Tuesday, December 28, 2004

1St dAy of LesSon: CP n DIGi...

hai... 2dae can count as 1st lesson in sch.. but as usual we were late 4 lecture... coz i waited 4 my sis to take e same bus... + both of us lai chuan till like 7.40... hahaa.. hai... when our class walked in e lecture threater, ms lee STARED at us.. hahaa..tink she buai song.. coz our class always late for lecture n classes... hmmm... den aft lect go eat n do mindmap 4 creative process... hai...tis is one disappointing ting tt happened 2dae... ms lee warn us abt being late etc... (was noting much la.. dun reali care abt her...) wad i was pissed off abt was e ex tt we did during CP... i tink e way dey set their qns is somehow 4 an idiot... sorri to sae tt.. but i dun c em teachin us but however we haf to figure it out by ourself... n i dun tink is creative at all lor... i was listening n was like wd e Hell r u tokin abt?! u dun seem to b explaining wad m i suppose to do within tt 2 hr to squezze out my brain juice.. or 2 b creative.. hai.. duno la.. feel so F*** up wif e course... wif teachers who dun0 how to teach... n information conveyed to us wrongly... i dun mind self-learning but somehow to an extend tt e sch is not doin aniting aint good at all... i pay my sch fees n i wana learn .... n yah.. teachers who favours beta students in arts... hai.. tis is wad reali happen wad... feel so F***iNg siAn... m i still goin to perserver all e way.... or shld i stop wasting my time le... but at least there are still a few tings to keep me goin... haiz....

Sunday, December 19, 2004

T_T hai... i tink i m a failure...

urrgghhh... i m feelin so shi bai... how come i became like tt... how could i've done tt to him.... when i read his blog i felt a sharp stab in my heart... n it hurts till i cant cry it out... i m so sorri... i noe no matter how mani sorri or wad i sae, e damage is alreadi there... n i noe tt u wont blame me n instead put e blame on urself... plz.. dun do tt... i would feel more guilty... i hope there are tings tt i could do to make up.. sorri....

din expect my dae to end like tt.. coz i was having fun wif jon n rui qiang e whole dae... laming n crapping ard... juz cant stop luffing wif em... but now i cant even smile... hai... look wad i've done... T_T