Wednesday, February 22, 2006

tammy e girl in nyp...

guess everione shld know abt e gal who recorded her sexual acts wif her bf in the hp. But unfortunately, she lost her hp. And there is this F***inG bItch oR bAstaRd who posted these videos... alrite...

hmm... but what i have read from blogs or forum, some sae tammy is not her real name... but some sae there r 2 tammy in NYP, 1 in year one and 1 in year two... so.. whoever gave her tt name as a reference...

actuali i felt tt she shldnt haf recorded in her hp... or mayb she wasnt e one who suggest to record.. might be her bf who forced her to record?? so she might be e innocent one... but now being critised by e whole world is not gd at all... mayb dey juz wan to watch for leisure or wad in future.. n din expect tt it would turn out to be like a movie.. being watched by everione... at least u sae u upload to ur pc or wad.. den nobodi know ma... or burn into a cd.. whaha.. skyli take out n sell.. jux kidding.. but shldnt haf kept it in e hp.. so is kinda saddening... cos is like u r making out.. and din wan others to see.. except for e themselves.. den ended up everione watchin.. how would u feel? i defintely pity her... cos she muz b under so much pressure.. n now is like examination period... she has to go through how her peers n lecturers jugde her... is no gd feeling.. is like.. ur inner thoughts or inner body being expose to everione... i tink is someting like being rape.. tt kind of feeling.. i guess... so scary...
but hope she coping well.. i pity her cos she's under so much pressure... and she's still young...


however, at her age she shldnt be having *** wif her bf.. at e end of it... both are at losing end... one scare of kena pregnant.. e other scare of being a father.. keke.. and dey are still so young.. but wadever dey chose to do.. is still their own rights... and defintely e responsiblity is oso theirs... okie.. i oso read comments tt disapprove her acts and scolding her dumb or wadever... n of cos there r story as to why e person posted e videos.. as a form of revenge or jealousy?

some ppl sae is out of jealousy as tammy is veri popular in sch or wad.. but if she is reali such a nice n aimable gal in sch, why would she do tis?? recordin these acts.. and there is one comment tt i come across: saying tt e couple were actualli more concern wif e camera view den the pleasure tt dey r experiencing... if tis was intentionally recorded, i doubt tammy is much any nice gal... why would she wan to do it? if u r a nice gal.. a shining start among frenz and yet u r doin tings tt u r not suppose to do...

i duno tammy.. so wad i said is not against her... but by logical interpretations of wad i have gathered from other's comments... i stand on a neutral line... is 50% her fault and 50% not her fault... so tt's all.. will post more if i haf other comments...

ciAo..

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

STudio ProJecT dAy 2

hmmm.. todae is 2nd day of studio project.. although there are a number of tings not gion smoothly now.. but i hope we still can fnh it on time n gave a good one.. kekee.. cos i feel tt we stand a rather high standing in winning the safety helmet competition.. $5000 cash for 1st prize.. whaha.. is waitin for me.. u know.. keke.. actualli i was reali enthu for tis time SP... now still haf ba...guess last week of SP sure will ton in sch.. rather excited abt it.. keke.. k la.. haf to go do color sketches... will update if i haf e time...

Thursday, February 16, 2006

waddoyoumean!!!

i nv expect you to be so wad... juz this sentence "sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.." and you are like tt.. how much do you understand wad tis mean.. if u dont and u insist on wad u tink is tt meaning i haf got notin to say... have u ever ask me why or wad... u nv.. and u jump into the conclusion that "i nv knew i was so despised and hated." i duno wad can i sae now... if u reali wan to know why i hate u, u wont be like this.. sometimes i rather wish not analysis so much about it.. e more that i tink, e deeper i sink.. and e more hurt i am... by the way u look at me, think of me, analysis my words....


realisethattruthisalwayssoheartbrokeningthateveryonetelllies.

doeslyingreallysolveeverything?

ifitreallydoes,iwishimalie.

aliecosihaveneverexsitedatall.

thatmightdogreattolotsapeople.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

imtherootofallfaults...

realise all most of the misunderstandings or arguement starts from me... mayb i am juz e root of all fault..i m so sick.. we are juz so different.. sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.. i know i dun understand u nor do my encouragement or assurance secure you.. guess i did more bad den good to you.. i m nothing but trouble... juz wish everithing can be like rain.. washed away all the things... flood everywhere... wish i could juz teleport to somewhere far far far far away... where no one know where i m... or if there is anyone who care... i defintely wish i could jus vanish or disappear in the air... becoming water vapours that drift around... or even beta, form my cloud and mingle around with FREEDOM... i hate restriction.. i hate ppl who doesnt apprieciate things... i hate arrogrant ppl.. i hate ppl who are HL but they are noting inside tt nutshell... i like motivated ppl... i like ppl who are humble... i like ppl who are funni... i like those ppl when u juz sit down there and chat wif em, u know dey r nice n harmless... dey are of pure kindness... dey mean nothing at all to harm... i hate ppl who harm ppl.. and they thinks tt dey being harmed...i hate bitchy ppl... i hate bastards.. jerks... bitches... hypcrites... ppl who think dey r pretty or handsome... dey r juz jerk inside em.. is juz the cover that look good on the outside but rotten in the inside... mayb i need reason for almost everything.. but i oso hate myself... for not being able to motivate or change someone into better......

Friday, February 10, 2006

thisbloghasnotitle...

alrite.. i haf blog some pics during e CNY... hmmm.. duno y gt some prob wif posting e pics.. sometimes it appear sometimes it dont... anyway... CNY was nice... and a long one.. but sad to sae.. i haf gt lotsa of assgn to do... but i m super lazi... hmm... left 2 more days to e end of CNY.. argh.. so bored...

i m so bored now.. dunoe y... been watchin tv all this while.. suppose to do color sketch.. hai.. save me ar... sch sucks... buzibuzibuzibuzibuzi... realise 1 more year.. n i will graduate... actualli i m veri happi.. coz can graduate le.. leave tt fuckin place.... goin to work.. goin to learn e tings tt i wan to learn.. goin to tour.. goin to enjoi my life.. arggg.. sian... notin to sae.. all my thought are mixing up... duno how to sae.. or mayb i forgot.. is difficult.. u noe? feel like goin swimming..

-s|ck-

elysis and her bf... ang moh leh.. shit.. duno how to spell her na,e...

the CoUsiNs n my unCle... whaha..

me n ClaRe.... whaha.. long time no c...

so cute.. whaha... notti bOi...

tis is jia le... dominic... my erm... duno how to address.. but i m his biao yi... whaha.. so cute...

MCPS gathering at mRs lau hse.. keke.. miss joAnnA man.. whaha...

they came my house to sit sit.. whaha... i wearing homeclothes... so odd lor...