Sunday, August 28, 2005


tis piece of artwork is done by Stanley Lau... n i m so inspired to do someting like tt.. muz jia you!!! u can find tis in www.imaginaryfs.com under gallery stanley Lau... other teammates work are also there.. Shawn Ye is from my sch.. but i tink he kinda private limited...

another work of Stanley Lau.. i juz love the brush stroke n color.. but e hand seems to be kinda big...love e eye lash...

another brush stroke work... i like tis.. cos is like e lady is dancing gracefully... oh No.. when will i be able to do sth like tt??? 10 yrs??

tis is nice too.. i like shadow n those fold... but e thigh looks kinda weird to me... so NiCE!!!! i wan b like him.... sob sobz...

This is GOOD!!

Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 toHusband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in theoverall performance, particularly in the flower andjewellery applications that had operated flawlesslyunder Boyfriend 5.0.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled manyother valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5and Personal Attention 6.5, but installedundesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0,NBA 3.0, Premier League, Counter-Strike andWorldCup 2.0.
And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs andHouse Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems,but to no avail.
What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate
================================
Reply:
Dear Desperate,
First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is anentertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is anoperating system. Try entering the commandC:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and downloadTears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.
If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 shouldthen automatically run the applications Jewellery2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, over use can cause Husband1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is avery bad program that will createSnoringLoudly.wav files.
Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program.These are not supported applications and willcrash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program,but it does have a limited memory and cannotlearn new applications quickly.
You might consider additional software toimprove memory and performance. I personallyrecommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,
IT Support



* I was lazing ard again.. n i juz went to read yan han'S blog and kaPok this.. tis is interesting n i tink is quite true... kekee..

Saturday, August 13, 2005

my words...

i felt like a stupid fool... mayb i was wrong all along e way.. shldnt haf done tis shldnt haf done tt... but why... if u tink u needed someone.. so do i.. i felt restrained.. i m a fool.. i had nv felt like tis b4... n i m feeling so stupid... juz feel like digging a hole n hide.. okie.. is all my fault... i m e one in e wrong.. i had nv done aniting rite in my entire whole life...

i had a dream... a dream tt i argue wif e ppl closest to me... i was crying bitterly.. but no sound came out... i could feel myself having difficulties to cry... panting heavily... i was like on e verge to die... i wish i reali did... n when i open my eyes.. i reali feel myself not able to cry... but feeling veri tight in my heart n throat... but soon tears rolled out... n i realise even in dreams i could b suffering... n yes... i like to bite myself when i m sad... i wish i could feel e pain physically... so i noe i m not hurt badly mentally...

"i wonder when will our quarrel end... actualli i already sick n tired of quarrelling with u on n off in a couple of days... i thought u are suppose to be the one to know mi the best... not i dun wan to spend time to pei ni but i have my work n studies too... u are also in ns now... why cant u jux understand.. jux now in the call when i say i can onli meet u once a wk n u can jux say back angrily then i go find another job lo... so i dun spend my time at hm... wat answer is tat... if u think u need a 24 hr stead... then sorri i am not tat type..... pissed off..... i m realli pissed off..... these couple of days had been toking through tis issues.. i wan get tis idiot problem out of my head... tears seem flowing on n off.......................... i cant stand it aniymore at times.................. i find the right person at the right time????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????"

i quoted tis frm my fren's blog... everi couple gt their own set of probs... but somehow all are alike...it all depend on e 2 person... r they goin to make e effort or r dey jux gonna let it b e way it is... a newly couple might b happi... coz they tot dey found each other... soon... dey had different opinions... dey tried to respect each other... but as tings goes on... ppl tend to b selfish... wanted everiting 4 emself... n dey started to tink 'y r u like tis y r u like tt... y cant u b more unstding..' askin 4 more from each other... some manage to pass thru tis stage... some stay e same... n some jux gave up... seekin a life wif someone else... tinking tt e nxt 1 might beta...

so wad's ur choice...

Friday, August 12, 2005

another day like tis...

help out in pencil n pixel.. noting much.. coz is same old damn bullshit... notin special.. coz is not organised....

aniway.. i felt tt sometimes a lot of tings can happen in jux 1 day... n 1 day actually not long nor short... but if u make gd use of it, it is defintely worth ur time...

tis week is week 11.. next's 12... n i haf gt e following hw to do...:

-3D modelling spaceship ex...
-web proposal n mock up..
-dsnv idea...
-cp NDP logo 2006 (due nxt week) + MTV logo + scrap book
-animation fat man skipping...
-drawing assgn 3 ideas n concept... due nxt week...

actually everi week i gt so mani work to do.. n i always do so little... felt tt i m like hai... duno how to sae... tink is i m disappointed wif myself... i juz hate myself...

Monday, August 08, 2005

BorEd.... n roTT^ng...

oh man.. i haf gt notin to blog..

erm.. went to watch bewitched todae... sch end at 2pm.. den watchin e show at 305.. kinda rush.. den went to eat at delifrance.. but den hor.. service kinda poor sia.. repeat my order so long den e manage like catch no ball.. hai.. qi gek ar.. den lucky i gt check e food tt she gave us.. short of one pasta!!! tt pasta cost me $13.95 leh.. den she nv put...!! wah kao.. i went bak in n tell her i still haf pasta.. can u help me check.. den she like continue to serve e customer duno gt listen one a not!! den me n dear stay down there n wait like iDiot lor.. lucky e manage (indian guy) came up n sae... : take a seat... i noe u all waited veri long.. erm.. so we are to gif u all a complimentary.. which is their drinks lor.. den i tot take away still not bad.. but is drink down there la.. den dear chose peace tea.. den i aniting lor... wah.. den i gulped down e whole class of tea lor... still feelin hot inside..
but e prob is not e time tt we waited... is tt she 4gOTTEN to put in e pasta!! lucky we check.. if not $13.95 gone le lor... but nvm.. still get it bak...

okie... watched bewitched... is a nice show.. sometimes i would tot how great it is if i m witch... coz i can become aniting i wan.. or change aniting tt i like... or juz b somebody... but e show is real nice.. though we din manage to charlie choco factory.. wan watch tt badly...

yest pei yong n rong kuan cycle down to my hse.. chit chat a bit... long time nv c em... RK is like rushin me 4 run to bukit timah hill again.. OH man.. tryin hard.. whaha.. but 1st i wan go swimmin!! duno y... recently juz gt e urge to juz go swimming n jogging.. but still din do it.. n weather is reali damn hot... i actuali tied my hair all day at hm... cant believe it..

aft movie went to look 4 mum to buy some tibbits... n ended helping her to carry stuff.... but nvm.. was playing wif dear.. guessing wad time will rch my hse.. ended both lost.. was kinda childish... but we are aways like tt.. hehee...

unload e stuff.. n we started playing striker 1945... used to b my strongest game... but din play it 4 like veri long.. n we play metal slug.. he kept tempting me sae metal slug 2 beta... i oso dun haf... how to play... tink tt's all....

now watchin america next top model... love tis show.. duno y... there was a period of time gt a urge to do fashion design... though e desire sustain... but will haf serious thoughts abt it... k... cIaO....

Thursday, July 21, 2005

finally gt time to blog...

erm.. i noe i haben been blogging 4 a long time... i jux cant get used to everiday writting a blog... coz i might reali juz vomit out all my emotions at tt time... n i tink it aint a good ting to show everione..

1st n foremost... tis few weeks haben been gd 4 me.. i haf been chionging all my assgn n was kinda sick... reali sickening when u r tryin to do ur work n ur body juz dun listen to u... was kinda frustrated by a lot of tings.. ppl... affairs... n i m reali getting sick of nyp... DMD.... oh man.. feel like giving up ... coz i m juz not hapi wif everiting... n most imptly myself... tink e most worrying person would be dear le... hai.. sorri tt i was enclosed in my own world again.. sorri.. but i din mean it... juz cant help it.. i noe sometimes i m those who got probs but juz keep quiet... is not tt i dun wana share my prob.. is like so wad if i haf said.. is still gonna be e same... i rather keep it to myself n go thru it... but i noe u r always there 4 me... i noe u wan me to feel less burden n less stress... but e times tt i m wif u areadi lighten half e load... thX deaR...

okie... n 2ndly... term break is coming... OMG.. oni 1 week... n i haf got like 4 assgn to hand in when sch reopens... hai... n i haf gt 3 gathering during e week... n i haben start on ani of e assgn yet.. oh GoD... u r reali are watchin over me... aniway.. blame no1.. is me...

yest n todae felix came my hse... he's so CUUUTTTTEEEE!!!!! love him so much... so smart n cute... juz cant do aniting wif him ard... dey juz went bak not long ago... n here i m blogging... haben touch my animation nor drawing...

bro juz now called home.. .lookin 4 me.. whaha... suprise... coz when i ask him y.. he said: ' noting la.. juz tellin u i coming bak le.. will rch ard 10am in e morn... ' kekee.. tot he gt ting to ask me to do or wad.. kekee.. he's on another m'sia trip.. another island in north-east m'sia... hai.. tis time cant get to go wif him... i still can rem e redang beach n e blistering sun.. n my lobster skin... oh man... miss e beach.. n e vball... n of coz e snorking!! kekee... i wan go take scuba diving... when will i ever save enuff $$$$???? oh yah.. told him tt i wan to buy a external hard disc... n tink he quite supportive leh.. sae help me ask his frenz... *bLinK bLinK* kekee.. aniway.. i slpt on my bro's bed 4 the 1st 3 daes n i realise i cant get up on time.. n i m bak on my own bed... my sis's slpin on his bed.. lazi pig... muz warn him abt e bed... if not will collapse... whaha... S ) evil me... *grin*

kk.. tink i haf to sign off here...
ps: wadever i sae in tis blog is jus wad i wana sae..
if anione of u are offended.. den sorri...

Friday, June 24, 2005

a HaPpI OcCAsIon!! ShU LiNg WedDinG~

yOohoo...
sHu LiNg is getting married... cONgratS... my only female CoUsin (besides me n my sis) in my muM's family... hmm.. her husband not bad la..tall tall thin thin.. not bad looking... mum n sis look like rico.. but rico look nicer... ?_? kekee... i dunoe...

Hmm... rch there rather late le.. coz sis veri late den fetch us.. erm.. me wear a black dress lor.. todae all accessories PINK one.. keke... even my nails color is light pink.. whaha.. since i so enthu pink??

hmm.. aniway... meet all my relatives... + veri veri veri veri long time no c elderly.... n my COUSIN.. whaha... tis one reali long time no c... wei qiang... when my ah gong saw him... he cried... i almost cried... so touchin lor... imagine u haf a grandson n aft so mani yrs u meet him again... hmm... took lots of pICs! not lots la.. but erm many... den... play wif ah boi... felix... keke.. so notti... juz like so much.. wad to do.. kekee... kk...

duno how to describe to my feelings... is like so hapi.. n so anxious abt my future.. yet i cant do anitin to fast forward e process...

all i had to do now is to enjoi n live it to e fullest...

~MuM n DaD~

SeAn n My SiS... wiF feLix mAkIng Gui Lian~

my KoR kOr + FeLix + m3...
aH boI so cUte..

~WeI JiaN n Me~ pOor hIm.. kekee...

mE n WeI qIaNg...

NoTTi bO^ stIcking Out TonGue pLayIng wif e 'ping feng'

cLosE uP of Ah BoI.. kekee...

Tis Is mY FaMiLy wiF e NeWly Weds.. how come dun me n my daD?? coz dey took pic nv call us..sob sobz..

tt'S my CouSin... my GraNdParEnTs n hIs DaD...( my UncLe)

m3 n my CouSin....