1St dAy of LesSon: CP n DIGi...

hai... 2dae can count as 1st lesson in sch.. but as usual we were late 4 lecture... coz i waited 4 my sis to take e same bus... + both of us lai chuan till like 7.40... hahaa.. hai... when our class walked in e lecture threater, ms lee STARED at us.. hahaa..tink she buai song.. coz our class always late for lecture n classes... hmmm... den aft lect go eat n do mindmap 4 creative process... hai...tis is one disappointing ting tt happened 2dae... ms lee warn us abt being late etc... (was noting much la.. dun reali care abt her...) wad i was pissed off abt was e ex tt we did during CP... i tink e way dey set their qns is somehow 4 an idiot... sorri to sae tt.. but i dun c em teachin us but however we haf to figure it out by ourself... n i dun tink is creative at all lor... i was listening n was like wd e Hell r u tokin abt?! u dun seem to b explaining wad m i suppose to do within tt 2 hr to squezze out my brain juice.. or 2 b creative.. hai.. duno la.. feel so F*** up wif e course... wif teachers who dun0 how to teach... n information conveyed to us wrongly... i dun mind self-learning but somehow to an extend tt e sch is not doin aniting aint good at all... i pay my sch fees n i wana learn .... n yah.. teachers who favours beta students in arts... hai.. tis is wad reali happen wad... feel so F***iNg siAn... m i still goin to perserver all e way.... or shld i stop wasting my time le... but at least there are still a few tings to keep me goin... haiz....

T_T hai... i tink i m a failure...

urrgghhh... i m feelin so shi bai... how come i became like tt... how could i've done tt to him.... when i read his blog i felt a sharp stab in my heart... n it hurts till i cant cry it out... i m so sorri... i noe no matter how mani sorri or wad i sae, e damage is alreadi there... n i noe tt u wont blame me n instead put e blame on urself... plz.. dun do tt... i would feel more guilty... i hope there are tings tt i could do to make up.. sorri....

din expect my dae to end like tt.. coz i was having fun wif jon n rui qiang e whole dae... laming n crapping ard... juz cant stop luffing wif em... but now i cant even smile... hai... look wad i've done... T_T

~FinaLLy cAn SLaCk~

all assgn FINALLY hand in le... but oni gt a few dae break b4 studio project starts... so stress... 2dae went to helu hse... hmm... actualli din expect almost e class to go ... but nvm la.. e more e merrier.. kekee..rch his hse as usual lor.. play game slack.. zZzZ... reali sian till i slpt on e floor ... kekee.. coz juz too mani ppl le... den sian liao.. gt notin to do... hai.. SP coming sooN... so stress...

hmm... past few days was wrkin... heard tt Jasmond quit le... hai... heard tt he gt a beta offer... den tt's greatt la.. i mean leave 4 e beta.. w/o him nowadays is not funi.. no1 to joke wif me le... but din expect him to left so sudden... misses e days when we had supper n watch soccer.. hai... talked till morn.. went out 4 movie etc.. hai.. but he changed a lot la.. so i guess leavin is a beta choice... hai.. dun tink we will keep in contact le... hai... less 1 fren le... so sad....

~LeeNz~

~Mrs TonG~

todae went pool till 6+ den went to jurong west... went to mrs tong's mum funeral... meet jon.. wenda.. Rui qiang... rch le there saw more ppl... saw my er zi, donavon... n kai wei... jean... roland.. rabnick n his mum.. n mani more ... hai... din noe wad to do there... a bit paiseh... sat down n play "bluff" wif em.. haha.. almost win le... but end up nber.. wasted... hmm... chit chat wif em... hahaa.. er zi n kai wei sae i thin liao. haha.. duno true a not.. tt time jon bdae sae i fat le.. sob sobz.. den hmmm... saw roland ... buai tahan him.. keep gifing me tt 'kuku' face... e worst ting is he told rab's mum i m his gf.. wah.. qi cek ar.... i duno lor... juz now still walk to interchange wif em... hai.. hmmm... when we were abt to leave, coz i duno wad to sae to mRs tong.. so i sae: wo bu chi dao yao shuo se me, bao zhong.. haiyah.. den she like starting to cry... hai.. c le i tink is my fault leh... she tok to wenda or jon oso dun haf.. hai..me guilty leh... i mean wad can i sae... tt time jon's grandfather oso.. i noe he super sad... but i duno wad to sae... can oni lend him shoulder n tissue... tt's y i always cherish e ppl ard me... esp my relatives... hai....

~LeeNz~

~CelebRatiON of SS + Cj 's BirThdaY~

kekee... 2dae BG + adeline celebrated SS n Cj's bdae... noe wad idea did we bluff em... kekee.. coz tis is week 15 le... alot oF ASSGN are due tis week... n our UM concert poster are due tml... we haben go print out...so i told SS tt 2dae we go bugis to print... coz yina intro one.. den she oso follow as usual din noe tt we wana celebrate... kekee... CJ oso gong gong...

had a long dae of DF.. sian... den aft tt we immediately went to bugis.. wif adel... but who noez.... when we rch e golden landmark hotel.. den e person told us canot use thumbdrive... wah.. sian 1/2 leh... coz yina nber say... n we were like running out of time.. + a lot of assgn haben complete n is due tml.. den we chose to go art fren there to c how... blah.. blah.. blah... printed out le... den we went to pastamania to eat... 1st time go there to eat.. erm food not bad la.. n erm.. is cheap... coz student rate... 30% off..

during e meal... we presented our gift.. dey were kinda suprise la.. din expect tt.. we were askin Cj to open his gift.. e nut one.. inside gt condom... he was trying so hard to open but cant.. gt a few video of e process.. but cant upload here... hmm... chat a lot... tink adel oso buai tahan us... coz we are juz too lame n fun-loving.. keke.. hope tt both SS n CJ had a nice dAe... kekee...

tt's all ...

~LeeNz~

~hmmm...~

gt 2 tings to report 2dae... 1 is i bought my new hp le... n e other is BG went to orchard to buy SS n Peter's gift...

alrite.. 2dae supposed to hand in our CP proj... den i was like huh... i muz go down ar? coz sch so far away... den aftnoon went to orchard wif my bro to change e hp.. finally... though he had a hard time persuading me to buy due to some things tt happened... hmm.. i was like tinkin which hp leh.. nokia 7610 or samsung E800?? coz both are real nice n great hp.. but den samsung wasted no bluetooth... so i decided to take7610... hmm.. i was a bit late to meet em in sch n pass em e folder 4 our proj.. sian... so i took cab down frm orchard... to NYP... 10 bucks gone... broke le....

upon rching there, Mic, Yf, n Rico said later tell em u gt sth on den mux go liao ...den i was like huh.. wad to saE?? den i told SS i gtg to hospital... *GuliTy* coz nobodi went in ma... mel was shocked when i told her i used tis reason.. coz i've gt no reason le... den we travel to Orchard Again.... waste my cab fares.... walk ard lucky plaza n went to tt condom shop... coz was Mic's idea to buy a condom 4 Cj.. kekee.. tink helu was paiseh lor... he din went in la... hahaa.. end up dey chose someting like a chestnut??? dunoe wad's tt called la... inside gt a condom one... den we continue walkin n walkin n walkin... tinkin wd to buy 4 SS... den as we walked to far east plaza... den gt a stall sell wallet... so we decided to get her a wallet since hers is like kinda hmmm not in gd condition... we chose a pink n white one... hahaa.. can la.. she always wear pink color one ma... den walk n walk n walk again... saw those pendant?? erm... a bit like ah beng ah beng one... den helu chose a red one 4 Cj... not bad la.. since he like red color... den tt's all 4 their gift... notin much happened leh... i hurried home.. coz my baby cousin coming to my hse 2nite.. hahaa.. so cute lor... like him soooooo mUuuuuucccchhh.....

~LeeNz~

~nO mOre HopEs 4 nEw Hp...~ T_T

Sob sobz~ i m super sad 2dae... coz i waited so long to change my Hp.. My bro gave me his atm card n told me to go buy by myself.. he's gotta work.. coz i wana upgrade my plan.. is under my dad's name.. n i need him to go over.. n someting happened.. he said tt e hp is too ex... ask me not to buy... i was like devastated.... disappointed.. utterly lost n feel like dying.. My sista n Sean (my sista bf) was there too... i was insisting.. den my sis sae dun buy la.. i was so sad n lose my stand.. i reluctantly said: k lor k lor .. dun buy la dun buy la... n i left ... crying... tears was rollin down my cheeks as i walked off frm em... i din wan to listen to him.. i walked off n shouted i dunwan to buy! (in e public) on my way hm, michael called me... so sway... i was crying.. he ask me y m i so breathless... i dunoe wad to sae.. coz he wana tell me tt e winning 11 tt i lend him cant b played... so sorri... i dun mean it...

I m so sad n i felt a thorn in my heart... my sista called me ask me where m i ... i told her i rch hm le... soon aft i rch hm, she rch too... she was trying to tell me dun buy tt hp 1st... new ones r coming out etc... i din wan to listen.. i told her i said i dunwan tt hp animore... stop saying le.. i was so fustrated tt i cant rem wad did i said... i oni rem i raise my voice.. my dad called... he asked me to pick up... he gave in to me now.. but is too late.. no point askin me to buy again when 1stly u r against it... as i talked to him on e phone i was crying... he asked me y i cried.. i said notin... but he was du lan le.. n i rem shouted veri loudly over e phone... u go out i dunwana c u.. n i dunwan tt hp animore... i dun wan.....!

I noe i m veri bad .... but i m not feelin ani beta.. i was crying e whole dae tt i cant complete my assgn... my tears was stained on my color assgn... i haf to redo.. n redo so mani times... i cant get my mind settle.... i was so much more sad when Xiu Jiao (my bro's ex-gf) called me... she called me to console me.. i tink my bro heard frm my sista tt i din get e phone... n he was workin.. so he asked her to console me... i was like huh... even somemore not tt close to me can understand how i feel n yet he cant... i rcv her call i felt more like crying... she offered to come down wif me to change e hp using her line.. i turn down.. n oso to come out n chit chat or wad... hai... i duno wad to sae... i oni noe my heart hurts... n it still hurts... tears kept rolling... ... ... .... ....

At tis very moment... my mind is blank... i wana go to a world of mine... no1 else... juz a planet wif me living alone... doin e tings tt i like.. living in no one's control.... tis is not 1st time i had tis feeling.. is more than words tt can describe... ... ...

Livin in a world of my own...
Wif no one else...
Except my ex-doggie... boi boi...
I dun wana see anyone...
In my world....

~LeeNz~ T_T

~NeW PoLiCe StoOry~

OMG~~~~~ 2dae went to wacth New PoLice StoooRy wiF Gay Boi... is such a NICEEEEEEE show... all my fav HK actor n actoress are there lor.. n i like e storyline... sO sad when e rest was killed.. n 1 more ting DAnIel Wu sO ShuAi.. buai tahan... hahaa... tink pat oso buai tahan me... coz i kept sayin: Wah lAu eh ... So Yan dAo... in his ears.. hahaa.. paiseh la... but 1 ting i sian is tt we go PS to watch.. coz i dun like there la.. duno y... n yah..aft e show.. we were walkin ard.. n i walk into tis shop called erm... let me recall ar... someting like .... aiyah.. i reali 4got e name of e shop... sorri ar.. mostly selling craft stuff... den i try my luck to look 4 e feather or fur tt i wan ... n happened to saw it there.. coz dey were like closing le.. so i din buy la.. is 4 my DF card one.. hopefully i can use em ... tt's all~

~LeeNz~

~CreatiVe ProcEss ProJ~

hmm.. 2dae i din went to sch at all!! hahaa... coz aiyah.. lazi ma.. CT gt notin to do.. but den me yest nber show Jeffery my sketches 4 DF... supposed to show 2 dae... but den.. hai... nvm la.. den ... erm.. me n ss din went 4 UM too... coz no sketches go le tina oso gt notin to do ma... so SS n Yina came to my hse to do our CP prOj... we are doin on orchids... i chose e topic one.... hahaa... n e past tue we got real great n nice pHotos in sCh~ hahaa... hapi leh.. coz is nice lor....

dey rch my hse... den we erm.. slack a while.. den started to do e cover page... wah.. yina's skills on PS is fantastic lor.. n e foto tt we had 4 Cover page was oso nice hor... so it look so real .. like real Nat GeoG... hahaa... paiseh.. a bit BHB here... erm... yah...was doin e proj... quite effective compare to e one @ DT hse.. hehee..

dey stayed bak 4 dinner... coz like haben fnh ma.. but den aft dinner we oso din do much la.. we were like lookin @ frenster... den yina n ss keep showing those Yan Dao pics la... den happened tt yina browse to JIa XionG one... e guy whom i meet while i was workin @ China Square Central... den erm.. yina said oh U noe him ar,... so u r e one tt he was tokin abt... he's yina pri sch fren.. den he told yina gt a gal frm ur klas he noe one... blah blah.. den yina tot is SS.. coz he said 1 yr older den him... -_-" me look so old meh... funi la.. coz i oso tot he 1 yr older than me.. yah... added him in frenster le.. hahaa.... SS jealous liao... coz his eyes is so damn bIg... n veri pretty... kekee... den aft tt notin much le... dey left @ 9+.... hmmm.. like tt lor...

tt's all.... whahaa.. Jia Xiong... funi sia....

~LeeNz~

~HeLu's HsE ~

BG went to Helu's hse to learn PhotoshOp... kekee.. coz of e UM concert poster... is beta, easier n faster to PS compared to hand written or illustrated rite?? hahaa.. e lazier way ... kekee.. actualli was kinda tire aft e sch.. den we went to helu hse... was starting 2 learn n oso startin 2 fell aslp.. coz is juz too tire le.. dunoe y... erm.. but i manage to rem a few la... aft he taught a few steps.. den i was like crawling to his sofa n slp.. while CJ was playing metal gear solid... haha.. i gt watch my kor kor play b4 ma.. so i kinda now a few steps... den tink he buai tahan me ar... coz i kept giving him comments... keke... so tire..

ard 6+ den we left... hai.. everitime come helu hse i veri sian.. coz me alone go hm... e rest of em take opp side... so bored lor.. if i follow em i will haf to rch hm rather late... coz is "kinda" near frm his hse to mine la... thru bukit timah ma.. hahaa.. when i rch hm le... e rest of em like CJ, Yf n RicO are still at YiShun.. pOor ting.. i was like HUH?? juz rch Yishun.. haiyo.. shld haf follow me ma... faster leh... hahaa.. paiseh ar... suan u all ... tink e nxt time den teach em how to go bak in a faster way...

yeAH... me fRi goin to waTCh New PoLice StoRy... wiF pAt e Gay Boi... hahaa..

~LeeNz~

~OraL PreSentAtion~

2dae ish my Oral Presentation 4 comm skills... actuali i was lookin forward to it.. coz my topic was on Food.. but den duno which kind .. so end up anihow chose to do on cupcakes... hmmm... i bake cupcakes 4 e whole class... duno whether dey like a not... kekee.. but is gone la.. erm... hopefully dey dun get tummy ache.. keke... hmm.. but me a bit disappointed.. coz i wana get A 4 OP one.. but oni gt a B+... sian 1/2 ... somemore is teacher cancel e A- to B+... sian... but nvm la... hmm... SS was quite Kan chiong when she present... oh yah.. we were late ... so when we went in elaine was presenting le.. suppose to b rico.. but he used e excuse tt his visual aids is wif me so canot present 1st... bUll Shit ar... aaha.. haf la.. but gt so much effect ma?? hmmm.... aft all... i tink is e OP is veri nice.. coz all dress Formal.. hahaa.. took some pics ... but too bad here cant show... den we were having Creative process aft Comm sKIlls... den hai.. haf to wear e formal clothes n go take fotos.. kekee.. is real hot but still ok la.. me n SS managed to take real Nice n beautiful fotos of e orchids... so happi! hahaa... hmmm.. notin much to report.... zZzZzZ....

~LeeNz~

~EkIn's BiRthDaE...

Is been a while since i last blog.. coz i din noe wad to write.. n mayb gt tings happened but not tt interesting or will bored u to death... kk.. i shall begin...

hmmm.... 2dae is EkIn's Birthdae wor.. kekee.. aft our drawing lesson den we went jUnction 8... actuali wana watch movie one... wana watch New POliCe StoRy... but den hor.. coz e whole class was di li dai li ... n undecisive of where to go.. end up 1+ den rch there... n e showtimes was like so "NIce" ar.. tt e next show will be 4.30... sian 1/2 coz i later on gotta work ma.. hai... but den nvm.... i dun understand y muz b so slow lor.. hai.. dun sae le... pooR ekIN.. coz we went to Kopitiam 2 eat lunch... y dun dey go to cafe cartel?? tink tt's beta rite?? a birthdae celebration leh... i dunoe la.. coz i m not e one who decide... hai...

but still alrite la.. aft our lunch den went to buy tix.. had a hard time persuading Ss to watch wif em... coz we both wana watch tt movie veri much n now i cant make it.. but nvm lor... coz her desire to watch is stronger den mine... lucky she watch wif em la.. if not she will regret i guess.. coz AssgN are dueing le.. end up e whole Bg grp oni SS n HelU went to watch.. e rest of us din watch... hai... supposed to be BG watch one.. sian... went shopping as e movie was rather late.. wana buy Cai Chun Jia's lastest album Ri Chu.. but den Ss say some songs r repeated... den if reali wan den dl lor.. hai.. den i din buy la.. but i seldom dl songs le.. den like i gt no sources to dl lor.. sian.. but nvm la.. c how lor.. we were like so stupid lor.. coz all of us was carrying e portfolio... oh yah.. btw, Rico help me to carry... coz i was trying to hook on his bag... kekee.. den he offer to help me carry la.. thx ar... kekee... den he haf to carry 2... *pAiSeh lEh*

hmm... during work.. was missing some1.. kinda funi leh.. but.. duno la... so workin as usual lor... din stay 4 midnite coz Tml gotta work @ 11am... muz get enuff rest... coz tml gonna b a long dae... =P

~LeeNz~

~PrOjeCt @ DT's hSe...~

hmm... 2dea finally decided to go bryan hse to do our comm skills project ... is like we gt e proj on week 3 i guess.. n now is week 12 ... due on week 13.. haiyo.. n we now den do wor... li hai lor.. haha... oh yah.. 4get to mention.. Jian QuaN tag along too.. kekee..

kk.. we went to bishan to eat... hmm... ate LONg JOhN .. haha.. 1 of my fav.. but den hor... wad amazed me is tt... aft e lunch... yina n SS buy extra food frm 7-11 to eat.. OMG... SS ate a chicken roll.. n yina ate TOM yUm cup noodle... 1 of my fav too.. keke.. but i din eat la.. so FULL le... JQ oso Kana SHoCked .. hahaa...

hmm.,.. den we rch Dt's hse... hahaa... when me n SS saw her Jack russia Dog... we were like LuffING non-stop.. coz is SOoOOOOoooooo FaTTTTT... kekee... so CUTE.... but i dun like short hair one.. i prefer long hair dog... fRm ss wana go toilet oso buai tahan nber go.. n he has got 3 cats... 1 big one n 2 younger one.. i wunt sae small la.. coz not veri "small" ar... hmmm... actuali i like kittens not reali Cats.. hahaa..

kk.. bak to proj... though we spent like half an hr playin wif e pets... kekee.. kk... finally we settle down @ Dt' room.. wah.. super neat sia... so envy... actuali mine oso quite neat lor.. except 4 e fact tt i share room wif my sista... den sian la.. cant be neater... kk.. bak bak bak... haiyo... we inside Dt room... den like haf a mini concert of YinA.. kekee... she was playin wif guitar la... den we were like stone down there 4 a while b4 we start e real work.. yup...

n 1 ting to mention.. DT's mum is so young n pretty.. a veri gd Host too... offer us some pan cake.. OMG fatten sia.. but SS n Yina still can fnh it... wah... i pei fu em la.. kekee.. den... alrite la... we stop doin it till 5++.. actuali i was suppose to meet my fren to watch movie.. but end up din go coz i was e determining factor.. so ~sOri~ den we started to play... den slack.. oh yah.. saw Dt's bro... erm... look quite alike but e body build a bit diff la.. nvm.. i guess Dt will shot up soon... his bro not-bad lookin sia.. hahaa.. me n SS keep shooting eye contact.. hahaa... *wInKz* den DT's dad cooked dinner 4 us.. OMG... a super duper big POrtion sia... is like erm... gt 2 hotdog (which i reali seldom eat), 3 slice of pork chop (small one la~!), red beans n mix beans... n 2 slices of bread... tink tt's all ba.. but i din fnh it la.. kekee...

oh yah.. was chatting wif Rico @ Dt hse when i was eating dinner... den he say wana help me fnh e rest of e dinner.. too bad ar... cant transfer n send to u to eat.. kekee... was somehow complaining to him abt certain stuff at e same time.. ahaa... paiseh ar... thx 4 ur ear ar... hmm... he wana borrow tie frm me.. i was tinkin of AuDIe's goLden yellow one.. coz looks nice ma.. but tink i m gonna borrow a few 4 em to chose la... rem AuDie gt wear MIckEy MousE one.. haha... so Funi man... hai... zZzZz... tml gotta WoRk ... n buY mY sPortS ShoeS... aahaa.. fRm my DoggIE.. hahaa... goNNa wAKe uP earli tml again... sianz~



~LeeNz~

~sIaN...~

ehem... 2 dae notin much... but me super sianZZZ coz tml gt DF... den haf to show wad sketches 4 Jeffery~~~~ T_T" hai... gt no idea at all lor... hahaa.. but me n rico ba gak sae dun do e sketches.. hahaa.. gt ppl acc me liao.. no need to do le wor.. kekee...

hmm.. coz last week i took rico's watch last week... den hor... yest dey ka pok my SAFETY PIN again.. sob sobz... hai... den juz now super lame sia... i took photo of his watch n he took photo of my safety pin den we display it at e MSN pic.. wah... buai tahan...

kekee.. tt's all 4 2dae...

~LeeNz~

~bIg SupRiSe~ PaRt 3

OMG... 2dae was another attack 4 me.. coz SS bluff me~~ she told me wad do project at Bishan... 4 e comm skills.. when i rcv her msg last nite.. i was kinda sian n din reply... n i was workin ma...

i was disturbed by SS's call... abt 11+... woke up... n she told e proj change to 2 at Tao Payoh instead of bIshan... hai.. i told her i veri sian.. actuali wana sae i buzi den cant go do proj de... but den hai.. go lor...

when i rch there... yina n ss were there le.. den dey sae wad go TPY lib to do proj.. den yina sae wad wan go take her pay or wad... i was like juz woke up bath n left my hse le.. den still in slping mode la... SS n YinA kept chatting!!!! buai tahan... i pity my ear sia... but on my way to TPY, mel msg me sae wad gt meet em 4 lunch a not... i was like huh??? wad's tt ting.. i duno la... kekee... but i was a little suspicious le... den nvm... yah.. yina brought me to duno where... swensens... den i tot she wana collect her pay ma.. den walk in.. but who noes she walk so in ... tt i saw e rest of e classmates sitting there.. i was stuned 4 a moment... den i recover wad was goin on.. hahaa...lame sia mel... hai.. but i was reali SUPRISE again... n was smiling till my tears rolled down my cheeks... hmm... ya lor..

den aft tis we were like deciding wana go bak sch 4 UM lecture a not.. so end up we nber went lor.. hahaa.. whole class oni 3 person go leh... so sad.. sorri leh.. ms TINa.. not my Fault la.. hehee.. yup... dey gt me a PURPLE color Bear n a pair of E earrings.. n a hp Pouch.. Thx ar... my fav PURPLE leh... keke... so we pon UM... den farah n SUlin Joined us...

we went to PlazA SinGapuRa... den walk walk.. i was kinda sian @ e later part... if i noe den i join e others to play pool le la.. Me.. FaRah... SuLin.. SS ... n YiNa... went walk walk... mayb coz i was in a rush in e morn.. wake up go out kana suprised den now stone liao... kekee.. or mayb i was tire la.. aft 2 dae of work.. but aniwae... it was a Great daY n thx 4 everiting~ I loVE it~

~LeeNz~

~Big SupRiSe~ PaRt 2

2dae was greAT~~ coZ i gt a 2 BirthdaY CaKE... 1 frm mY Gd FreNX n 1 Frm my cOlleagues....

kk.. 1stly, morn i went to meet JOn.. "so called" to take our testi bak... kekee.. i was chatting wif lao shi n coach... den he waited 4 me at e canteen.. Shu minG's sista oso joined VB.. big Difference sia... sista so cute n thin.. but ehem.. shh... quite a few gt relation to seniors one.. hopefully next yr can continue to get CHamPz... hahaa.. yah.. aft e long chat wif em.. went to canteen...

expected sth notti frm jon la.. so is WenDa n RuI qIAng.. hahaa... i noe wenda muz be bluffing me le.. sae wad jon not concentrating in sch ... always pon sch.. kekee.. actuali bluff me out to celebrate.. kekee... so touched~ dey bought me a blueberry cake~ haha.. we went to jon's hse 2 eat.. kekee.. his sista still as chubby as ever... beatric.. so hard to pronounce... but is a unique name ... hmmm... chit chat n dey were like trying to persuade me dun work la.. who works on her birthdae one.. haha... stupid JOn Jon .. tryin to yong ji jiang fa.. kekee... wenda oso diam diam.. kekee... but end up dey acc me to my work place.. i was late aGaIN.. hai.. so paiseh... oh yah.. 4get to mention wad dey gave me... kekee... dey gave me a freespin?? dunoe how to spell la.. addidas de.. my fav brand... erm.. though e ring of e color is yellow against black.. not too bad la.. thx ar.. n a DISNEY cd.. keke... i wana buy tt one.. n dey gt it 4 me.. thx pal~

hmm... 2dae during work not so gd.. coz Audie not veri hapi wif us.. 1stly i m late... den tink all e set-up staff duno go where... he dun like to c e ballroom no staff one ma.. hai... so he threw a little temper... hai.. he's so fustrated over work n his 2 buddy ma.. i oso dunoe wad to sae... but to lend him a listening ear.. hmmm... kElvin gt gif me present.. not bad sia.. so gd... buai tahan him... die die dunwan to sae happi birthdae to me.. so bad... i stayed bak 4 midnite... n yah.. another surpise... aft work... besides our usual 7-11... lawrence went 2 buy a birthdae cake 4 me... kekee.. swensenz one.. nice ice-cream cake.. kekee.. thx ar... i was kinda paiseh.. coz we r in e outside paragon.. n in e wee hours .. dey were SINGING loudly e BirthdAe soNG... kekee... but it was oso e 1st time tt i celebrated tis way.... hmmm.. got NawAwI... AuDie... JasMond.. Max... JayCe... JaY... n lAwrence.. thx~!~!

eRic was kiNda suprise when i told him is my bdae.. kekee.. he dun believe me.. haiyo.. wana me to lobang him... so sorri.. coz is full le.. gt me... jas.. law.. n Wi... hai...

hmm... yest threatened RicO to wish me birthdae again.. coz his watch is wif me... keke.. n he did la.. so not too bad.. will consider to return him his watch.. keke...

tink tt's abt all 4 todae.. so tire!! tml workin at 6pm.. wah.. almost 4am le...

~LeeNz~

~bIg SupRisE ~

hmm.. din feel gd in morn.. so decided not to go sch... my nose still hurts...

erm.. was supposed to meet rico 2 return my watercolor pad.. end up e whole of BG came... was kinda paiseh.. coz din expect em to come all e way frm NYP to lot 1 to meet me ma... n i was abit late la.. kekee.. coz bathin ma...

when i rch, dey passed me e present.. hmmm.. inside consist a bear n a mini bear in e bottle wif get well soon sign.. so cute.. thx ar.. coz i was sick ma.. n my SAFETY PIN.. muz b michael who kapok one.. oni he will do tt.. noe tt he aim my safety pin quite long liao.. kekee...

we went to K-pool @ Lot 1... suprising rico tried to learn pool... ehem.. not bad la.. but not used to it so .. erm.. yah... good try... i took his watch... den juz now was chatting wif him... i told him i return to him le.. he was convinced tt he lost e watch.. kekee.. he was shock n anxious..i noe i m kinda bad to play a joke... juz kidding ma... kekee.... ~sOri ar...~

yah.. juz now passed midnite le.. so is my BirthDae Le wor... hahaa.. 17 le.. but not much feelin.. i feel tt i m older.. hahaa... juz now during msn chat, BG was TYPING birthdae song 4 me.. kekee.. touched sia... tink tis is e 1st time so mani ppl wish me hapi birthdae in MSn.. ususalli is sms... kekee... my birthdae wish 4 tis yr is: hmmmm... gt a lot leh... but duno can fulfil anot.. so Shh... kekee...

kk... gtg slp le.. coz tml morn still gotta meet JOn... someting is wrong wif him... sian.. tml haf to work.. workin on my bdae?? coz no1 book me in advance .. so sadz... nvm la...

OnCe aGaIn HapPi BiRthday 2 MysElf....

~LeeNz~ =P

~kIndA siCk uh...~

hmmm... had a buzi week... tink i m falling sick due to tis.. had a block nose now.. n is kinda pain on my nose.. like being punched by some1... oUch~! n i duno whether tml wana go sch a not... coz tml is drawing lesson... moreover is e eve of bdae... i mean is kinda sad when u din get to c ani of e frenz on ur bdae n b4... hai... dunoe la.. c my condition tml le... sian... gotta haf a earli nite...

~sIck LeeNz~

~AnaCodAs wiF BG.. PooL~

hmm... i became e laughing stock of e day... kana suan by MichaEl.. 4 sayin armageidan... hai... so PaIseh... kaNa suan... but still okie la.. at least i m not e sort who gets angry coz u suan me or wad... aNiwae, it was a niCe shoW.. sway sway riCO sat nxt to me... poor Him.. seperated frm e guys... sorri ar.. kekee.. coz i kept tokin during e movie.. tink he oso buai tahan me la.. kekee..

aft e movie, went to play poOl at OSC... OrchId s??? Club... juz went 2dae n i dun rem e name... kekee... played till quite late... tink SS n Rico sian la... dey oso nber play pooL one.. poor ting... so sorri ar.. but erm.. Majority wins?? hehee...

juz now was chatting wif rICo.. n he's super Stress... duno y ... hai... he's always so stress... nxt week gt quiz n Comm SkillS test nia ma.. relac la fren... but dun tink he gt e chance to read my blog....kekee... zZzzZzzZ

~LeeNz~

~sIaN KaNa LuFF~

hai..... 2dae so paiseh~~!!~!~!~! i was trying to sae Annacodas... but end up i sae Armageida.. dunoe how 2 spell la... wah lau.. kana luff by Rico le la... hai... MOreover, i tink 4 some time b4 i ask em wad movie dey wana watch lor... was tinkin armageidon or annaconda.. hai... end up still said e wrong one.. sian... tml sure die le la... now all BG oso noe i sae wrongly... ~pAiseH man~

~LeeNz~ (bLuShed)

~XiaO HuA xIao CaO~ pArT 2

Ss had her game of voting todae... hmm... she was leading all e way... unfortunately 2wards e end... e other gal's fren all came up to support... tink is kinda unfair.. coz she's in yr 3 n retained 1 yr... so is like 4 yrs in NYp... apparently she has gt more frenz ritE?? hai... dun tink is fair... but nvm... is juz a game.. initiately oso dunoe wd to sae 2 SS aft e game... but she kana suan by MIc a lot sia.. buai taHan hIm... keep sayin her "sIao Hua" hahaa...

hmm... tink tis fridae goNNa watch movie wif Bg...
~zzZZzZZzz~

~LeeNz~

~ShU ShaN --> XiAo HuA xIaO cAo~

2dae acc SS 4 her xiao hua xiao cao interview.. so paiseh... dun reali noe wd to sae... camera shy ma.. haha.. notin much 2 report leh.. juz super paiseh.. tml will be e game 4 voting... wondering how does e other gal look like...

~1sT BBq Of DMD 0409~

yooHHoo~ had a great BBQ on ThUR.. it was 4 DMD 0409..

alrite start wif rching helu hse...it was a nice place ... 2 person live in a condo lor.. so gd.. i like e views frm his hse...coz is juz opp macrichiet?? reservoir.. keke.. dunoe how to spell la.. is a nice place.. used to went running wif dennis n melvin.. training me.. missed e times when i was FIT...but now.. hai.. kk bak to e topic... wana start UM discussion.. but everi1 sae dunoe den i sian liao... but end up oso nber do la.. soon...mel dey all rch le... den hmm... hai.. time passes.. coz i duno how to descibe.. all i noe was me n ss n mic slack inside helu's mum room.. hahaa... pig sia.. coz veri tire.. slack till 5+ dey ask us to go down ... kekee...

hmm... din do much bBQing.. coz usualli is ppl make 4 me ma... veri seldom can c me dong shou unless is i oraganise de... hahaa.. aft BBq.. den all sae wana throw ppl into e pool.. kekee... expected tt la.. but ss nber bring extra clothes... went up to get helu's clothes.. kekee... amazing rite? haha.. dun mean anitin bad here... when me kana thrown down, come up kana hit by mic ... pain sia...so sway lor... but in e end i stil duno whose tt culprit tt threw him down.. but nvm...

end of it was deciding whether to stay overnight a not... had a small tiff wif my mum... dun understand y she cant stand in my shoes n tink.. sian ar... but i still insist on my decision n stay overnight... had a great nite... coz CJ n YF was like playing lor.. dey slp at e living room den went to helu's room.. couldnt find em.. end up dey went 2 slp at e balcanoy. dey were like 2 corpse.. so funi lor.. i was e one who lock e door... end up next dae dey couldnt get out.. .hahaa... tink i kinda bad... but nvm la... who ask em xia dao wo men... a lot of interesting ting happen durin e nite la.. but cant possibly write em all out in detail rite?? kekee... save it 4 my written one... hahaa...

it was indeed a great n fun BBq gathering during e term break... starting to change e mentality tt i had initiately... ~yAwNz~

~SeNtoSa WiF dMd 0409~

aft so mani decisions n ehem discussions we finalli went to sentosa 2dae.. however... e person who strongly suggested din went... kekee.. but nvm la.. coz we gt a no. of assgn on our hands n quite worrying i gues.. though i m like slacking like hell.. kekee... ppl who went were: Michael, ChenG Jia, HeNrY, MelIsA, elAie, BryaNdt, Jian QuaN n izzUl + mE~ kekee...

when we rch there, we played volliball... mic n Cj are quite gd at it... play 4 quite some time den rest.. e sun was blistering hot man... i was like OMG so HOt.. hahaa.. den dey guys started playing sOCcer wiF my Vb.. sO sAdz... but not e 1st tiMe la.. oso kana kick by MZ KZ dey all.. so is okie~ went swimming later as our skin are drying up.. gonna be like snake skin soon.. keke.. but unfortunately some unhappi ting happened.... bryan lost his specs... hai... feel sorri 4 him.. mayb he shld change to lens?? aniway he look good wif or w/o specs.. so no worries.. kekee....

hmm... aft a long n tiring dae we "finally" decided to eat harbour front centre... we had a disscusion abt e bbq ting tml at helu hse... Moreover we gotta do our UM tml .... arts n craft movement... izzit tt diff?? i hope not, if not BG gonna kill me 4 chosing tt... kekee.. kk.. bak to e BBQ discussion.. 1 ting me n mic reali dun understand is tt y muz we meet mel dey all 2 purchase e food??? more ppl more yi jian den more di li dai li la... hai... tink she not hapi wif me... coz i dun wana meet so earli..i c not point in em goin to helu hse so earli to prepare or play.. coz i tink tt will b disturbing us doin our UM... hai.. dunoe la... sometimes tings aren't wad u tink dey are... so ... ~keep quiet~

a great n fun day indeed~ yeahz~

~1st PooL wiF BG~

2dae suppose to work at 2 todae.. but end up 3 den den work.. but nvm la.. informed audie le.. juz abit paiseh.. coz end up late ... coz went to play pool wif BG... but SS nber go.. she gt someting on le... kinda funi when go out wif em.. coz mayb juz started to join their grp ba... notin special here to report.. sian.... stoneing... tire...

~MaLAySiA~

2dae went to malaysia to collect my bro's graduation photo album... hmm.. not too bad la... juz tt certain pose n smile not tt great ...but i tink is kinda funi when dey are tryin to take e photo.. dey would sae sth like: dui le dui le..jiu shi ze me siao... kai xin dian.. keke.. so funi sia... when i was out of e photo i tried to make em smile to thier 100% ... ahaa... so fun.. i like my dad's smile.. tink he's quite handsome when he's young... keke.. tink i like e one me my sis n my mum .. coz i look great.. hahaa... tink i gonna make a 2R size family foto n put in my wallet leh.. kekee..

wonderin when will it be my turn to wear e square hat... will i be able 2 make it? or m i gonna gif up half in my course? still pondering abt my carreer....

~ArtFrEnz wiF bUdgEt Grp~

todae no sch at all.. but went to artfren wif BG... n some other klassmates... if not me n ss intend to chiong other hw one.. but nvm la... so earli meet at city hall... 12 neh... wana zZzz longer oso canot.. hai... but nvm la... since is a fun-loving grp so is alrite.. but lunch was kinda bad... hai... dun mention it la... so sian man... ke lian le me n SS's stomach... hai...

bUdGet PoSt....

haiyo... thosE lame guys trying to get a name 4 me n SS again... wad Hougang VIp n Hougang Guardian... haiyo.. buai tahan em leh... super lame n fun ... kekee... had nice chats wif em... hai.. 2dae is a short one... zZzZzZz....

JoNatHan + IaN = BiRthDay BoIs~!

hmmm.. finally all my pers. drawing are passed... n handed in to wendy... went to JP meet wenda n e bDae bOi... jOn... din expect 10 person to come.. frm 4-5 ppl celebrating, it bcome a 10 pax celebration.. keke... so i tink it was great n nice... though i din had much appetite.. went to pizza hut... wah.. 2day Rui Qiang wore Sleeveless sia... so macho... quite a change frm e past him tt i used to work wif... kekee... but great... keep it up.. actualli i kinda miss em quite a lot... even though i had such a fun-loving class... ultimately when i feel stress or wad dey r in beta position to console me... haiz... 2dae i oso saw my Er Zi n kai wei... jialat... dey say i grow fatter le.. sob sobz... say my eyes not as big as b4 leh.. hai.. muz jian fei liao.. keke.. kinda realised it quite long ago le.. but no action taken.. hai.. i wiSh hIm hapi bdae tis earli morn... abt 00:24am... though he replied me tis morn.. but i ..... ~speechless~ ~yAwNz~

WoOSh... FInallY... (Part 4)

..... now is almost 3 am le... i finally draw fnh all my 5 pers. drawing... 1 nber shade oni... hai.. super tire n dying soon.. it had been a tedious week ... morn to nite all e way working with few hours of slp... can feel tt my eyes r like goldfish's... juz now CJ still ask me n SS to play soccer... dun even noe gt e energy ma.. todae we had our UM presentation.. our topic was on Leslie Cheung.. and i tink we did a gd job on our presentation..!! ~appLauSe~ kekee.. juz now a little but of rehearsal would be beta.. keke... reali hapi abt it as teacher oso like it... me n SS oso put in a lot effort in doin it.. so super hapi... though something unhappy happened during color theory earlier on..
ask Ss to send sms to michael askin if can join their grp for UM.. den michael dey all tot we wana join BUDGET GRP.. haiyo... den call SS n tell her : congratulations! ur application to join e budget grp was successful.... haha.. lame lor... a lot of stuff la.. too bad i not wif ss to hear.. but tink dey are reali funi n nice lame guys... still sae wad gonna print application form 4 us la.. etc... from budget grp goin towards budget club... loads of funi things lor.. but i tink is like me n SS starting calling em budget grp.. keke.. but nvm la.. we not ji jiao who started it.. kekee...
and i tink that's it 4 todae... *yAwNz*

~LeeNz~

WoOSh... FInallY... (Part 3)

*yAwNz* today was taxing day... woke up at 615... to go sch.. n den when i rch e bus stop, realise tt i 4get to bring tt stupid sketching technique which i tink is not correct one.. but bring la.. shows tt i gt do hw ma.. walk bak to take... started to perspire when i came down.. sian1/2... den... den.. had e lecture lor... color notin to say so release us earli.. so gd.. but DF was super tire n sian lor.. gotta do those line drawing and shading in 1 hr.. hai.. cant complete on time.. but still haf to hand in.. veri bad.. e worst thing was aft DF still haf to draw perspective ... short of 2 more... but oni manage to draw 1 more den buai dong liao... so went library rest n enjoi air con... so some shading den went hm le... stress ar.. rch hm gotta complete my UM essay.. my 4 Persp. drawing... n sketches for color theory... hai.. still gt to prepare for UM presentation tml... but right now, i haf oni done 1 1/2 thing ... my essay n 3 P.D... so haiya.. veri tire liao.. so cant tahan animore... haha... my bro juz told me tt he will send me to sch tml.. so hapi.. can slp more.. haha.. suddenly so gd to me... funi leh... but i like it.. haha.. nite~!~!

~LeeNz~

WoOSh... FInallY... (Part 2)

wah... todae finally completed 98% of e UM assignment... so hapi ... coz later on gt time to draw another perspective.. but den... hai... ss n i chose e wrong spot la... den sun wana burn us... hai.. bo pian gotta change place... change to somewhere EEeee gt a lot of ants... buai tahan lor... gosspbumps standing all e way... was kinda exhausted liao... gt no mood 4 e rest of e day... so is kinda tough 4 SS... coz she gotta to tolerate my anti anti pattern... she oso sian 1/2 liao...
rch hm... bath n eat... den chiong my UM essay... no idea wad to write... den my fren sms me.. ask him come my hse n relac... juz left not long ago nia... great guy la... hmmm.... n i did my shading 4 my 1st sketch oni... abit guilty leh... muz buck up liao... but reali you xin wu li... hai.... good nite.....


~LeeNz~ ~_~

WoOSh... FInallY...

wah... super tire ar... do e Understanding Media ICA1... tt stupid vcd canot be burn.. so mafan .. tt i gotta set up my digi cam on a tripod in front my TV to tape it down.. sian 1/2.... use so much time.. + gt my mum's voice as background sound.. muz REDO... hai... n i spent nearly an hour trying to burn e video clips into e cd... hai.. know myself a bit PC idiot la.. but todae qutie satisfying... coz our assignment is abt 50% done?? excluding other stuff la.. den me n SS did another perspective drawing within 2 hours~~ haha... *applause* improvement frm e previous one.. which is 3 hr to 1 sketch... kekee... tink SS gt a tedious day coz aft a long day still gotta go GUItar lesson.. poor thing.. keke... hmm... other den these, still got 1 quite shuang de thing happen... H.H came to e comp lab.. hahaa... oni SS n me noe wad happen.. keke... *yAwNz*
gtg zZz le...

~eeNz~

The HoobAstaNK sHow..

yest, i went to watch 'magic' show wif jon, ruiqiang n his 2 other fren.. wenda suppose to go la.. but dunoe y din turn up.. shld be sick... due to their COMMON test.. hahaa.. i dun haf... e show was not bad but den it was funded by a church la.. so we left rather earli as not to hear their preeching.. kekee.. kinda bad but is worst if we fall aslp.. rite..
hmm.. den aft tt, i went to meet my bro.. to watCH HOOBASTANK.. hahaa.. i am not reali a fan of theirs or wad.. but my bro offered me to go sentosa n c... den y not.. we bought e $79 tic.. which is in front.. n it was real great... not much ppl so is kinda near to em la.. hmm... n unexpectedly i saw "him"... hmmm.. i was in great suprise... he walked towards me n greeted me.. we haben been in touch for quite some time... n i am reali grateful n glad tt i saw him... his bdae is coming soon... n i dunoe wd to do... jialat.. kekee... k la.. tt's all... thanz to fate tt i met him there.. keke...

~eeNz~

a SUper tiring Day 4 me... ~_~"

todae went out to draw perspective drawing in sch... hai... so poor thing man... under e hot sun 4 3 hrs n oni get to sketch 1 perspective... gonna die man.. gotta draw another 4 ... hai... after "suntanning" in e hot sun, we haf our lunch at FJ... keke.. den jing hui came to look 4 us.. haha... jing hui sly ar.. aft tt , me SHushan went to e so called " secret garden" to take photos of living things... hai.. another torture 4 us man.... waiting 4 dragonfly to come... those moths oso veri noti.. dun wan to let us take photo of em... hai... but is okie... we still tink e 2 of us veri hardworking.. keke.. coz is a fridae!! n we stayed in sch til 4+.. hai... but later on SS went to chiong KBOX at AMk.. hai.. poor me.. went to woodlands lib to gather info on zhang guo rong... eee... keke.. no la.. spent so much time there.. but lucky found e info tt i wanted... so aft all.. is still worth it..~! yeah..

~leeNz~

wAd E heCk...

i dunoe wad tt jasmond trying to tell me.. but i m utterly upset n hurt in my pride... e words tt he used is not gonna be 4gotten... wadever he's trying to convey to me, i shall not gif a damn animore .. arrgghhh...~!~! qi si ren le...!!!

5th August 2004 Outing wif e buget grp~!

2dae is great day for me.. though juz handed in my color theory assignment... being staying up late in e nite... but i started my assignment rather earli compare to my klasmates.. so i more xing fu.. aft CT, went to Food Junction ( me n SS fav place) wif e Buget grp to eat.. keke.. dey r reali trainin our stomach muscles... luff thru out e lunch time n was reali great to haf em as klasmates.. dey all so fun-loving n lAMe.. haha.. aft lunch, me n shushan suppose to go artfren to but materials.. n agreed to help em buy too.. but end up we SYCo em to go artfren wif us.. lucky gt Cheng Jia.. if not dey wont go at all.. thanz to him.. n he's reali a nice guy... along e way to artfren, me n SS kept di siao henry.. n he reali can make us luff till our stomach cramp... was reali a great day 4 me~!