON... week 10
3. drawing??? so mani tings to draw!!!

LOOK... e more impt tings i nV do at all Man.. alrite... i m tire... goona post Pics... kekee..

me n my new specs... tinted lens.. whaha

another one... looks so wood...

so CuTe... smiling so sweet cos i haf choc in my hands... whaha

bro n him...

sista n him

felix n duno wad animal.. kekee..

BabY seAl foR bAbY bOi...
bIg SeaL foR bIg Boi....

bOi n e orang UtAn

haPpiLy eAtiNg n shAkiNg hiS lollipOp.. kekeE...

polaR beAr sLpinG.... sHhhhh....

FeliX n e PiGgy

CU of e piGgy....

bOi n e Moo Moo cOw

hiS dAd say he looKs like SmOking.. kekee.. soO cute...

e 2 extras...... hai...

leaving le...