fusion...

Hmm... been tinking alot recently till i became crazy n quiet at times.. n was kinda buzi last week.. giving tuition and goin for fusion rehearsal.. lotsa stuff..

my mind is kinda stucked... mental block... mentally sick.. wadever.. juz so ... wadever wadever... wanna blog lotsa stuff.. but now my mind is blank again.. cant tink of aniting.. except fusion.. e graduates stuff are nt bad.. esp IM.. wee.. nice.. i like.. whaha... still regret not goin into IM.. but nvm.. wad's done is done.. i m still surviving... =X

lotsa hw recently.. n i gt a assgn due nxt tue.. so fast.. damned it.. hai..
in search of my inspirations.... whaha...siao liao..

another rainnnnnnny day

is another rainy dae.. it started raining like 3+ to 4.. lots of lightning and thunder .. so scary.. n i m alone at hm.. sms dear.. all e lightning like gonna strike u.. n e thunder is so loud.. so scary... done another color panel... veri slow.. lotsa ting to do.. oh.. meeting up wif peiyun tis coming wed.. yeah.. miss her so much.. is like ever since my birthdae we met till now.. so long..

todae a bit siao.. duno y.. vacuumn e floor.. mop e floor.. n i even wash e toilet..duno wad got into me.. mayb i juz dunwan to do color test.. n i gt lotsa cutting to do.. hai.. miss dear so much... yest he said he bought a shirt.. wonder wad did he buy todae.. he's taking nite train at 10pm coming bak.. doubt is nice to slp on train at nite.. tink he will be damn tire tml.. i m goin to bathe.... stink....

*siannzzzz*
*boredddddd*
*scare*

rainy day on good friday

todae is good fridae... and it rained e whole dae.. woke up at 11+... aft being scare by my bro.. kekee.. i m so tire... slpt like 2+am yest.. hmmm.. todae.. was suppose to go grand corpthone hotel wif my sis for a swim.. but seems like e weather is telling me to rest.. keke.. anyway, haben decide whether to go a not..

bro n his frenz suppose to go JB.. but ended up playing mahjong outside right now.. cos of e nice nice weather now.. kekee.. realise a lot of ppl go JB todae.. mayb is bcos is a public holidae.. but is so crowded... Dear went KL... aunts n uncles went JB too.. bro suppose to go JB too.. anyway.. eversince i woke up.. i haf been eating some junk food.. keke.. whaha.. n drinking lotsa soft drinks.. duno wad got into me recently.. i dun like drinking soft drinks but i juz headed for it.. so weird..


now i m like to paint color test.. being doin e same panel since 12 till now.. so slow n weak.. but e nice weather is so nice to slack ard.. being walking ard trying to find to do... though i m suppose to do color test.


wondering how's dear.. since is raining so heavily.. i bet JB is gonna be flooding.. dunoe whether he gt train sick a not.. keke..is not a nice day for shopping when is raining.. hope he is doin fine over there.. hope he doesnt miss me too much.. whaha.. though i duno how's is he now. kekee. take care dear..

*slacking*
*bored*
*jamming music*
*singstonoone*
*crazynow*

Hmmm...

Haben BloGGing.. buZi buZi..

TodAe:
JSs WoN... CHampIoNs.. yEa.. miss vball match.. chit chat lao shi.. kinda miss her n coach.. duno y.. hmmm.. so mani ting happened ever since i left.. hai..

went for my 1st tutition.. losta ting to teach roseann.. nice n special name.. her exams coming soon.. so i will be teachin her almost everi dae.. to prepare her for exam.. but she gt lots to change man... HopE i can do iT...


WeDnesdae:
Sheila.. nani.. pearlyn came my hse to do proj.. notin much... kinda slack i felt.. lotsa ting to do.. been trying to send em e panels tt i haf scan in but damn slow n lag.. so fed up..
finally is senD now.. gotta do all e color test.. n send to pearlyn so tt she can start painting... aft finshing hers, i duno whether do dey still wan to do e cinderalla story.. if nt, i haf gotta start on my own minor.. no time to waste n my portfolio.. gt a rough idea of wad i wan to do for my web n overall theme le.. e gals left ard 7+..when i had my dinner.. hungry le... after whole dae of work... den blah blah blah.... till nite time..something terrible happened... tt i cried when i slp... duno la.. felt so sad abt everything.. is neither one of em's fault.. but i juz felt so helpless.. so sad... why is tis happening..

anyway, back to TUesday:
went sch for minoR again..stayed till 5+... din do much ting.. i might be more productive if i m at hm... but is okie.. duno why tt dae so tire...

MonDae..:
went KBOxing wiF deAr... damn funi.. kekee.. sing quite a lot.. till quite tire.. caught a flu at there.. so cold...

SundaE..:
went pearlyn hse to do Proj.. her hse a lot of ancient tinGs.. n she got like 5-8 phONes in her house.. keke.. damn fuNni.. as in telephone.. all those RING RING One.. OH.. n i juz realise she lives same block as wei Jian.. Quite Near.. tink when we was younger.. we play catching might have passby her hse.. whaha.. saw her art work.. OMG so big lor.. reali big piece of canvas painting.. went hm at ard 8.. told 970 wif sheila n nani.. den rch BPP den ate long john.. chit chat till ard 10... den dey left..

and rite now... i m chatting wif angel... nani... n my sis... realise she gt a lot troubles.. hai.. i m so lost... now chatting abt angel future bf.. jia you wor angel.. u can find it one.. gambete.. n jia you for ur portfolio too..

for angel:
a perfect man is not a person wif perfect tings, but a perfect eye looking at the perfect points


dear goin to KL later.. sundae den will come bak.. gonna meet him on sundae morn... goin marina... den esplande.. den kembagan for dinner wif his family... so i guess i will spend todae n tml wisely on everiting i need to do to be done.. hopefully...


where is my determination....

so many things happen...

hmm... at e end of my studio proj, haf been goin for OGL camp.. which was rather fun.. but tiring.. n everione got so tan becos of e parade square... and everione's saying:" who needs SENTOSA when there is NYP" keke.. kinda true... ONLY when u have activities in school and places like the parade square...

aft OGL camp... i tink i meet up wif rui qiang n jon for a movie... V for vandetta... is a GREAT show.. wont elaborate more... but almost everi weekend i meeting jon n rui qiang... haha.. soon rui qiang will be joining jon... all the freedom gone.. kekee.. hmm.. wad else did i do recently...

oh... meet up for minor... sheila, nani n pearlyn.. kekee.. planning to finsh pearl's idea on week1.. so muz chiong... n nani's trailer by week 15... den i gotta do e storyboard for e trailer.. kinda excited.. but juz duno when to start.. haha..

OH.. jux rem.. Orientation!! went bak to c the juniors conducting orientation.. hmm.. was pretty good.. except for certain part tt dey lack of information.. GOOD JOB GuyS! *thumbs UP* meet up wif lina to settle some stuff.. regarding money matter for SDN... tt lionel din gif bak e proposal to lina.. hai dao we dun haf money to buy gift vouchers for e concept pitch.. hai.. tt lionel.. but we manage to purchase stationaries for the club room on e last dae before the finance side close... so we spent a total of 900++ on e last dae.. whaha... beta den letting it waste..

anotHEr ting is i went for TENNIS.. whaha.. told wei yuan so long ago.. but i was juz too buzi to play... till i finally gt myself settle to play tennis.. and is like so long since i last played sports.. i m suffering 2 days of body ache esp my wrist n arm.. keke.. e weather dun look good at all when we play.. and e court was wet.. n i regretted for not bringing slippers.. bag getting too heavy... my shoe went wet aft e game.. it was nice playing wif wei yuan's cousins... though kinda paiseh.. cos i not tt gd.. kekee.. was a nice game.. mayb will set time for e next game.. wei yuan kept saying i too busi n wadever wadever.. anyway.. i will try to catch up wif him soon..

juz realise i have been meeting up old frenz.. nxt week meeting my pri sch fren for a mahjong session.. excited to c em... hehe but for now.. gotta do my portfolio n minor asap.. not much time left.. i haf like wasted 1 month le.. pray hard tt i m workin hard.. =P

i haben been blogging for 1 whole month... cos i m so damn buzi... it traces bak all e way to 20th feb?? where we started our 3 weeks chalet... whaha.. studio proj 4.. doin on safety helmet.. is a compeitition.. tt 3 weeks ar.. damn chiong sia... staying overnight in sch is one of e ting tt is so memorable during these times.. so stress man.. but lucky we were situated in blk N... so relac... moreover we can watch movie.. whaha.. n tibbits n cheers... ai.. is reali hot in e lab... esp e last few days whereby all e mac are doin e rendering.. but indeed is a nice memory...

but after 3weeks of effort, tot finally can rest... but e nxt dae have to go help out OGL camp... 3 dae str... tire.... follow by all e minor proj... hai... no break... those who are doin fypj and iap... no break at all.. but at least dey gt more time to do their portfolio not like us... haf to do it now...

poor ting... hai... muz start planning wad to do le...

tammy e girl in nyp...

guess everione shld know abt e gal who recorded her sexual acts wif her bf in the hp. But unfortunately, she lost her hp. And there is this F***inG bItch oR bAstaRd who posted these videos... alrite...

hmm... but what i have read from blogs or forum, some sae tammy is not her real name... but some sae there r 2 tammy in NYP, 1 in year one and 1 in year two... so.. whoever gave her tt name as a reference...

actuali i felt tt she shldnt haf recorded in her hp... or mayb she wasnt e one who suggest to record.. might be her bf who forced her to record?? so she might be e innocent one... but now being critised by e whole world is not gd at all... mayb dey juz wan to watch for leisure or wad in future.. n din expect tt it would turn out to be like a movie.. being watched by everione... at least u sae u upload to ur pc or wad.. den nobodi know ma... or burn into a cd.. whaha.. skyli take out n sell.. jux kidding.. but shldnt haf kept it in e hp.. so is kinda saddening... cos is like u r making out.. and din wan others to see.. except for e themselves.. den ended up everione watchin.. how would u feel? i defintely pity her... cos she muz b under so much pressure.. n now is like examination period... she has to go through how her peers n lecturers jugde her... is no gd feeling.. is like.. ur inner thoughts or inner body being expose to everione... i tink is someting like being rape.. tt kind of feeling.. i guess... so scary...
but hope she coping well.. i pity her cos she's under so much pressure... and she's still young...


however, at her age she shldnt be having *** wif her bf.. at e end of it... both are at losing end... one scare of kena pregnant.. e other scare of being a father.. keke.. and dey are still so young.. but wadever dey chose to do.. is still their own rights... and defintely e responsiblity is oso theirs... okie.. i oso read comments tt disapprove her acts and scolding her dumb or wadever... n of cos there r story as to why e person posted e videos.. as a form of revenge or jealousy?

some ppl sae is out of jealousy as tammy is veri popular in sch or wad.. but if she is reali such a nice n aimable gal in sch, why would she do tis?? recordin these acts.. and there is one comment tt i come across: saying tt e couple were actualli more concern wif e camera view den the pleasure tt dey r experiencing... if tis was intentionally recorded, i doubt tammy is much any nice gal... why would she wan to do it? if u r a nice gal.. a shining start among frenz and yet u r doin tings tt u r not suppose to do...

i duno tammy.. so wad i said is not against her... but by logical interpretations of wad i have gathered from other's comments... i stand on a neutral line... is 50% her fault and 50% not her fault... so tt's all.. will post more if i haf other comments...

ciAo..

STudio ProJecT dAy 2

hmmm.. todae is 2nd day of studio project.. although there are a number of tings not gion smoothly now.. but i hope we still can fnh it on time n gave a good one.. kekee.. cos i feel tt we stand a rather high standing in winning the safety helmet competition.. $5000 cash for 1st prize.. whaha.. is waitin for me.. u know.. keke.. actualli i was reali enthu for tis time SP... now still haf ba...guess last week of SP sure will ton in sch.. rather excited abt it.. keke.. k la.. haf to go do color sketches... will update if i haf e time...

waddoyoumean!!!

i nv expect you to be so wad... juz this sentence "sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.." and you are like tt.. how much do you understand wad tis mean.. if u dont and u insist on wad u tink is tt meaning i haf got notin to say... have u ever ask me why or wad... u nv.. and u jump into the conclusion that "i nv knew i was so despised and hated." i duno wad can i sae now... if u reali wan to know why i hate u, u wont be like this.. sometimes i rather wish not analysis so much about it.. e more that i tink, e deeper i sink.. and e more hurt i am... by the way u look at me, think of me, analysis my words....


realisethattruthisalwayssoheartbrokeningthateveryonetelllies.

doeslyingreallysolveeverything?

ifitreallydoes,iwishimalie.

aliecosihaveneverexsitedatall.

thatmightdogreattolotsapeople.

imtherootofallfaults...

realise all most of the misunderstandings or arguement starts from me... mayb i am juz e root of all fault..i m so sick.. we are juz so different.. sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.. i know i dun understand u nor do my encouragement or assurance secure you.. guess i did more bad den good to you.. i m nothing but trouble... juz wish everithing can be like rain.. washed away all the things... flood everywhere... wish i could juz teleport to somewhere far far far far away... where no one know where i m... or if there is anyone who care... i defintely wish i could jus vanish or disappear in the air... becoming water vapours that drift around... or even beta, form my cloud and mingle around with FREEDOM... i hate restriction.. i hate ppl who doesnt apprieciate things... i hate arrogrant ppl.. i hate ppl who are HL but they are noting inside tt nutshell... i like motivated ppl... i like ppl who are humble... i like ppl who are funni... i like those ppl when u juz sit down there and chat wif em, u know dey r nice n harmless... dey are of pure kindness... dey mean nothing at all to harm... i hate ppl who harm ppl.. and they thinks tt dey being harmed...i hate bitchy ppl... i hate bastards.. jerks... bitches... hypcrites... ppl who think dey r pretty or handsome... dey r juz jerk inside em.. is juz the cover that look good on the outside but rotten in the inside... mayb i need reason for almost everything.. but i oso hate myself... for not being able to motivate or change someone into better......

thisbloghasnotitle...

alrite.. i haf blog some pics during e CNY... hmmm.. duno y gt some prob wif posting e pics.. sometimes it appear sometimes it dont... anyway... CNY was nice... and a long one.. but sad to sae.. i haf gt lotsa of assgn to do... but i m super lazi... hmm... left 2 more days to e end of CNY.. argh.. so bored...

i m so bored now.. dunoe y... been watchin tv all this while.. suppose to do color sketch.. hai.. save me ar... sch sucks... buzibuzibuzibuzibuzi... realise 1 more year.. n i will graduate... actualli i m veri happi.. coz can graduate le.. leave tt fuckin place.... goin to work.. goin to learn e tings tt i wan to learn.. goin to tour.. goin to enjoi my life.. arggg.. sian... notin to sae.. all my thought are mixing up... duno how to sae.. or mayb i forgot.. is difficult.. u noe? feel like goin swimming..

-s|ck-

elysis and her bf... ang moh leh.. shit.. duno how to spell her na,e...

the CoUsiNs n my unCle... whaha..

me n ClaRe.... whaha.. long time no c...

so cute.. whaha... notti bOi...

tis is jia le... dominic... my erm... duno how to address.. but i m his biao yi... whaha.. so cute...

MCPS gathering at mRs lau hse.. keke.. miss joAnnA man.. whaha...

they came my house to sit sit.. whaha... i wearing homeclothes... so odd lor...

SuN yAn Zi's ConCeRt

hmmm.. tis happened kinda long ago... i actually went to work on sun yan zi's concert.. is veri long ago.. i juz din update.. but wanna post some pics tt i gt on her concert.. but her concert was real awesome.. real good...love her songs though i m not her fans... she was juz standin up on e stage.. so near to me.. less den half a metre distance.. dun envy.. whaha.. haf a few close up pic... not all are clear.. coz she was walking n dancing ard.. check out the pics...

anyway, get to know alvin, seng, jillyn and... who else ar? tt's all..

i wrote tis blog on 10feb... is real long ago.. whaha...

The pics tt i post is according to e seqence of e concert... but due my weak battery, e last 2 set of clothes i din manage to get it.. i try to post e clearest pic as possible...

me n Zoe Tay... oH my GoD... my face so fat.... but she veri frenly... keke...