Saturday, September 22, 2007

Wenda got drunk!

Well.. i know the title is kinda bad.. but yah.. wenda went drinking with us.. went to Home den to cafe iguana.. and the peeps are : Jon, Wenda, RQ,Rab, Ee ghim, KC, Ren.. n gary e usuals who are there.. sth is missing.. haha is yau. well still stuck at some island cant help it.. Wenda is pretty upset.. and i duno how to console her.. she must be strong to handle such things and i believe she had met enuff of croaks.. so may she find someone better soon.. Hmm dunoe wad to sae abt tt night.. but is nice that these ppl turn up.. despite so long since we met.. esp Rab.. though nv talk to him much.. lucky jon send wenda hm.. if not i guess i would be e one whose drunk.. hehee thx wenda for there to block..

went bak to Home to meet warren kenny they all.. well warren is in a bad shape.. duno how to talk him thru.. everyone is reali different and how everyone react to a situation shows how he is .. there's no way u can change them..

anyway, had a nice night w em all . thank you for coming. and KC esp.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


转眼间我已经20岁了! 没想到20年就那么过去了。




Friday, September 14, 2007




我开始了解说人与人之间沟通的意图,大多数是出于想得到一些利益或是一想不到的收获。近来觉得人类都是丑陋的,就算你有许多朋友,你以为他们无时无刻会在你身旁,但是, 当你回头一看就连最亲密的家人也未必在你身旁。这种感觉好可怕,或则常在你身旁的人突然离你而去。这种恐慌的感觉是难以征服的。



Thursday, September 13, 2007

wad do u wan to do?

i think everyone has got what they wan to do in life.. but i believe everyone will get lazy or too tire to do what they actually wan to do.. and therefore things drag on for months and soon is years.. but i think there are always tings around us that keep on reminding or motivating us towards wad we wan to do.. i think they appear in different forms.. they may appear as a person whom u know, and whenever u meet that person u will start to think abt the things u wan in life n gets v motivated to do it.. or it can come in a form of a feeling.. the feeling of the "need".. e need to wan to do wad u wan in life.. some event or things might happen around u and trigger u to have that feeling of "need".

yah. i tink i need to redefine my life.. wad i reali wan... wake up from the dream.. recently been having this "butterfly" feeling .. is horrible and u duno wad will happen next.. n i kinda developed a self protective feeling which now i seem to be more 看得开, or rather a heck care attitude towards certain things and people.. because i think i m sick of the way things are and no longer wanna care about it.. since is gonna be like that so be it .. is not worth my effort to care anymore..

Monday, September 10, 2007

some thoughts

is being some time since i last blog... hmmm quite a few tings happened.. last weekend accompany sis to see gynae, is amazing when u see the progress from a tiny foetus like 1mm to a developing baby of 10inch.. e beating of the heart.. the power of its life.. oh and yes is a girl.. kekee.. well whichever gender i will also dote..

meet up with jun jie, elaine, kelvin his girl, nawawi n his girl n lawrence.. well chris PS .. drown by mooncakes.. kinda feel left out.. cos everyone is couple couple... had dinner at suki sushi which i tink there is a funny smelly smell from tt restaurant.. aft dinner went to alley bar.. but switch to ice cold but due to jj young face we were turn down.. den went to somewhere near redevous.. had a bottle of red wine.. and we head down to MOS.. leaving kel n his gf off.. had a nice night over there.. ohh..

sunday went to watch 1408.. not too bad.. good sound efx.. haha scream a few times.. mayb cos i v long nv watch horror movies.. nice effects..

recently been tinking quite abit.. kinda feel the tension.. rash thoughts keep coming to me.. i dun feel happy at wad i do.. or do i need the time to adjust to it? today found out that sharon is wad i would like to be.. e path that she chose just make me feel more secure and confident of wad i m want.. but u'll never know how it goes.. the higher ur hopes are the greater the disappointment.. there are many things that people do not wish to anticipate or chose not to.. bcos they know that if it reali happen, is gonna hurt em badly.. or rather they will regret for wad they have done.. yah i dun tink i am happy bcos of how i tink and wad i chose to tink.. but i tink there are times to be optimistic & times to be sad .. so i dun like it when ppl tell me to be happi when i wan to be sad.. hope that everything will turn out well.. let's pray..

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

i live in e present now..

for the past 45 mins, i was looking thru all my past blogs.
realise how stupid, childish i was in my poly daze..
lucky now no more of that.. i guess each and everyone has their past, and most of it is greatly affected by who u mix with. which is reflected a lot on you.

hai.. just couldnt believe it. but well i tink ever since poly daze, i haf become my own self without being influenced by anyone or anything. being veri lucky since fusion, got a job that starts in april.. and switch to another one in june.. hahaa... but am glad to.. cos is a better one n a place for me to grow and learn.. i m out of poly for like 5 mths? time reali flies..

anyway, was reading this blog entry back then in Oct , which i threw temper.. aft reading it, felt so guilty and sad.. reali rude of me .. back then i was oni 18.. well ignorant & spoilt.. hai.. not anymore!

Friday, August 24, 2007

how much do you believe in horoscope?

this is a site that warren pass to me.
which talk abt the lunar esclispe and how is gonna affect u..

to me, i tink is quite true cos when i recall back some of the happenings, it just telly..