yEsT n 2daY... 3Rd MonTh liaO wHahaA...

hmmm... yest ... which is saturdae... went bak to CPH to work.. but no longer call CPH.. is cALLEd The CrowN Hotel... so Funni... long time nber do Vip le.. den .... lucky gt pat n kelvin help... den gt a new call desmond... looked veri old leh.. but dey sae he oni 21.. whaha... aniyway.. I DUN LIKE HIM.... whahaa.... di siao siao... zhen qian bian... nvm... 2dae wrk OT... den surprising pat n kel oso stay.. aft tt went 4 supper wif em n Law... den... like tt lor... Audie hmmm... alrite la.. still gd to me... den.... notin much... rch hm ard 3+.... bath n Zzzz.... lots of HW awaiting 4 me...

tt's wad happened yest~!

so 4 2dae... woke up ard 11+... kinda late la.... coz suppose to do my DF package so tt later can go out wif him... hmmm... den again.... i let him wait.. so sorri... den... we went to artfren... den peace center... den great world... actuali 2dae i veri happi... duno y... juz veri hapi... kekee.. den i met my uncle... haiyo... he sae i nber greet him... me abt to greet le... den hai.. sian.. but nvm la... n oh yah... went to great world.. saw HOKI... kekee... miss her so much.... ehem... she put on some weight... but dun worri.. u will b able to shed it off... jiA yOu.. muz cAtCh up wif her... kekee... den... notin much le...

thx bAby... kekee... 4 everyting... =P

= HeLu BdAe.... =

hai... 2dae is fri n is helu's bdae... den hor... we gt drawing lesson in e morn... gt a live model to pose 4 us e walk cycle... but someting unpleasant happened.... 2 gals waas kinda critizins n teasing e model.. like "how much are u pay 4 an hour..." etc... was so irritating... n reali cant stand her nowadaes.... is like... hai.. lucky i still haf frenz or at least him standin on my side... she's reali veri bad... giving those comments tt is so humilating... nber gif a spare tot to others... aniway, wadever ting tt she said or do 2dae juz revealed her real n true identity... so beware... she's up to no good...

n recently me n ss oso notin to sae le... whichever way she wana go ... so be it... i wont force her to stay...

aft drawing went to novena... ate long john... den went 2 helu hse... wana watch siprited away... but.. some bloody ass insist of watchin grave of e fireflies.. though is nice but tt 1 more n sad n solemn... OKIe.. nvmmm... den hor... kept askin ppl to keep quiet... end up e asshole herself was slping... WTF.... hai... was kinda tire aft e 1st movie... but bo pian muz watch siprited away ... if not .... den aft watching... went to room to watch guys playing soccer... so cute n nice... not bad la... tink dey enjoi emself more den we gals do... gd...
hmmm... e gals went hm 1st.. coz dey gt notin to do... den i stay wif e guys.. aft tt me rico.... cj... yf.. went to buit timah market to eat.. knda enjoying myself... coz veri lame n funny... kekee... i hope w/o her i still haf a grp of frenz supporting me.. hmmm... rch hm ard 9+... n like tt lor.... hmm... hope helu like e wallet tt we gave... n hope he did enjoi himself...


btw spirited away was reali nice.. but i dun reali take note of their names la... so erm.. cant reali write down their names 4 e pic captions.. so paiseh... aniway, these are some pics frm e movie... is real nice.. keke...

e mAin CHar iN e mOviE

e Main ChaR

e DraGOn So cHiO

one of e sCenE

eh... notin much... frenship is e air...

2dae.... is Mondae... no Sch.... den hor... he came to my hse earli in e morn to do his template.. coz he duno how to do ma... so i wake up at 8+.... hmm.. he bought 2 muffins... n 1 hashbrown.. n a packet of milk... den... do do do... till we goin off le.. den suddenly cj ask me thumbdrive gt space ma.. help him save.. wah.. e tiff file so big.. so din save.. den duno wana change to 4pm a not... coz we meeting 3... but nw we juz left lor... den ss sae 4 too late.. she dun wan.. den nber come.. nv come oso gd la... den... wad else did we do.. hmmm... kinda 4get le... eh... den i rem pei yun sae wana call me... coz she read my previous blog.. so sorri leh... gal... i din rch hm at7+... so i called u bak in 10+... kinda of ka jiao u n bao chatting... btw, i m happi to hear ur news... hope e 2 of us found e rite one... mUaCKs... hmmm... 19th of feb... keke...

aft chatting wif peiyun.. i felt so relieve n happi... mayb coz... i veri long nber chat wif someone so close to me n unstd me... i reali kinda miss my sec frens... pei yun.. bee chin... wei qi... tink dey are 2 whom i can reali pour my heart to... miSsing u... FreNshIp iS e AiR...

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haben been blogging lately.. n mani tings did happened... but i m not gonna write all down... coz it will remain in my heart...

a number of sad tings happened btn me n him... i oso dunwan tt... but sometimes i reali do wish he noe wad i am tinkin.. how i felt.. wad i wan... who i m... i hope he noe tt everi little action tt he do will affect me in a greatest way tt could possibly be... coz i dunwan to "piang" animore... sometimes seeing him my heart juz ache... i duno y... seeing him sad hurts me most... coz i m e root of it... i duno wad shld i do or how to make him feel beta.. sometimes i noe he love me so much tt suddenly i felt unloved... i duno y.. i juz wan him to be strong.. to be independent... to be able to c tings in a broader perspective... to stand in my shoes... he might not felt wad i felt.... is okie... but pls... dun be sad coz of me le.. i cant take it animore.. i felt useless.. i felt a million times of sadness tt u felt... i feel like a failure.. i m not a good medicine... T_T

p/S: To all lovers, pls do not be sad to ur lover... coz they will feel e pain n sadness a hundred... a thousand.. a million.. a billion.. times than u... 4 dey oni wan u to feel happy...

I DO I DO.. kekee..

morn woke up at 8am.. den quickly brush teeth.. get ready n leave hse le.. rch jp at 9.05.. den wait 4 him while la.. coz he helping his mum.. den .. went to eat MAc breAKfast... coz cinema haben open.. aft eating.. went to buy tix... n went in le... rather empty.. coz earli ma..tink less den 10 ppl watch.. watch I DO I DO.. local film.. keke.. kinda funi n cute... not bad not bad.. hmm... den... show end abt 1140... coz he need to b hm by 12... den nber send me hm. nvm la.. den eh... like tt lor... some tings cant b said here.. kekee... i will keep my promise.. n... tt's it... now goin to do some illust... b4 helping out.. sian... weather kinda hot again...

ehem... new ShoEs... stRong WorM...

wah... tis morn woke up at 8+.. duno y so earli.. den hor.. wana do some hw.. but end up watchin kung fu n shark tale dvd.. kekee... watch till 12 +.. den prepared n left hm 4 westmall...

he was earli again.. hai.. i always late one.. den... watched flight of e phoenix... not bad quite a nice show.. too bad cj cant watch... haiyo.. but eh... cant describle much oso.. coz ... kekee... den... aft e movie super cold sia.. den went to eat earli dinner... den stone... den went to jp.. coz i wan buy new shoes... whahaa....

e shoe cost $69.90 den e slippers cost $32.9 den e 2 shoelace is $9.00 = $111.80 but den.... i only Pay $67.10... whaha.. jealous ma?? 40% off ... coz ... whaha.. cant sae.. coz is confidentiate... duno hw to spell... whaha.. den hor.. bought a adidas handbag.. green color one... $25 ... so total i spend $25 + $67.1 = $92.10 keke.... hai... broke liao... suppose to buy clothes ma... whaha.. hai.. nvm la...

den hor... aft tt went hm le.. coz duno where to walk.. den... rch my hse at ard 8+... end up he 10 den go hm... haiyo.. so late rite... somemore haben pack bag... tml goin m'sia le... sob sobz... oh yah... 2dae he learnt someting new wor... new rite?? whaha.. not sure to him new a not... skyli he areadi noe lor.. hor? kekee... n i realise is such a strong worm wor... haiyo... xia si ren le la.. whaha... ppl who duno plz dun ani how tink hor.. keke...

hmmm.. duno wad else to write... tml mayb meetin 4 movie b4 he go m'sia.. hai... zZZzz...

wah.... new henna.... kekee..

hmm... yest nite nber blog... coz late le.. n tire... kekee... so e farewell party was fun.. a lot of board n card games to play.. one of em is manga manga... nice man... a veri nice place to chill out at.. settlers cafe... near e speakers corner... hmm.. whole ting was fun.. i was late again to meet him.. haiyo.. paiseh paiseh.. coz dey kept sayin last round last round... kekee.. so sorri... den .... he went to eat 1st... when i rch i tot he at e other side opp bugis.. yuan lai is behind.. haiyo.. walked wrong side... meet at mac.. den i saw him coming... walk to e other side den pop out behind him.. wanted to gif him surprise one.. but he not suprise lor... nvm.... keke... his shirt was like dirty... haiyo.. duno how he eat.. like baby... den we walked ard bugis junction.. den went to a desert shop tt me n fang ting went b4 to eat.. keke..

den we went to CHINATOWN wor.. whahaa... New year ma.. muz go there walk walk.. den .... i go make a henna on my hand... kekee... e design not bad la.. but den hor.. is a young gal make one... den hor... not so nice.. coz not skilled enuff.. hai... aft makin tt... he gt a double job... lookin aft my hand n our belongings... kekee... so sorri... moreover, is ppl mountain ppl sea.... haiyo... poor him.. hmm... den we went a a place whereby dey gt tis veri veri veri huge tenage.. (like tt spell ar) den inside gt 12 budda... diff colors represent diff zodiac... den my rabbit is green one... i tink... den his tiger is white.. keke... he wan orange... too bad.. den we went to bath e budda... den.... gt a big bell in e center... saw ppl throwing coins at e bell to make it ring.. kekee... me 1st try kana e bell le.. whaha... lucky hor... den he 2nd time den kana... kekee.. nvm la.. gt hit means lucky le... kekee...

den den... hai.. we went to maxell market to eat.. wah... veri veri full ar.. kekee... wana eat abit one... haiyo.... tink we gonna become yina n jq le... i dunwan... new yr coming leh.. i dun wan to be ***... kekee... den we walked thru e sea of ppl... den to e bus stop.. take bus ..... whhaa.. hmmm.... he took cab home again.. haiyo.. canot hor... no more nxt time ar... coz his mum called him but nber pick up... end up his mum play him a trick... sae nber buy hp 4 him... kekee.. his new phone nokia 6230.. but den hor... he reali keep changing his phone la.. BTH leh..

hmm... rch hm... bath... den chat on phone.. keke.. super funi.. coz i veri slpy le.. den i uttering nonsense.. whaha..paiseh... kekee.. so malu... sae meng hua... whaha....

my NeW heNnA

Hmmm....

morn woke up at 10+... kinda late... den eh.. saw 3 msg... 1 frm jon askin i goin 4 weiqi farewell party a not... 1 frm mum telling me bread is in e frigde... 1 frm wy a morn msg.. hmm.. when i saw 3 msg.. i was tinkin... oh shit muz b famn late le.. if not y so mani msg liao... haiyo.. den is 10+.... chey.. but oso quite late la... whahaha... yest finally last dae of work at alvin shop... so damn shiok coz dun need go bak to tt bloody shop animore..!! eh.. i realise not enuff time to elaborate le... juz changed n gtg to e party... continue 2nite... who ask me xin yang yang wan write blog.. kekee...

to be continue....

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2nite is a sad nite... is juz another sad nite of mine... i m juz feelin sad... sad till my tears rolled down uncontrollably... tt xin suan i duno who understand... felt so embrassed tt i cried in my bro's room, trying to use my hair cover... it suX man... i reali hate tt... i've been crying more often.... why... tot it was supposed to be happy... but who knows... life sux... sometimes i tot ... i might be beta off w/o it... but i dare not tink more... duno y... i love my life n i hate my life...

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