Sunday, December 19, 2004

T_T hai... i tink i m a failure...

urrgghhh... i m feelin so shi bai... how come i became like tt... how could i've done tt to him.... when i read his blog i felt a sharp stab in my heart... n it hurts till i cant cry it out... i m so sorri... i noe no matter how mani sorri or wad i sae, e damage is alreadi there... n i noe tt u wont blame me n instead put e blame on urself... plz.. dun do tt... i would feel more guilty... i hope there are tings tt i could do to make up.. sorri....

din expect my dae to end like tt.. coz i was having fun wif jon n rui qiang e whole dae... laming n crapping ard... juz cant stop luffing wif em... but now i cant even smile... hai... look wad i've done... T_T


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wei... i hapPen 2 paSs bY uR bLoG 2dAe... thou everything's aLreDy oVer.. i still wanna sae it's not ur fault... cos u r buSy.. n e boi isH fRee.. oF cos he'll bE e oNe hu's goNna miss u moRe riTe...? aNd ya... hE waiTeD 4 uR msG e whoLe daE cos u saE u'll msg hiM de ma.. den when he saw u onliNe den wonderinG y u nv teLL hiM... hmm... but got frEns aT ur hse.. den u buSy ma.. hE undeRstAnDs...

hE's soRri 2 ruiN ur dAe.. whicH waS initiaLLy so hapPi... haiz.. tt's y hE saE u'LL haf moRe fUn wiF ur frEns deN wiF HiM, aNd asK u gO celeBraTe x'mAs wiF thEm... sorrY to eNd uR happi dAe oN a sAd noTe... he didn't meAn to... tt's y tiLL 2dAe hE stiLL kinda reGreT telling u wHy hE sAd in e firSt pLaCe... cos He nOe u'LL puT thE bLame on urseLf.. whicH is noT wAd he waNtEd...

iF thEre's anYthiNg 2 maKe u feeL beTteR.. juZ teLL hiM, k..? hmm.... at LeAsT he noEs tt neXt tiMe whEn u nEbEr repLy him... he shLd nOt hAf maDe a biG fuSS... cos tis ish nOt waD he waNtEd... u maY tinK u r a faiLuRe.. bUt in actuaL faCt... he's e One... cos he duNno whEn 2 saE waD n wHen nOt 2 sAe waD.. n thUs causE u suCh misErabLe paiN...

cHeeR uP gaL... dUn saE u cnt smiLe la... MUZ smiLe.. zhi dao ma..? tis sort of things not worth crying... ish tis boy too pettY n siLLy.. k..?

haF a niCe daY!

-mr. worm-