passage to my dreams

Wenda got drunk!

2007-09-22T12:40:00.000+08:00

Well.. i know the title is kinda bad.. but yah.. wenda went drinking with us.. went to Home den to cafe iguana.. and the peeps are : Jon, Wenda, RQ,Rab, Ee ghim, KC, Ren.. n gary e usuals who are there.. sth is missing.. haha is yau. well still stuck at some island cant help it.. Wenda is pretty upset.. and i duno how to console her.. she must be strong to handle such things and i believe she had met enuff of croaks.. so may she find someone better soon.. Hmm dunoe wad to sae abt tt night.. but is nice that these ppl turn up.. despite so long since we met.. esp Rab.. though nv talk to him much.. lucky jon send wenda hm.. if not i guess i would be e one whose drunk.. hehee thx wenda for there to block..

went bak to Home to meet warren kenny they all.. well warren is in a bad shape.. duno how to talk him thru.. everyone is reali different and how everyone react to a situation shows how he is .. there's no way u can change them..

anyway, had a nice night w em all . thank you for coming. and KC esp.

我已经20了！

2007-09-19T11:48:00.000+08:00

转眼间我已经20岁了！没想到20年就那么过去了。

每个人都好像问我想许什么愿望？说老实话，我自己根本没去想这个问题。也不知为什么，今年没想要什么。可能现在再问我的话，因该是想好好建立我的事业，希望能达到我要的目标。当然也希望家人开开心心，身体健康地。

还有一件令我的生日更像生日的事，五舅母原来邀请97。2电台的陈建彬来戏弄我。这件事发生在早辰，还好没什么人听见我刚睡醒的声音。这份惊喜真令我感到好开心！

谢谢那些祝福我生日的人。你们的心意已被收到了。还有大家所送的礼物。

朋友？

2007-09-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

阴天

今天突然帮了好友卖115盒的月饼，觉得自己挺不错的。哈哈！老王卖瓜自卖自夸。今天不知为何心情挺不错的，希望能一直保持这样愉快的心情。有点破不期待的想提早加入健身中心。好想立刻去学愈加和游泳。可能是因为有同事的陪半会令自己更积极的想要参与课程。

我开始了解说人与人之间沟通的意图，大多数是出于想得到一些利益或是一想不到的收获。近来觉得人类都是丑陋的，就算你有许多朋友，你以为他们无时无刻会在你身旁，但是，当你回头一看就连最亲密的家人也未必在你身旁。这种感觉好可怕，或则常在你身旁的人突然离你而去。这种恐慌的感觉是难以征服的。

明天终于又到了周末，希望会有一些好的收获。但愿下个星期会过得好一点。

人生中能有几个甜美的一刻？

wad do u wan to do?

2007-09-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

i think everyone has got what they wan to do in life.. but i believe everyone will get lazy or too tire to do what they actually wan to do.. and therefore things drag on for months and soon is years.. but i think there are always tings around us that keep on reminding or motivating us towards wad we wan to do.. i think they appear in different forms.. they may appear as a person whom u know, and whenever u meet that person u will start to think abt the things u wan in life n gets v motivated to do it.. or it can come in a form of a feeling.. the feeling of the "need".. e need to wan to do wad u wan in life.. some event or things might happen around u and trigger u to have that feeling of "need".

yah. i tink i need to redefine my life.. wad i reali wan... wake up from the dream.. recently been having this "butterfly" feeling .. is horrible and u duno wad will happen next.. n i kinda developed a self protective feeling which now i seem to be more 看得开, or rather a heck care attitude towards certain things and people.. because i think i m sick of the way things are and no longer wanna care about it.. since is gonna be like that so be it .. is not worth my effort to care anymore..

some thoughts

2007-09-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

is being some time since i last blog... hmmm quite a few tings happened.. last weekend accompany sis to see gynae, is amazing when u see the progress from a tiny foetus like 1mm to a developing baby of 10inch.. e beating of the heart.. the power of its life.. oh and yes is a girl.. kekee.. well whichever gender i will also dote..

meet up with jun jie, elaine, kelvin his girl, nawawi n his girl n lawrence.. well chris PS .. drown by mooncakes.. kinda feel left out.. cos everyone is couple couple... had dinner at suki sushi which i tink there is a funny smelly smell from tt restaurant.. aft dinner went to alley bar.. but switch to ice cold but due to jj young face we were turn down.. den went to somewhere near redevous.. had a bottle of red wine.. and we head down to MOS.. leaving kel n his gf off.. had a nice night over there.. ohh..

sunday went to watch 1408.. not too bad.. good sound efx.. haha scream a few times.. mayb cos i v long nv watch horror movies.. nice effects..

recently been tinking quite abit.. kinda feel the tension.. rash thoughts keep coming to me.. i dun feel happy at wad i do.. or do i need the time to adjust to it? today found out that sharon is wad i would like to be.. e path that she chose just make me feel more secure and confident of wad i m want.. but u'll never know how it goes.. the higher ur hopes are the greater the disappointment.. there are many things that people do not wish to anticipate or chose not to.. bcos they know that if it reali happen, is gonna hurt em badly.. or rather they will regret for wad they have done.. yah i dun tink i am happy bcos of how i tink and wad i chose to tink.. but i tink there are times to be optimistic & times to be sad .. so i dun like it when ppl tell me to be happi when i wan to be sad.. hope that everything will turn out well.. let's pray..

i live in e present now..

2007-08-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

for the past 45 mins, i was looking thru all my past blogs.
realise how stupid, childish i was in my poly daze..
lucky now no more of that.. i guess each and everyone has their past, and most of it is greatly affected by who u mix with. which is reflected a lot on you.

hai.. just couldnt believe it. but well i tink ever since poly daze, i haf become my own self without being influenced by anyone or anything. being veri lucky since fusion, got a job that starts in april.. and switch to another one in june.. hahaa... but am glad to.. cos is a better one n a place for me to grow and learn.. i m out of poly for like 5 mths? time reali flies..

anyway, was reading this blog entry back then in Oct , which i threw temper.. aft reading it, felt so guilty and sad.. reali rude of me .. back then i was oni 18.. well ignorant & spoilt.. hai.. not anymore!

how much do you believe in horoscope?

2007-08-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

www.astrologyzone.com

this is a site that warren pass to me.
which talk abt the lunar esclispe and how is gonna affect u..

to me, i tink is quite true cos when i recall back some of the happenings, it just telly..

Reboot

2007-08-18T18:20:00.000+08:00

i am reboot
i am back
i revived
i rekindled

ok wadever.
i am just back.
been busy lately new pics from Vietnam and everywhere will be up soon.
look out for em.

anouncement

2006-10-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

i am closing tis blog.
thank you

everything

2006-09-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

yoZ yoZ yoz.. my blog kinda gt bIG bIG prob.. which i m so lazi to fix.. 1st i change the skin n this skin doest work on mozilla.. so dun worri.. when i m free i m gonna change it.. so for e being pls bear wif wadever u guys can c..

recently went to m'sia...is a wonderful trip wif lots of gooDy fooD.. so full tt nite.. tt i tink my pants almost burst.. ahaha.. hmm.. i kinda of lotsa tings to sae.. abt tis trip.. abt my IAP.. abt my room.. hehee... trips end here.. but is a reali nice one which i shall not elaborate.. hehe..

i pack my room n finally it looked damn neat.. which i like it sooo muCh.. tt though i gt no pc over there.. it juz makes me wanna stay in my room.. ahaha.. left e part of painting my room.. tink i wan lilac white.. hehee.. initally wanna paint yellow.. but i tink is too bright... wana haf some light colors.. hehe.. haben paint.. so everithing see how 1st...

iAp... todae is my 3rd dae of IAP.. though there still isnt much things for me to do.. but i m anticipating.. so excited to be in tt company.. gt lots of tings happened.. but i shall not sae.. beCOs i m not suppose to blog abt my IAP.. or anithing .. cos i mayb sued for it.. ahhaa.. i am waiting for some biGgg stuFf.. hehee... so happi.. n is so cozy over there.. hehee..

alrite.. todae felix came my hse.. so lonng nv c him le.. he's getting thinner.. and so naughty.. but cute.. so smart.. love him so much... hehee...

i gt 2 frenz who are goin away... 1 is GOH LIQI... he's goin NS.. on this sat.. n most likely we are goin for steamboat... yea.. but gonna burn my fats man.. if not gonna b a big fat ass.. hehee.. n JOnathan goin brunei on the 17th... so he couldnt make it for my bdae.. so sway.. hai.. so meeting him tis sundae... yea.. so mani tings to sae... to wenda actualli.. cos wanna know how's roseann doin.. hehe.. k la.. i shall stop here...

suddenly, i just felt like my life is getting better.. n greater.. which i am veri happi abt... despite all the unhappy happenings tt happened in e past.. n he haf been working for breakfast for the past 3 days.. poor thing.. cos my BirThdAe is coming soon... so everione pls take note.. ahaha.. jux kidding.. thx for working so hard.. n liang haf been working hard for kenneth too.. gooD niteee....

2006-08-16T02:13:00.000+08:00

i walk home wif a heavy heart.. tinking of the tings that happened. was everything fated? if i haf a choice in e beginning, will i chose a different way? i hope i did.. n i will.. if not for all these shit.. i wont be like tis now. it marked a ugly dot in my life.. a dot tt i wish nv had been there.. tt spoilt e rest of my life. n tt ugly which i nv felt worth it at all.. if i can, i will kill e person..for all e shitty stuff tt had been done to me.. u knoe who u r..

2006-07-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

i juz feel like killing everyoNE nOW.. on tis pArticular dae.. i haf enuff liao... keep ur fAt MOuTh sHUt~ who do you tink u are.. i had enuff OF u n ur NOnsEnsE.. i canT waIt to mEet PY.. i m ExploDing.. but WadEVer u haF doNe to mE.. i wiLl mAKe suRe u will reGreT.. mArked mY wOrds.. u - - - - -

term break...

2006-06-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

alrite.. time flies.. n my 2 week break is gonE!! and it seem like i did nothing at all during my term break.. was workin.. packing my old stuff.. throwing so mani tings.. tt i couldnt bear to part.. did collage for minor.. hai.. so dissapointed wif myself tt i haben start anyting on my own or my portfolio.. tt's pretty sad u knoe.. hehee.. anyway, i finshed watchin project runway 2.. and i m so glad tt Chloe Dao which i haf always supported woN.. sorry for those who are still watchin and happen to read my blog tt revealed the WINNER... whaha.. but i dun care... She Won!!! n i haf supported her all the way.. n i pick new designers tt i like too.. like Nick V and Daniel Vosovic!!! OH man.. i love Daniel.. he's so cute n he young.. which i tink is a advantage to him.. his designs are cute!! okiE.. enuff for this craze..

on 20th JUne, My sis was enaged. we went to PEonY jade.. foOD was AwesoME!!! wore tt brown tube dress.. is NICe!!! i like the drapery.. but whenever i try to get up when i sit down, i will accidentally step on e dress and get up.. so stupid.. but luckily e dress stayed.. whaha.. i forgot to take my hp out.. so ended up din manage to call chef leng out.. wasted.. anyway, took a no. of pics during e ROM.. doubt i m posting em..

wad else happen during my term break?? reali cant rem much.. tryin to get myself do assgn... -_-" anyway.. i bought a art book.. so happi.. got lotsa reading to do.. hehee..

alrite.. sch reopened.. is bored.. ohHH!!! is not bored.. we went to singpore polo club... and i got onto a HORSE!!! wah! i was sooOoOOo happY n excited.. whaha... 1st, we went there to draw horses.. actualli tt dae wasnt reali in any mood for drawing.. more on taking pICS n looking.. n i 4got to bring my camera.. such a waste... anyway.. there was this veri nice lady who offered me to ride on her horse.. oH man.. i gt difficulties getting up the horse.. is real nice when e horse walk ard.. when u tot u are gonna fall but u r not!!! how i wish i will earn lotsa money in future so tt i could do all e tings tt i wanna do.. this nice lady had a daughter who was ard 5 to 7 i guess.. and she's learnin how to ride a horse.. doesnt tt sound awesome??

guess everyone's life is filled with good memories and bad ones as well.. i think everyone in life is fair.. you may have a pretty face but it is also make up of some negative stuff inside... to a extent tt there is a limit to what is areadi fix for u.. and e rest is up to you.. n i guess tt's ur character.. personality.. attitude.. mindset and everything abt wad u tink is life.. no matter wad bad ur life may seemed, the main thing is you.. cos u r the one who hold ur life.. tink of wad u want... n go for it.. i just couldnt stand myself w/o a vision or goal.. neither do i can stand ppl w/o vision.. some ppl wake up later.. some woke up earlier.. when is time.. u will know...

dunoe why am i talking abt these.. but tis is wad i feel... feeling slpy... tml breakfast again..

i m tire...
i wan to slp..
i wan to complete my mix...
i wan to go for a run...
i wan to go swimming...
i am still waiting for some news...
i am hoping everything goes well for me in sch...
i dun mind a body massage.. whaha..
i have to complete at least a pc of work...
i am goin to slp now..

Good Nite everyone.. (as if everyone is reading your blog.. hehee)

happenings b4 my termbreak!!!

2006-06-12T09:27:00.000+08:00

tink tis is gonna be another loong loong blog... hmm.. so let me trace back to 27 May...

27th May saturday:
went to Ps tt dae... bought our rings.. went to eat thai express.. still rem veri full... cos too greedy den ordered too much.. den went to park mall walk walk.. realise there gt noting much except furnitures.. walk n walk n walk n walk.. ohh.. i rem morn taking pictures.. so funni.. but i like my hair tt time.. so much volume.. kekee.. we tire cos slpt rather late tt time watchin some movie...

2nd JunE 2006, Friday:
meet PAt n Kel @ Orchard.. was habing audio creation b4 tt.. playing wif sound recording.. is so FUNnn!!! is so funni... n i like to handle the system.. Bz n laine was singing inside while me n Ly was recording... we kept recording the NGs... n e so Not ready conversation.. so hilarious when we played it back... it was so fun tt i wish i din meet pat n kel..but we left ard 6... so i rch orchard ard 645.. saw chris kel n pat.. sae still waiting for lawrence.. den wait wait.. all here.. went to sakae @ heeren.. long queue.. wait n wait n wait.. till 8 + finally a table for 5.. den eat n eat n eat n eat.. took some pICs.. ended up eating 40 plates of sushi n almost 10 handrolls.. soOoooOoo Full.. n we ARE still goin for some ICe cReam @ clarke quay..
went clarke quay... saw e proj tt pat used to work on.. is beautiful.. it help to cool down the temperature of e surrounding... gt sensor n etc... but e design look like so alien invasion... but is pretty!! cos it gt purple LIGHTs.. reali chio man.. e lights will change color one.. gt a water fountain.. is reali beautiful.. took lotsa pics.. nice place to chill out.. nxt time den bring u go there @@... went to look for chef leng.. he's workin at peony jade resturant.. nice place.. heard is gooOoooD foOd.. oni till now den i know my SiS Rom LunCh is held TheRe.. so i guess i GOT e CHANCE to eat there b4 pat or kEl.. whahaa... chatting wif em.. cos so looNNggg nv c le.. chEf LenG is e beSt man.. alwayS savE FooD for me to eat... which show how fat i am... ahhaa.. n his speciality... sesame chicken.. tt's e best MAn.. is awesomE!!! miss it soo Much.. e new Chef style of coOkin is so different... almost everithing oso put strawberry.. weird taste lor.. aft chatting.. den we went to look for seats at HaaGen daZ!!! miss their ice cream too.. haf to wait for seats again.. so we decided to went merchant court to @@ their Ball Room.. when i went in, OMG it was so beautiful.... Nice High Ceiling.. n is reali high.... it can cater to about 46 tables.. tt so mani.. everything juz look beta.. n tt's a OF COS! e HD ppl call n we went bak to eat ICe Cream!!
Soo... there is tis girl call mei jun, n lawrence tot she was kinda cute... cos aft all he's now a lone ranger... kekee.. so e whole nite we are trying match make em.. so funI.. n Tis is e 1St time tt i saw KKK so cRazy... as if he was drunk.. luckily i gt a video of his stupid act.. but is seriously damn funni la.. end up lawrence n tt gal did take photo together.. n were embarrassed.. keke.. but e manager was so Onz man.. even helped us.. keke.. tink lawrence din mange to slp tt nite.. whaha.. aft all these din.. tot we were goin hm.. tt time was like 1am.. den chris suggest to go TCC... since no one object... so we went.. another crazy Time... fight wif kEl.. arrgggghhh.. irritating toes... so er xin loR...!!! eeee.. but was veri veri full @ tt time.. ard 3 we finally to leave.. BUT FOR POOL.. e nearest place would b liang court.. but luckily we din find any// so i get go hm n slp.. was veri tire tt nite... n i slpt till like 12 or 1pm e nxt dae.. but it was fun.. veri loong nv go out wif frenz..

3rd june 2006, Saturday:
went orchard to do some user research.. n was kinda shooed away by e sales personnel.. so unfriendly.. so bad!!! tt i only dare stay outside and observe... aft tt went to dear's hse.. cos gonna haf dinner @ civil service club.. e one near BB mrt.. is very nice... e swimming pool is real big and it looked more like resort.. but not sure whether is opened to public.. play wif davan.. tink he oso quite happy.. cos gt a lot of ppl.. kinda awkward.. cos veri seldom @ his gugu n family.. so oso dun dare to tok much.. e nite was kinda boring.. besides playing wif davan e programme is kinda dry.. cos is not for us.. but parents... so.. tt explained.... went hm n he stay over @ my hse...

6th June 2006, Tuesday:
went to work.. OT n stuff.. end of it was playing win, lose or draw.. was so funni.. we had like 5 girls against 10 bOys... n they are still losing... but was reali funni when they were arguing.. n i guess 2 correctly!!! whaha.. so proud of myself.. though tt time was tire of e class @ 8am.. i still enjoyed... $$$ keke.. rch hm @ 2.30am.. tire...

9th JunE 2006, Friday:
Meet pat n kel again... tis time is for durian treat... meet @ bugis..pat, kel, lawrence n jeffery.... last min dear oso went.. chris was still sick... hehee.. ate steamboat... veri full.. but was funni when kel throw e food away on e floor.. whaha.. e food is not bad la... quite little variety.. though it stated 80.. veri little.. e spring roll not bad.. kinda fun when i accidentally threw all e seaweed to give space for e plates.. whaha.. pooR liQi haf to eat all up.. but i did compensate by eating ONE bowl of it.. whaha.. n we were toking so much hair in e soup tt it came from a bald guy nxt table.. whaha.. veri funni.. was seriously FULLL!!!! tt my tummy was so turgid... hard hard one... whaha.. den we went for a walk @ icon.. we climbed e stairs 7th levels.. as a form of ex.. whaha.. e tings tt not too bad.. saw a few tings tt i like.. there's this shop tt sell slippers.. n u can engrave ur name n etc.. is all abt $$$ kekee.. saw lotsa formal chothes.. was tinkin i can buy from there.. n there's a bag tt i like veri veir much.. oni 15 buCks.. etc.. went to bugis .. n walk walk.. went to toilet.. kinda long queue.. saw tis girl in e toilet.. was washin her face la.. doin make up.. when i was washing my hands.. she Kept staring @@ me.. i was like ' i tink i saw u b4.. but i duno who r u..." we both were @@ at each other but duno where we haf met.. till she finally rem.. she said " u worked CrOwn HOtel rite??" then i "ORhh... " but i dun rem her name.. kekee.. so i asked her, she is beRlinda... Den okIElor.. BYebyE.. whaha.. she said she's workin for e world cup opening match for tiger.. 10-2am.. so tt's all loR.. den e stupid GUys tot i was stucked in e toilet bOwl.. walk somemore den dear oso wanna go hm n watched opening match.. so we both left earlier.. n i tink they went to eat durian ba...
rch hm... stayed up to watch sprited away... n was lookin at live scores.. a total of 6 goals.. heard is e best opening match ever..was sending piCs to kel.. i was so boreed tt i painted my nails.. whha. so bo liao lor.. guess i m jux too lazi.. aft all e nxt dae haf to wake up earli... slpt @ 2+am...

10th June 2006, SatURday:
Morn wokE up @ 9am... n i was freaking vacumning e floor.. crazi if i gonna tell others.. vacuumn n i went to aunt hse pick up ah boi.. whaha.. rch there ard 1015am.. hai.. some stuff jus corked up!! miscommunications etc... so pissed is always like tt.. n i dun unstd why... kinda sad in e morn.. but when i saw ah boi everiting is cast aside.. so looooOooooOOooooOoonG nv c him le.. miss his mischievous.. he was so excited when he saw me.. cos he know i m bringing him out to watch CARS.. whaha.. he was runnin away non stop.. e usual him.. and they are still deciding as to who is goin to watch wif us.. we aint so sure abt whether ah boi need to pay a not.. but he's defintely so excited.. so we left ard 11.15 to JP to watch.. coLin kelviN Felix n me... meet dear den go buy tickets.. went to toy ruS.. [ duno how to spell ] was tinking of buying e cars for him.. but den dun haf his fav. one.. e red one.. n he claimed tt he had others.. we were like reali? okiE.. keke..
so is finally time to go in.. so we went in n tt guy wanna measure ah boi.. so sad.. we gave in n paid $9.50.. hai.. took a baby seater for him..set him there to watch n eat pop corns.. so funni.. kekee... dear was kinda not veri happi when he talked too loud..but i tink is naturally for kids to do tt.. moreover tis is e 1st time tt ah boi is in a cinema.. n he's too naughty to listen to u to talk softly.. so do other kids... but i was reali happi when ah boi was enjoying e show.. he's so CUteee!!! tilll... he fell aslp.. as there was too much talking and he dun unstd which resulted him to slp.. whaha.. i put my hand to support him... was trying to wake him up for e last race.. but he couldnt wakeup.. whaha.. he slpt for e last half n hour.. but i tink is okie.. kids are like tt.. aft all, tt show was kinda long.. n a bit draggy to me.. anyway, aft movie shop a while.. den went hm.. rch my hse.. he's looking for his cars cars again.. den played a while.. as we promised him to buy a car car for him.. so we went to plaza.. bought a mini pizza for him.. n he's so happY.. den we went in to e car shop.. he was choosing his car.. but none was to his liking.. he was lookin n tinking n looking n tinking..such a smart boy... den aft quite a while of decision making, he chose a orange crane truck.. he's so happi.. i can tell though it was not wad he initially wanted... so went hm... bathed him.. wanna let him slp.. but he juz cant put down his new toy.. he was bathing wif it.. whaha.. so naughty... at least not gonna let him sweat again.. so let him play... etc...
dinner time.. did something veri guilty... was feeding him.. n he threw e cushion.. tt crashed into e bowl.. i was angry tt i hit him on his lap.. n he started crying.. hai.. i hit too hard le.. n i know it.. so guilty... took ice to ease e pain.. from then, he dun wan me to feed liao.. so sad.. if tt nv happened mayb my day would be happier despite some other stuff tt had happened... hai.. luckily later on.. he turned bak to me.. was so sad.. played wif him.. actualli kinda she bu de ta leave.. but he haf to.. n dear went hm rather earli to watch england match.. aft all, i guessed all were tire.. luckily now term break mayb can bring him out another time.. times flies...

my term break juz started.. i wanna make good use of time to build my portfoilio n minor... n everything.. i dun wan to be a loser.. GAMbate... keke.. siao liao... a 5-day blog here... my picasa is not workin... so i cant post pics rite now.. so sad.. gt lotsa pics to post one.. sorri...

croWn BbQ n Jb feAst..

2006-05-07T11:13:00.000+08:00

on fridae, crown had a bBQ.. whaha.. so loong nv meet em le.. but den wei kit put aeroplane.. so i went to meet pat n kel at yishun.. wad the fuck dey were late for an hour.. still warn me not to be late.. so i kept calling chris.. hoping he will pick up e phone.. duno aft how long he finally call bak so i went to his hse.. if not for tt waiting time.. i wont buy a $8.50 mag to read.. FHM collections... so rch chris hse.. hse is quite MESSy.. but quite nice too.. like e sofa.. there's this interesting bottle tt seperates the white n the black liquor.. he told me is coffee... but it tasted like baileys to me.. but is nice... n e bottle is so special.. kekee.. soon, pat n kel rch.. n e 2 of em snatches for toilet.. OMG.. chi bu da de xiao hai.. kekee...

so n then we rch ECP... kekee.. quite a number of ppl rch there..but all e food are wif us. whaha.. started fire... interesting as they were competing for HDB like tt.. so funni.. miss em.. more n more ppl came as the sky gets darker.. everyone who came comment tt my skin color looks beta.. whaha.. cos now i m kinda bronze.. n dey were like hey eileen u go tanning ar?? but my tan is not even!!!! so sad.. was chatting ard helping to bbQ.. wad else ar.. oh.. AUDIE n MAX was kinda late when dey rch.. n tt AUDIE pull my ear for not replying him.. hee... n everyone is kinda like askin me when m i goin bak to work.. etc.. why.. blah blah... chat wif max.. n he gave us drank pacardi n volka.. nice.. tt jeffery mixed mine wif whiskey.. -_-" but taste good.. whaha.. max is now workin at a thai restaurant at expo.. so far away.. if i happen to there muz get him man.. he's a man who will take care of frenz.. guess he holds quite high post over there.. rico drank a sip n he said taste nice.. since he is someone who doesnt drink at all.. suprisEee.. oh.. yah.. had a chat wif pAt.. keke.. chatted quite a lot of tings.. din know he played bit of tennis.. kekee.. n e probs tt he had.. poor boi.. wanna haf a gd chat wif chun liang.. but guess she's not feeeling good.. so din reali chat wif her.. n tang jie had a new gf.. nv reali seen her b4.. her name is called marilyn. din reali chat much too.. n fang ting was sick.. though i kept persuading her to stay later.. but she left ard 9+.. is amazing how she can tahan soo loong.. kekee.. ard 11+.. me rico.. jeffery n lawrence took a cab hm.. on e way, we persuade jeffery to drop at BP.. so e cab fare will cost less.. and he agree.. nice chap.. cab fare was abt 18 bucks.. hmm.. kinda cheap. i guess.. kekee... Ohhh.. 4get to mention tt my face n body was all red aft i drink... everione tot i was a bit drunk.. but i m not.. kekee.. rch hm ard 12+.. bath.. n stayed up till 3.. watched e longest yard.. not bad.. n booom.. n i went to slp at last...

and so yest.. i went to JB for dinner.. kekee.. woke up at 11... had porridge for lunch.. watched into the blue in e afternoon.. was kinda hungry ard 4+.. hahaa.. ate durians... so finally went to JB.. my family includes parents, sean n sis... me n rico.. n emily n her parents.. so e 9 of us in 2 cars went in.. rch there in an hour time.. cos we travel thru e 2nd link.. e restoran name is call come again tml.. so interest.. hmm..

we order
1. crabs (butter n chilled)
2. Prawns
3. big head.. a kind of erm.. clam food..
4. asparagus... tink is spelt tis way..
5. nonya fish.. not bad.. but i guess i haf eaten it b4..
6. chai xin.. normal la..
7. pork ribs.. my favourite!!
8. n JAPan SNAILS.. wif lotsa garlic.. i DUN LIKE.. stinky MouTh...
9. big plAte of fry Rice.. not bad..

yah.. tt's all.. and a ice cream when we pop down to e gas station.. tt emily.. bouGht 10 sticks of magnic (tink spell wrongly).. crazy... but was a nice dinner.. n we all veri full... my fav for the day is butter crabs... taste so cheesy n nice!!! n e prawns is soooo bIG... 1 is enuff for everyone.. is almost e size of my palm.. everiting was gooD!! feel like a sundae to me.. but is oni sat.. which is goood.. cos i haf tons of work not yet done.. kekee.. lazi me...

*super hungry*
*super lazy*
*super slacking*

wadthe...

2006-05-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

recently haben been veri happi wif my family.. i duno why.. but juz feel so sick.. wadever.. makes me so bad tempered.. anyway.. mon went sentosa wif juniors n seniors... n mic n rico.. noting much.. play.. tan.. slack.. left earli to watch the wild. nice show.. touching.. keke.. n cute.. tue is a long dae for me.. from morn 8am till almost 10.. so tire..n all i get bak is nagging and nagging.. i m tire... n sick.. not gonna care abt it anymore..

gonna start my own minor le.. i m veri lazi.. n slow.. veri bad...
argghh.. bleahhhh... boooo... sssssshhhhhhiiittttyyyy...
wanna go slp...

fusion...

2006-04-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm... been tinking alot recently till i became crazy n quiet at times.. n was kinda buzi last week.. giving tuition and goin for fusion rehearsal.. lotsa stuff..

my mind is kinda stucked... mental block... mentally sick.. wadever.. juz so ... wadever wadever... wanna blog lotsa stuff.. but now my mind is blank again.. cant tink of aniting.. except fusion.. e graduates stuff are nt bad.. esp IM.. wee.. nice.. i like.. whaha... still regret not goin into IM.. but nvm.. wad's done is done.. i m still surviving... =X

lotsa hw recently.. n i gt a assgn due nxt tue.. so fast.. damned it.. hai..
in search of my inspirations.... whaha...siao liao..

another rainnnnnnny day

2006-04-15T16:44:00.000+08:00

is another rainy dae.. it started raining like 3+ to 4.. lots of lightning and thunder .. so scary.. n i m alone at hm.. sms dear.. all e lightning like gonna strike u.. n e thunder is so loud.. so scary... done another color panel... veri slow.. lotsa ting to do.. oh.. meeting up wif peiyun tis coming wed.. yeah.. miss her so much.. is like ever since my birthdae we met till now.. so long..

todae a bit siao.. duno y.. vacuumn e floor.. mop e floor.. n i even wash e toilet..duno wad got into me.. mayb i juz dunwan to do color test.. n i gt lotsa cutting to do.. hai.. miss dear so much... yest he said he bought a shirt.. wonder wad did he buy todae.. he's taking nite train at 10pm coming bak.. doubt is nice to slp on train at nite.. tink he will be damn tire tml.. i m goin to bathe.... stink....

*siannzzzz*
*boredddddd*
*scare*

rainy day on good friday

2006-04-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

todae is good fridae... and it rained e whole dae.. woke up at 11+... aft being scare by my bro.. kekee.. i m so tire... slpt like 2+am yest.. hmmm.. todae.. was suppose to go grand corpthone hotel wif my sis for a swim.. but seems like e weather is telling me to rest.. keke.. anyway, haben decide whether to go a not..

bro n his frenz suppose to go JB.. but ended up playing mahjong outside right now.. cos of e nice nice weather now.. kekee.. realise a lot of ppl go JB todae.. mayb is bcos is a public holidae.. but is so crowded... Dear went KL... aunts n uncles went JB too.. bro suppose to go JB too.. anyway.. eversince i woke up.. i haf been eating some junk food.. keke.. whaha.. n drinking lotsa soft drinks.. duno wad got into me recently.. i dun like drinking soft drinks but i juz headed for it.. so weird..

now i m like to paint color test.. being doin e same panel since 12 till now.. so slow n weak.. but e nice weather is so nice to slack ard.. being walking ard trying to find to do... though i m suppose to do color test.

wondering how's dear.. since is raining so heavily.. i bet JB is gonna be flooding.. dunoe whether he gt train sick a not.. keke..is not a nice day for shopping when is raining.. hope he is doin fine over there.. hope he doesnt miss me too much.. whaha.. though i duno how's is he now. kekee. take care dear..

*slacking*
*bored*
*jamming music*
*singstonoone*
*crazynow*

Hmmm...

2006-04-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

Haben BloGGing.. buZi buZi..

TodAe:
JSs WoN... CHampIoNs.. yEa.. miss vball match.. chit chat lao shi.. kinda miss her n coach.. duno y.. hmmm.. so mani ting happened ever since i left.. hai..

went for my 1st tutition.. losta ting to teach roseann.. nice n special name.. her exams coming soon.. so i will be teachin her almost everi dae.. to prepare her for exam.. but she gt lots to change man... HopE i can do iT...

WeDnesdae:
Sheila.. nani.. pearlyn came my hse to do proj.. notin much... kinda slack i felt.. lotsa ting to do.. been trying to send em e panels tt i haf scan in but damn slow n lag.. so fed up..
finally is senD now.. gotta do all e color test.. n send to pearlyn so tt she can start painting... aft finshing hers, i duno whether do dey still wan to do e cinderalla story.. if nt, i haf gotta start on my own minor.. no time to waste n my portfolio.. gt a rough idea of wad i wan to do for my web n overall theme le.. e gals left ard 7+..when i had my dinner.. hungry le... after whole dae of work... den blah blah blah.... till nite time..something terrible happened... tt i cried when i slp... duno la.. felt so sad abt everything.. is neither one of em's fault.. but i juz felt so helpless.. so sad... why is tis happening..

anyway, back to TUesday:
went sch for minoR again..stayed till 5+... din do much ting.. i might be more productive if i m at hm... but is okie.. duno why tt dae so tire...

MonDae..:
went KBOxing wiF deAr... damn funi.. kekee.. sing quite a lot.. till quite tire.. caught a flu at there.. so cold...

SundaE..:
went pearlyn hse to do Proj.. her hse a lot of ancient tinGs.. n she got like 5-8 phONes in her house.. keke.. damn fuNni.. as in telephone.. all those RING RING One.. OH.. n i juz realise she lives same block as wei Jian.. Quite Near.. tink when we was younger.. we play catching might have passby her hse.. whaha.. saw her art work.. OMG so big lor.. reali big piece of canvas painting.. went hm at ard 8.. told 970 wif sheila n nani.. den rch BPP den ate long john.. chit chat till ard 10... den dey left..

and rite now... i m chatting wif angel... nani... n my sis... realise she gt a lot troubles.. hai.. i m so lost... now chatting abt angel future bf.. jia you wor angel.. u can find it one.. gambete.. n jia you for ur portfolio too..

for angel:
a perfect man is not a person wif perfect tings, but a perfect eye looking at the perfect points

dear goin to KL later.. sundae den will come bak.. gonna meet him on sundae morn... goin marina... den esplande.. den kembagan for dinner wif his family... so i guess i will spend todae n tml wisely on everiting i need to do to be done.. hopefully...

where is my determination....

so many things happen...

2006-03-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

hmm... at e end of my studio proj, haf been goin for OGL camp.. which was rather fun.. but tiring.. n everione got so tan becos of e parade square... and everione's saying:" who needs SENTOSA when there is NYP" keke.. kinda true... ONLY when u have activities in school and places like the parade square...

aft OGL camp... i tink i meet up wif rui qiang n jon for a movie... V for vandetta... is a GREAT show.. wont elaborate more... but almost everi weekend i meeting jon n rui qiang... haha.. soon rui qiang will be joining jon... all the freedom gone.. kekee.. hmm.. wad else did i do recently...

oh... meet up for minor... sheila, nani n pearlyn.. kekee.. planning to finsh pearl's idea on week1.. so muz chiong... n nani's trailer by week 15... den i gotta do e storyboard for e trailer.. kinda excited.. but juz duno when to start.. haha..

OH.. jux rem.. Orientation!! went bak to c the juniors conducting orientation.. hmm.. was pretty good.. except for certain part tt dey lack of information.. GOOD JOB GuyS! *thumbs UP* meet up wif lina to settle some stuff.. regarding money matter for SDN... tt lionel din gif bak e proposal to lina.. hai dao we dun haf money to buy gift vouchers for e concept pitch.. hai.. tt lionel.. but we manage to purchase stationaries for the club room on e last dae before the finance side close... so we spent a total of 900++ on e last dae.. whaha... beta den letting it waste..

anotHEr ting is i went for TENNIS.. whaha.. told wei yuan so long ago.. but i was juz too buzi to play... till i finally gt myself settle to play tennis.. and is like so long since i last played sports.. i m suffering 2 days of body ache esp my wrist n arm.. keke.. e weather dun look good at all when we play.. and e court was wet.. n i regretted for not bringing slippers.. bag getting too heavy... my shoe went wet aft e game.. it was nice playing wif wei yuan's cousins... though kinda paiseh.. cos i not tt gd.. kekee.. was a nice game.. mayb will set time for e next game.. wei yuan kept saying i too busi n wadever wadever.. anyway.. i will try to catch up wif him soon..

juz realise i have been meeting up old frenz.. nxt week meeting my pri sch fren for a mahjong session.. excited to c em... hehe but for now.. gotta do my portfolio n minor asap.. not much time left.. i haf like wasted 1 month le.. pray hard tt i m workin hard.. =P

2006-03-19T09:59:00.000+08:00

i haben been blogging for 1 whole month... cos i m so damn buzi... it traces bak all e way to 20th feb?? where we started our 3 weeks chalet... whaha.. studio proj 4.. doin on safety helmet.. is a compeitition.. tt 3 weeks ar.. damn chiong sia... staying overnight in sch is one of e ting tt is so memorable during these times.. so stress man.. but lucky we were situated in blk N... so relac... moreover we can watch movie.. whaha.. n tibbits n cheers... ai.. is reali hot in e lab... esp e last few days whereby all e mac are doin e rendering.. but indeed is a nice memory...

but after 3weeks of effort, tot finally can rest... but e nxt dae have to go help out OGL camp... 3 dae str... tire.... follow by all e minor proj... hai... no break... those who are doin fypj and iap... no break at all.. but at least dey gt more time to do their portfolio not like us... haf to do it now...

poor ting... hai... muz start planning wad to do le...

tammy e girl in nyp...

2006-02-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

guess everione shld know abt e gal who recorded her sexual acts wif her bf in the hp. But unfortunately, she lost her hp. And there is this F***inG bItch oR bAstaRd who posted these videos... alrite...

hmm... but what i have read from blogs or forum, some sae tammy is not her real name... but some sae there r 2 tammy in NYP, 1 in year one and 1 in year two... so.. whoever gave her tt name as a reference...

actuali i felt tt she shldnt haf recorded in her hp... or mayb she wasnt e one who suggest to record.. might be her bf who forced her to record?? so she might be e innocent one... but now being critised by e whole world is not gd at all... mayb dey juz wan to watch for leisure or wad in future.. n din expect tt it would turn out to be like a movie.. being watched by everione... at least u sae u upload to ur pc or wad.. den nobodi know ma... or burn into a cd.. whaha.. skyli take out n sell.. jux kidding.. but shldnt haf kept it in e hp.. so is kinda saddening... cos is like u r making out.. and din wan others to see.. except for e themselves.. den ended up everione watchin.. how would u feel? i defintely pity her... cos she muz b under so much pressure.. n now is like examination period... she has to go through how her peers n lecturers jugde her... is no gd feeling.. is like.. ur inner thoughts or inner body being expose to everione... i tink is someting like being rape.. tt kind of feeling.. i guess... so scary...
but hope she coping well.. i pity her cos she's under so much pressure... and she's still young...

however, at her age she shldnt be having *** wif her bf.. at e end of it... both are at losing end... one scare of kena pregnant.. e other scare of being a father.. keke.. and dey are still so young.. but wadever dey chose to do.. is still their own rights... and defintely e responsiblity is oso theirs... okie.. i oso read comments tt disapprove her acts and scolding her dumb or wadever... n of cos there r story as to why e person posted e videos.. as a form of revenge or jealousy?

some ppl sae is out of jealousy as tammy is veri popular in sch or wad.. but if she is reali such a nice n aimable gal in sch, why would she do tis?? recordin these acts.. and there is one comment tt i come across: saying tt e couple were actualli more concern wif e camera view den the pleasure tt dey r experiencing... if tis was intentionally recorded, i doubt tammy is much any nice gal... why would she wan to do it? if u r a nice gal.. a shining start among frenz and yet u r doin tings tt u r not suppose to do...

i duno tammy.. so wad i said is not against her... but by logical interpretations of wad i have gathered from other's comments... i stand on a neutral line... is 50% her fault and 50% not her fault... so tt's all.. will post more if i haf other comments...

ciAo..

STudio ProJecT dAy 2

2006-02-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. todae is 2nd day of studio project.. although there are a number of tings not gion smoothly now.. but i hope we still can fnh it on time n gave a good one.. kekee.. cos i feel tt we stand a rather high standing in winning the safety helmet competition.. $5000 cash for 1st prize.. whaha.. is waitin for me.. u know.. keke.. actualli i was reali enthu for tis time SP... now still haf ba...guess last week of SP sure will ton in sch.. rather excited abt it.. keke.. k la.. haf to go do color sketches... will update if i haf e time...

waddoyoumean!!!

2006-02-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

i nv expect you to be so wad... juz this sentence "sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.." and you are like tt.. how much do you understand wad tis mean.. if u dont and u insist on wad u tink is tt meaning i haf got notin to say... have u ever ask me why or wad... u nv.. and u jump into the conclusion that "i nv knew i was so despised and hated." i duno wad can i sae now... if u reali wan to know why i hate u, u wont be like this.. sometimes i rather wish not analysis so much about it.. e more that i tink, e deeper i sink.. and e more hurt i am... by the way u look at me, think of me, analysis my words....

realisethattruthisalwayssoheartbrokeningthateveryonetelllies.

doeslyingreallysolveeverything?

ifitreallydoes,iwishimalie.

aliecosihaveneverexsitedatall.

thatmightdogreattolotsapeople.

imtherootofallfaults...

2006-02-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

realise all most of the misunderstandings or arguement starts from me... mayb i am juz e root of all fault..i m so sick.. we are juz so different.. sometimes i reali hate u but sometimes i reali love you.. i know i dun understand u nor do my encouragement or assurance secure you.. guess i did more bad den good to you.. i m nothing but trouble... juz wish everithing can be like rain.. washed away all the things... flood everywhere... wish i could juz teleport to somewhere far far far far away... where no one know where i m... or if there is anyone who care... i defintely wish i could jus vanish or disappear in the air... becoming water vapours that drift around... or even beta, form my cloud and mingle around with FREEDOM... i hate restriction.. i hate ppl who doesnt apprieciate things... i hate arrogrant ppl.. i hate ppl who are HL but they are noting inside tt nutshell... i like motivated ppl... i like ppl who are humble... i like ppl who are funni... i like those ppl when u juz sit down there and chat wif em, u know dey r nice n harmless... dey are of pure kindness... dey mean nothing at all to harm... i hate ppl who harm ppl.. and they thinks tt dey being harmed...i hate bitchy ppl... i hate bastards.. jerks... bitches... hypcrites... ppl who think dey r pretty or handsome... dey r juz jerk inside em.. is juz the cover that look good on the outside but rotten in the inside... mayb i need reason for almost everything.. but i oso hate myself... for not being able to motivate or change someone into better......

thisbloghasnotitle...

2006-02-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

alrite.. i haf blog some pics during e CNY... hmmm.. duno y gt some prob wif posting e pics.. sometimes it appear sometimes it dont... anyway... CNY was nice... and a long one.. but sad to sae.. i haf gt lotsa of assgn to do... but i m super lazi... hmm... left 2 more days to e end of CNY.. argh.. so bored...

i m so bored now.. dunoe y... been watchin tv all this while.. suppose to do color sketch.. hai.. save me ar... sch sucks... buzibuzibuzibuzibuzi... realise 1 more year.. n i will graduate... actualli i m veri happi.. coz can graduate le.. leave tt fuckin place.... goin to work.. goin to learn e tings tt i wan to learn.. goin to tour.. goin to enjoi my life.. arggg.. sian... notin to sae.. all my thought are mixing up... duno how to sae.. or mayb i forgot.. is difficult.. u noe? feel like goin swimming..

-s|ck-

2006-02-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

elysis and her bf... ang moh leh.. shit.. duno how to spell her na,e...

2006-02-10T22:33:00.001+08:00

the CoUsiNs n my unCle... whaha..

2006-02-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

me n ClaRe.... whaha.. long time no c...

2006-02-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

so cute.. whaha... notti bOi...

2006-02-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

tis is jia le... dominic... my erm... duno how to address.. but i m his biao yi... whaha.. so cute...

2006-02-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

MCPS gathering at mRs lau hse.. keke.. miss joAnnA man.. whaha...

2006-02-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

they came my house to sit sit.. whaha... i wearing homeclothes... so odd lor...

SuN yAn Zi's ConCeRt

2006-01-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. tis happened kinda long ago... i actually went to work on sun yan zi's concert.. is veri long ago.. i juz din update.. but wanna post some pics tt i gt on her concert.. but her concert was real awesome.. real good...love her songs though i m not her fans... she was juz standin up on e stage.. so near to me.. less den half a metre distance.. dun envy.. whaha.. haf a few close up pic... not all are clear.. coz she was walking n dancing ard.. check out the pics...

anyway, get to know alvin, seng, jillyn and... who else ar? tt's all..

i wrote tis blog on 10feb... is real long ago.. whaha...

The pics tt i post is according to e seqence of e concert... but due my weak battery, e last 2 set of clothes i din manage to get it.. i try to post e clearest pic as possible...

2006-01-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

me n Zoe Tay... oH my GoD... my face so fat.... but she veri frenly... keke...

2006-01-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

tis is the opening of her concert...

2006-01-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

Tis is e 2nd set of clothes tt she wore.. tis is e clearest tt i can get...

2006-01-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

tis dance is nice.. btw, she juz wear a coat over the previous one.. which i tink is nice.. unique...

2006-01-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

tis is a nice outfit... i like e hair accessory...

2006-01-19T21:24:00.001+08:00

tis another CU aft so many of blur shots... not easi hor... whaha

2006-01-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

she was goin up the stairs...

2006-01-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

FIR lai ke chuan ke chuan... like her dress n boots...
but actually.. realise her arms kinda big...

2006-01-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

a yellow dress tt she wore which made her so feminie... kekee..

2006-01-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

i like this dance.. is real nice.. n i realise those dancers are actualli quite old.. or rather mature la...

2006-01-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

juz a simple top n jeans.. but she is real skinny...

2006-01-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

tis is e outfit tt i love most... is veri nice.. i din manage to shoot tis on my own.. i gup from somewhere..wasted cant c the skirt... but is veri nice...

2006-01-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

tis is e last set of clothes tt she wore.. but i dunoe wad's e song tt she sang.. but is veri nice.. love tt song... end of her concert...

no more holi.....

2006-01-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

is been so fast tt my 1 week break is over.. wad Duh!!! been goin out almost everi dae... tink i oni spend 1 or dae completely at hm... kekee.. anyway.. i guess 1 week is juz too short... but lucky i did enjoi myself...
alrite... let's c wad i haf done ...

i went to work...

i went to watch KING KONG... NICE show man.. muZ watCh... so Sad... tInk e gal too crUel le... shld haf hElp kING kOng... anYway.. i tinK e ModEl was GreAt... esp. e fur n e the scars.. it was awesome... GOoD joB mAn... rIco tolD me tt tiS KK was 2o times smaller den e original one.. i was a bit sian.. coz tis KK shld b BiggEr deN niCer in e NY ma... n he said coz PetEr JacKSon liKE diNo... so Add in... i tink e insects area was damn GRoSSS!!!! i love e lighting of whole movie.. is so good.. veri nice composition... now i feel like watchin e old KK...

i went to watch NArnIa... whiCH was AnothEr gD shOw... is amazinG how they created the 200+ races... is involving the whole animal kingdom.. nicE effeCts.. likE e iCE palacE.. but i wish e character can be even more develop... dun unstd why both e sis aint goin to battle.. it might be more interesting?? duno...

i went to e ZOO... wif my cute little cousin... n bro... n sis... n cousin... n RICO... kekee... tooks a no. of pics of him.. n vidEOs... wasted tt i cant post video... he's so cute... Oh... but e nxt day.. he kena chiC pOX.. so i was kinda guilty.. coz i suggest to go Zoo.. den mayb he kena from there or wad.. hai... but e nxt nxt dae i went to look aft him.. kekee.. but he dun look at all like SICK.. he's running ard the whole hse.. n doin all the mischievous acts... buai tahan him.. no matter wad he will brighten up my day...

i went to buy graphire.. finAlly... kekee.. 265 kinda Ex... but is still chEaper den intous... i m not a rich gal.. is a white one.. hapi hapi hapi.. finally... i will sure make gd use of my 265.. n i bought a book.. d'artiste digital painting.. finally too.. n i dun unstd why.. recently wadever tings tt i buy happened to be the last piece... e book was e last one...

i went to buy CLOTHES!!! which left me reali Broke... i bought 1 3/4 jeans... 1 jeans.. 1 puremilk top.. 1 belt... n other xmas gifts.. n food... n i m broke.. but i like e clothes tt i bought.. hmm... cant wait to wear em.. till CNY... 1 more month to go...

i went to make new specs... kekee.. last week went to m'sia to make... n todae i went bak in to take.. whaha... initally wanna make a white plastic frame... but there aint much choices of white frame.. so i chose a red one.. with white circles on the side.. which looks kinda retro.. whaha.. but it suits me... i rem my last plastic frame was oso a red one.. looks so odd.. whaha.. but tis made me look..... duno how to sae.. so u c it urself.. duno shld i wear to sch.. coz everi one might start saying tings.. sometimes i feel tt everione sees beauty in the tings dey like.. so everione is different.. therefore tings tt are not beautiful to others are not UGLY... everione like to critize... i oso.. i like to critize too.. but ocassionally zi wo jian dao yi xia... if not u r beyond help...

i PACK my room.. n my wardrobE... feel like my room is so much cleaner... but i m still waitin 4 my sis to marry off n i can haf plenty of space in my room... tink aft she move out.. i m gonna revamp my Room... into My stYle... actually notin much could b done.. coz is those stupid cupboard sticking to e walls... wanna paint yEllow 4 my Room.. whaha...

tings tt i promise to do...

~~- Pack mY roOm~~
~~- Pack My wArdRobE...~~
~~- BuY grapHiRe..~~
- Buy eXotIQue (hinting 4 xmas gift) whaha.. i noe everione will ignore tis one.. sob sobz...
~~- buy D'artiste DigitaL paiNtiNG book... $90.82~~
- improvE my DrawIng..
- Do My asSgn...
1. MotiON GrapHiCs... week 9
2. ChaRactEr AnImAtiON... week 10
3. drawing??? so mani tings to draw!!!

LOOK... e more impt tings i nV do at all Man.. alrite... i m tire... goona post Pics... kekee..

2006-01-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

me n my new specs... tinted lens.. whaha

2006-01-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

another one... looks so wood...

2006-01-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

so CuTe... smiling so sweet cos i haf choc in my hands... whaha

2006-01-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

bro n him...

2006-01-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

sista n him

2006-01-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

felix n duno wad animal.. kekee..

2006-01-02T21:23:00.001+08:00

BabY seAl foR bAbY bOi...
bIg SeaL foR bIg Boi....

2006-01-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

bOi n e orang UtAn

2006-01-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

haPpiLy eAtiNg n shAkiNg hiS lollipOp.. kekeE...

2006-01-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

polaR beAr sLpinG.... sHhhhh....

2006-01-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

FeliX n e PiGgy

2006-01-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

CU of e piGgy....

2006-01-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

bOi n e Moo Moo cOw

2006-01-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

hiS dAd say he looKs like SmOking.. kekee.. soO cute...

2006-01-02T21:14:00.001+08:00

e 2 extras...... hai...

2006-01-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

leaving le...

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2005-12-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

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XmAs XcHAnGE

2005-12-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

YEah... xmas xchange is finally oVer... whaha... tHX 4 everione who participated!! n i guess lots of u got more den a present!! yeaAh.. so Nice Rite.. whaha... i m Sooo HappY... noT tt is oVer or wAd buT is OuR 1st EVENT!!!! wOOEoeoohOoooehooo.. !!!! whHAha...

thOugh a loT oF pPl r buZi wiF ASSgn n ClaymatioN.. IS okIe.. Ppl whO attEnDed i beLieve dEy enJoi emSelVes... kekee... Yea!!! tHx a lot eVeri BodY...
m So TiREz... goOna pLAy a biT of GaME b4 i Lie FLAt on mY bEd... miSS my bEd siA... whHaha...
m So HApppieeee....
looKin 4waRd tO wRk wiF dET peePs...

~ChEerS~
n MeRRY ChriStMaS~~

HoLidayS are CominG!!

2005-12-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

wOott.. finally.. my drawing is done.. wif much effort... did my coloring e morn... damn lazi... duno wad m i doin...(i dun mean e assgn...) hmm..overall i tink is okie oni.. can be a lot more beta... but due to time constrain.. hmmm.. noting much to blog actually... but feel like a lot.. juz wanna blog... tis is e 7th week of sch... n i m left wif my storyboard... hopefully can passed... coz even if i m not doing my story... i duno who to grp wif.. someone juz take me in.. pls... whaha..

and e nxt ting tt's gonna happen... is e xmas tingy... streSS man.. hopefully noting COCKS up.. whha.. plS... hopefully u guyS can juX give me a gd Job.. n tt's it ... no mOre.. plS.. juZ 4 onCe i hopE... enuFf of thESe....

tErm BreAK is coming... n i hope i can spend my time wisely..

- Pack mY roOm
- Pack My wArdRobE...
- BuY grapHiRe..
- Buy eXotIQue (hinting 4 xmas gift) whaha.. i noe everione will ignore tis one.. sob sobz...
- buy D'artiste DigitaL paiNtiNG book... $90.82
- improvE my DrawIng..
- Do My asSgn...
1. MotiON GrapHiCs... week 9
2. ChaRactEr AnImAtiON... week 10
3. drawing??? so mani tings to draw!!!

now cant tink of any other tings yet...
xMas is COminG... but like notin much.. no Fun no notinG... felt like i m in another space w/o FRIENDS!!! wad is fren man.. hai...

2005-12-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

tis is my final drawing.. looks kinda crap.. coloring like shit.. but i oni like e poSe.. kekee....

2005-12-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

a CU... like shit la.. e hand is too DaRk!!!! hai...

ArrgGhghhh... sTreSs...

2005-12-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

wTf... i cant install maya 7.0... know why... coz is CorruPteD!!!! tinK tt might b part of e reasON why my harddisk dun woRk at hm... soB soBz.... tRieD instAllinG mayA 6.5.. but e kEygEn is nOT wRking... haI.. so siAn man.. bhaKtA sICk.. no neEd shOw stRyboarD le.. but i mondae sure DIe.. if i duN do It nOw.. kEkeE..

toDae cReate a nEw nICk 4 my lecturer... wAnA acT dAo wif mE.. u suRe diE loR... n Now he's cAlled BABA in mY lisT... whOEver kNOws e mEaninG.. gOOd 4 U... thoSe hU duNOo, slOwly tiNk lor... hMm.. toDAe reAli tiRe... wAKe eAriL in e Morn 4 FreNCh cLAss.. buT frEncH clAss was OkiE toDae... din ReaaLi leaRn muCh toDae... n nXt week iS e tEst.. waD Duh... muZ stUDi 4 my FreNch... bUt nvM.. i lOve FreNCH... J'aimE FrAnçaIs... whHAa.. hHmmm..

kInda a Bit StrEss.. aFt wAd my siS toLd me... buT hoPefully KeNa... 300 bUcks!!! n i Can gEt all E art bOok i tt i Wan... whaha.. goNna pRay HarD... =P *whoEver who unstd... good 4 u...

goNna go do mY stryBd le... tMl goIng to sCh EARLY to do my maya assgn.. due tml.. hai.. tml 100 buCKs!! yEah!! thoUgh my aSsgn doNe 30% (only) buT tiNK will comPletE iT veri fAst... kk..

CiAo...
Au ReVoiR..

freaKiN lAzi...

2005-12-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

haben been doin any ting todae.. except for register for basic theory test.. and goin to ta bao bak Ku TeH 4 my family... n baking a caramel cake.. (taste NICe SiA)... Arrgghh... i m so lazi... reali veri lazi n tire todae.. cant even lift my finger to start doin anyting at all... but lucky manage to redo my motion graphic assgn1... hmm.. i will say beta den my previous one.. but i m too lazi to make it even better... so muz try harder... plus i have gt lotsa ting to do.. coz nxt week gOOna b buzi week for me... gonNA b working foR like 4 dAys in a wEek... n i gt no time 4 all my aSsgn...

assgn to be done by tis week...:

- drawing research and final char design...
- char animation .. tt stupid leg to jump...
- french e-assessment.. OMG.. pRint color sIa... mUZ do at hm.. n A essAy in FRENCH~~~
- piTch... oMG.. stRy boArD DUe to tMl.. n i haben done a single box.. kekee...
- improvise motioN graphICs AsS 1.. kekee... (DONE!!!) finally someting tt i haf done...

so is like..1 out of 5 done... n i aint haf much time nXT wEek... buT 4 e SakE of 250 nXt wEek, i GUeSs is WOrTh iT... goNna buY lotSa stUFf whEn i hAf saVe enUff... kekE... oH... juZ rEM abt e artbook tt i mention earlier... $38.. i m gonNA buY iT... e Art oF dArKwAtch... kekee.. tiS is gOnnA b my 1sT ArtBook tt i hAve evEr bUy... (if any one of u juz know tt i m not a ARTS person.. StuPId Art!!!) i lOVe sCienCe...

hai.. so stupid of me to have chose tis course.. but wadever it is.. i m in... n i shld b happy of wad i m now... sometimes... when i took out my contact lEns... i seem to another pErson in Me... e oLd me... e oLd me wHo iS alwAyz so MotiVateD... wHen i wEar my LenZ... i couLd anothEr mE... somE onE whO iS conFidEnt?? Nah... my foot!~~~ crap Again...

FrEAkin TiRe.. n bUzi....

2005-11-25T03:29:00.000+08:00

TMD... i m freaking tire n buzi... din had any gd nite slp at all since last week... juz something tt i wanna say ouUUuuuuuT LOUD!!!!

for those of u out there, if u tink u've done a lot... but in fact u didnt and talk lotsa crap... Den SHUTTTTT UPPPPPP!!!!! keep ur bloODY MOuTh SHuT n DO sOMe WoRK... gNikCuFeLoHsSa... dUn aCt liKe u R coMmiTtEed buT u R noT at All!!! bAcksTAbbErs!!!

dun even had time for anyting at all... where's my life... did i lost it or i din had any... someone tell me... i hate it man.. when i gt no life at all.. it feels like shit... arrggh... my leg is numbed again... pathetic... sian...

eLoHsSa OuT theRe, Ya'BeTtEr wAtCH Out!

in sCH... WaitIng... waItIng.. n WaiTinG...

2005-11-16T12:33:00.000+08:00

alrite.. i m now in mac lab... came to sch todae coz was suppose to find ms amy for e model tingy ... for e sch posters... i ask ss to come along.. coz i paiseh.. kekee.. den took passport size photo .. den dey will chose.. so i guess i wont be selected.. whaha... ss sure kena one...

kk... den now was doin proposal... juz sent to bryandt n mic... suppose to do my french hw.. but ended doin e proposal... rcv a mail from mr eugene... is a book on the art of darkwatch.. feel like buying it.. coz veri chio lor.. n art inside all fantasy one.. kinda wad i like.. but i dun do.. keke.. but veri ex.. US 34.95. so is like sg $ 50++?? yah.. hai... guess i haf to go meet mr eugene now for e discussion for e caterer.. n other stuff.. oh.. n e skillful huntsman book... duno shld i buy a not.. coz is at a offered price of $38 now.. instead of $60... but so break lor... will c how...

gonna do my french now... tonite will try to blog again.. since ppll are sayin i m not blogging...

~Au rEvOir~

sHort ShoRt PoSt...

2005-11-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

alrite... i understand i haben been bloging.. but is kinda buzi.. yah.. holi are over... buzi working and goin chalet n etc... so buzi.. n now is areadi week 2 since sch reopen. so fast... some upcoming events from sdn club... xmas xchange... n a so called arts festive from sch of design.. kekee.. but tt's in e distant future.. wad's else to update in my life..???

sch reopen... took french classes... got a french name... Chantal... kekee.. liked it.. France (eunice) help me chose one.. keke.. so funi lor.. but sway sway we diff class.. n i tink her class is beta.. e lecturer more humourous... n he teaches more.. unlike my female lecturer... hai... speak so much french in class w/o explaining e meaning to us.. haiyo... but french class will b so much more fun wif eunice..

oh... n last thur was her bdae.. me n dear bought her a 4 leaf clover necklace.. e 1st ting i tot is tt necklace tt we saw when we went 4 steamboat.. coz she said she like it.. kekee... so last week went down orchard to buy.. so mani design to chose.. but i chose e one tt we 1st saw.. a rectangle one.. nice lor...

oh yah.. suddenly juz tot of tis.. mr alex was our model for drawing class.. he so tall n fit lor.. den yest we commenting tt he gt a big chest... he damn fit lor... though he's skinny.. ren by ke mao Xiang.. den i 4get who made e comments but was saying his nipple veri big.. whaha.. but from we draw is quite true lor.. kekee.. no offence..

oh yah.. todae had a lecture wif ms lee n mr eugene... OMG.. hai.. all e tings tt eugene said was true.. felt more motivated todae to do well.. but aft a 3D test.. i felt demoralise again.. hai... when will i ever be good... or good enuff?? i reali hope i dun kena 1st or 2nd batch... only wish i gt wad it takes to be in there... or out there...

haiz...

AnoThEr INteRest.. wiLL it LaSt..

2005-09-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

OKie.. as u can c.. my title.. shows tt i m interested something again.. which i duno can i continue it for long term...

todae went to work.. high tea buffet.. so was noting much.. juz tt dey had a mini fashion show.. which i tink e model shld reali go learn their cat walk again.. dey r walking so unnatural n i kept complaining to jj.. kekee.. he ask me go show em how model shld walk.. i was like -_-" fine.. keke.. i was kinda feelin wana go hm now.. when dey are having their fashion show.. mayb coz was discussing wif jj abt how no life i haf... den we even decided to go 4 buffet lunch or dinner at long jiang.. wif py.. chin.. n etc... i miss e times tt i spend lotsa money on QUALITY food.. now broke le.. no money.. keke.. n i miss my dear... he's now in m'sia celebrating his grandma bdae... hmmm... so i m veri bored during coz no MSG....

aft work i went to look 4 pAt... but who knows he went off liao.. he said he had dinner.. seHz... hai... den call sis ask her where she is.. den she said at JuROng.. wah>>> sehz again... den call bro... wHAHAaaa.. he's at taka.. n i m at parogon lor.... kekee... den went to look 4 him.. he's working... cameraman... 4 e NAtional Lion Dance Championships 2005... i was like duno wan to stay n watch ma... den i enter his work area... whaha.. e place where ONLY VIPS can sit... i sat there like i was one of em.. but i m not.. whaha... use my bro's pass as a shield.. kekee..

and so e competition started... tink tis is e 1st time i actually watched lion dance competition w/o tinking is bored.. mayb coz i m older now... noe how to apprecitate tings more... keke... =P so ...todae was like finals... there are 4 teams gonna compete... hmm... i m not gonna describe wad dey do but.. their stunts are real nice n natural... but i tink i prefer e 2nd team.. white lion... though dey gt 3rd... n e last was damn nice.. lots of challenge n it gt 1st... worth it.. oh yah.. might b coz e 2nd team was penalise if not dey might get 2nd... it was reali such a nice performace tt i felt joining lion dance.. whaha.. n bukit panjang cc haf lor.. moreover my bro sae he wanna join bak too.. he was in lion dance when he's in poly.. but 4 me is like i kinda miss those teamspirit wif no BACKSTABS... those reali caring n no fake buddies ard.. i miss tt.. or mayb i din had tt at all.. juz wanna feel those veri gd frenz n teammates.. no hard feelings be true n b real... k .. i m dragging a little too long here..

hmmm... juz my thoughts 4 todae... noting much... missing my boi now.. duno wad he do 2dae.. hope he's fine.. n i miss him so much.. got so much tings to tell him... okie... goin to slp now.. tml gonna go nata fair n c c... buy moon cake n work... sob SObz...

2005-08-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

tis piece of artwork is done by Stanley Lau... n i m so inspired to do someting like tt.. muz jia you!!! u can find tis in www.imaginaryfs.com under gallery stanley Lau... other teammates work are also there.. Shawn Ye is from my sch.. but i tink he kinda private limited...

2005-08-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

another work of Stanley Lau.. i juz love the brush stroke n color.. but e hand seems to be kinda big...love e eye lash...

2005-08-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

another brush stroke work... i like tis.. cos is like e lady is dancing gracefully... oh No.. when will i be able to do sth like tt??? 10 yrs??

2005-08-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

tis is nice too.. i like shadow n those fold... but e thigh looks kinda weird to me... so NiCE!!!! i wan b like him.... sob sobz...

This is GOOD!!

2005-08-28T18:40:00.000+08:00

Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 toHusband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in theoverall performance, particularly in the flower andjewellery applications that had operated flawlesslyunder Boyfriend 5.0.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled manyother valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5and Personal Attention 6.5, but installedundesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0,NBA 3.0, Premier League, Counter-Strike andWorldCup 2.0.
And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs andHouse Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems,but to no avail.
What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate
================================
Reply:
Dear Desperate,
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If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 shouldthen automatically run the applications Jewellery2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, over use can cause Husband1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is avery bad program that will createSnoringLoudly.wav files.
Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program.These are not supported applications and willcrash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program,but it does have a limited memory and cannotlearn new applications quickly.
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Good Luck,
IT Support

* I was lazing ard again.. n i juz went to read yan han'S blog and kaPok this.. tis is interesting n i tink is quite true... kekee..

my words...

2005-08-13T14:09:00.000+08:00

i felt like a stupid fool... mayb i was wrong all along e way.. shldnt haf done tis shldnt haf done tt... but why... if u tink u needed someone.. so do i.. i felt restrained.. i m a fool.. i had nv felt like tis b4... n i m feeling so stupid... juz feel like digging a hole n hide.. okie.. is all my fault... i m e one in e wrong.. i had nv done aniting rite in my entire whole life...

i had a dream... a dream tt i argue wif e ppl closest to me... i was crying bitterly.. but no sound came out... i could feel myself having difficulties to cry... panting heavily... i was like on e verge to die... i wish i reali did... n when i open my eyes.. i reali feel myself not able to cry... but feeling veri tight in my heart n throat... but soon tears rolled out... n i realise even in dreams i could b suffering... n yes... i like to bite myself when i m sad... i wish i could feel e pain physically... so i noe i m not hurt badly mentally...

"i wonder when will our quarrel end... actualli i already sick n tired of quarrelling with u on n off in a couple of days... i thought u are suppose to be the one to know mi the best... not i dun wan to spend time to pei ni but i have my work n studies too... u are also in ns now... why cant u jux understand.. jux now in the call when i say i can onli meet u once a wk n u can jux say back angrily then i go find another job lo... so i dun spend my time at hm... wat answer is tat... if u think u need a 24 hr stead... then sorri i am not tat type..... pissed off..... i m realli pissed off..... these couple of days had been toking through tis issues.. i wan get tis idiot problem out of my head... tears seem flowing on n off.......................... i cant stand it aniymore at times.................. i find the right person at the right time????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????"

i quoted tis frm my fren's blog... everi couple gt their own set of probs... but somehow all are alike...it all depend on e 2 person... r they goin to make e effort or r dey jux gonna let it b e way it is... a newly couple might b happi... coz they tot dey found each other... soon... dey had different opinions... dey tried to respect each other... but as tings goes on... ppl tend to b selfish... wanted everiting 4 emself... n dey started to tink 'y r u like tis y r u like tt... y cant u b more unstding..' askin 4 more from each other... some manage to pass thru tis stage... some stay e same... n some jux gave up... seekin a life wif someone else... tinking tt e nxt 1 might beta...

so wad's ur choice...

another day like tis...

2005-08-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

help out in pencil n pixel.. noting much.. coz is same old damn bullshit... notin special.. coz is not organised....

aniway.. i felt tt sometimes a lot of tings can happen in jux 1 day... n 1 day actually not long nor short... but if u make gd use of it, it is defintely worth ur time...

tis week is week 11.. next's 12... n i haf gt e following hw to do...:

-3D modelling spaceship ex...
-web proposal n mock up..
-dsnv idea...
-cp NDP logo 2006 (due nxt week) + MTV logo + scrap book
-animation fat man skipping...
-drawing assgn 3 ideas n concept... due nxt week...

actually everi week i gt so mani work to do.. n i always do so little... felt tt i m like hai... duno how to sae... tink is i m disappointed wif myself... i juz hate myself...

BorEd.... n roTT^ng...

2005-08-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

oh man.. i haf gt notin to blog..

erm.. went to watch bewitched todae... sch end at 2pm.. den watchin e show at 305.. kinda rush.. den went to eat at delifrance.. but den hor.. service kinda poor sia.. repeat my order so long den e manage like catch no ball.. hai.. qi gek ar.. den lucky i gt check e food tt she gave us.. short of one pasta!!! tt pasta cost me $13.95 leh.. den she nv put...!! wah kao.. i went bak in n tell her i still haf pasta.. can u help me check.. den she like continue to serve e customer duno gt listen one a not!! den me n dear stay down there n wait like iDiot lor.. lucky e manage (indian guy) came up n sae... : take a seat... i noe u all waited veri long.. erm.. so we are to gif u all a complimentary.. which is their drinks lor.. den i tot take away still not bad.. but is drink down there la.. den dear chose peace tea.. den i aniting lor... wah.. den i gulped down e whole class of tea lor... still feelin hot inside..
but e prob is not e time tt we waited... is tt she 4gOTTEN to put in e pasta!! lucky we check.. if not $13.95 gone le lor... but nvm.. still get it bak...

okie... watched bewitched... is a nice show.. sometimes i would tot how great it is if i m witch... coz i can become aniting i wan.. or change aniting tt i like... or juz b somebody... but e show is real nice.. though we din manage to charlie choco factory.. wan watch tt badly...

yest pei yong n rong kuan cycle down to my hse.. chit chat a bit... long time nv c em... RK is like rushin me 4 run to bukit timah hill again.. OH man.. tryin hard.. whaha.. but 1st i wan go swimmin!! duno y... recently juz gt e urge to juz go swimming n jogging.. but still din do it.. n weather is reali damn hot... i actuali tied my hair all day at hm... cant believe it..

aft movie went to look 4 mum to buy some tibbits... n ended helping her to carry stuff.... but nvm.. was playing wif dear.. guessing wad time will rch my hse.. ended both lost.. was kinda childish... but we are aways like tt.. hehee...

unload e stuff.. n we started playing striker 1945... used to b my strongest game... but din play it 4 like veri long.. n we play metal slug.. he kept tempting me sae metal slug 2 beta... i oso dun haf... how to play... tink tt's all....

now watchin america next top model... love tis show.. duno y... there was a period of time gt a urge to do fashion design... though e desire sustain... but will haf serious thoughts abt it... k... cIaO....

finally gt time to blog...

2005-07-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

erm.. i noe i haben been blogging 4 a long time... i jux cant get used to everiday writting a blog... coz i might reali juz vomit out all my emotions at tt time... n i tink it aint a good ting to show everione..

1st n foremost... tis few weeks haben been gd 4 me.. i haf been chionging all my assgn n was kinda sick... reali sickening when u r tryin to do ur work n ur body juz dun listen to u... was kinda frustrated by a lot of tings.. ppl... affairs... n i m reali getting sick of nyp... DMD.... oh man.. feel like giving up ... coz i m juz not hapi wif everiting... n most imptly myself... tink e most worrying person would be dear le... hai.. sorri tt i was enclosed in my own world again.. sorri.. but i din mean it... juz cant help it.. i noe sometimes i m those who got probs but juz keep quiet... is not tt i dun wana share my prob.. is like so wad if i haf said.. is still gonna be e same... i rather keep it to myself n go thru it... but i noe u r always there 4 me... i noe u wan me to feel less burden n less stress... but e times tt i m wif u areadi lighten half e load... thX deaR...

okie... n 2ndly... term break is coming... OMG.. oni 1 week... n i haf got like 4 assgn to hand in when sch reopens... hai... n i haf gt 3 gathering during e week... n i haben start on ani of e assgn yet.. oh GoD... u r reali are watchin over me... aniway.. blame no1.. is me...

yest n todae felix came my hse... he's so CUUUTTTTEEEE!!!!! love him so much... so smart n cute... juz cant do aniting wif him ard... dey juz went bak not long ago... n here i m blogging... haben touch my animation nor drawing...

bro juz now called home.. .lookin 4 me.. whaha... suprise... coz when i ask him y.. he said: ' noting la.. juz tellin u i coming bak le.. will rch ard 10am in e morn... ' kekee.. tot he gt ting to ask me to do or wad.. kekee.. he's on another m'sia trip.. another island in north-east m'sia... hai.. tis time cant get to go wif him... i still can rem e redang beach n e blistering sun.. n my lobster skin... oh man... miss e beach.. n e vball... n of coz e snorking!! kekee... i wan go take scuba diving... when will i ever save enuff $$$$???? oh yah.. told him tt i wan to buy a external hard disc... n tink he quite supportive leh.. sae help me ask his frenz... *bLinK bLinK* kekee.. aniway.. i slpt on my bro's bed 4 the 1st 3 daes n i realise i cant get up on time.. n i m bak on my own bed... my sis's slpin on his bed.. lazi pig... muz warn him abt e bed... if not will collapse... whaha... S ) evil me... *grin*

kk.. tink i haf to sign off here...
ps: wadever i sae in tis blog is jus wad i wana sae..
if anione of u are offended.. den sorri...

a HaPpI OcCAsIon!! ShU LiNg WedDinG~

2005-06-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

yOohoo...
sHu LiNg is getting married... cONgratS... my only female CoUsin (besides me n my sis) in my muM's family... hmm.. her husband not bad la..tall tall thin thin.. not bad looking... mum n sis look like rico.. but rico look nicer... ?_? kekee... i dunoe...

Hmm... rch there rather late le.. coz sis veri late den fetch us.. erm.. me wear a black dress lor.. todae all accessories PINK one.. keke... even my nails color is light pink.. whaha.. since i so enthu pink??

hmm.. aniway... meet all my relatives... + veri veri veri veri long time no c elderly.... n my COUSIN.. whaha... tis one reali long time no c... wei qiang... when my ah gong saw him... he cried... i almost cried... so touchin lor... imagine u haf a grandson n aft so mani yrs u meet him again... hmm... took lots of pICs! not lots la.. but erm many... den... play wif ah boi... felix... keke.. so notti... juz like so much.. wad to do.. kekee... kk...

duno how to describe to my feelings... is like so hapi.. n so anxious abt my future.. yet i cant do anitin to fast forward e process...

all i had to do now is to enjoi n live it to e fullest...

2005-06-24T23:53:00.001+08:00

~MuM n DaD~

2005-06-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

SeAn n My SiS... wiF feLix mAkIng Gui Lian~

2005-06-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

my KoR kOr + FeLix + m3...
aH boI so cUte..

2005-06-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

~WeI JiaN n Me~ pOor hIm.. kekee...

2005-06-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

mE n WeI qIaNg...

2005-06-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

NoTTi bO^ stIcking Out TonGue pLayIng wif e 'ping feng'

2005-06-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

cLosE uP of Ah BoI.. kekee...

2005-06-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Tis Is mY FaMiLy wiF e NeWly Weds.. how come dun me n my daD?? coz dey took pic nv call us..sob sobz..

2005-06-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

tt'S my CouSin... my GraNdParEnTs n hIs DaD...( my UncLe)

2005-06-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

m3 n my CouSin....

sOmE thOughTs...

2005-06-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

why do ppl tend to take things for granted...?
When u r gd to em dey will b gd wif u n take advantage of u...
WHY...?
Don't dey noe wad is ZI DONG?
Why is the world born wif ppl who r selfish, arrogrant n irritating...?
Is tis their nature or the world causes em to b like tt??
I tink gd frenz are few n true frenz are rare...

juz wana sae tis out..
gotta pack up my mood n go 4 my cousin wedding...
-_-
i m bored...

sEnToSa oUtiNg wiF DmD 0503!!!!

2005-05-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

oH Yea... i Finally went to sentosa wif my bunch of babies... keke... so happi man!! though i AV.. sian.. keke... ooPs... :/ but aniway.. gonna sae slowly...

1st i was late.. abit la. not much... rch at 1020... meet @ 10.. but ask em go eat 1st.. veri gd hor.. tis kind of MaMa go where to finD? but aniway.. MiChael... YonG chEng.. n KelVin was here too.. keke.. duno y dey wan to come.. but oso gd la.. e moRe e merRier... n let my babies noe more pPl...

den.. rch there... e guys played soccer... n e gals ... I teach em play 123 jump.. keke.. so funi lor.. we draw 4 by 4 square... den change to 5 by 5.. keke.. den.. play lor.. so mUCh FUN... den.. aft tt rest a while... play poison Ball... tis was like a pri sch game lor.. keke... den we go play voLLeyBall.. though not all played... but still not too bad.. coz e rest played freebis.. duno how to spell.. at least dey are occupied wif sth.. den brianna n hui xuan haf to go le.. cant stay too long.. hai.. but dey did enjoi emselve can le.. kekee...

aft tt... veri slack la.. sun tanning!! a while oni la.. coz i oso bTH... den play MOnkEy... wAter one... kekee.. PaPa veri ChaM.. coz whenever i kena mONkey he will haf to replace me.. keke... thX a loT!! den.... veri lazi.. keke... den tink was ard 3+ almost 4.. coz mIC... Yong ChenG n Kel gtg le.. den we oso go PoNg pOnG... keke... a few more left us... coz some of us wan to c musical fountain n r HUNGRY le.. so go bath le....

den go makan... den walk to musical fountain.. as we walk den gt e 12 zodiac... i was takin photos wif each zodiac statue...den my camera batt died... sian... hai.. coz i cant take pics at muscial fountain le.. hai...!!!! qi GEK ar.. but nvm la..keke.. den by den 2 more left us.. so oni left 8 ppl... from 17 to 8.. keke... nvm.. while waiting 4 musical to start... we played murderER~!! keke... a bit lame i guess.. but is okie la.. juz play lor.. keke... ke lian de yee long i kapo his paper... den i wrote 'YOU ARE MURDER" someBODY told me murderer is like tt spell lor.. hai.. nvm... den play murderer.. veri funi sia... aft tt we play ZONg Ji MI Ma.. keke.. another funi one...

den... e musical fountain is so CHIO lor... wasted leh... my camera no batt.. if not i keep taking photo one... duno y when i was watchin gt a urge to bring my mum here to watch wif me.. kekee.. but tink she will sae i bo liao or wad... hai... but ANYWAY.. is veri nice... den we went off le... kekee... we almost MI LU in sentosa.. keke... reali Lu chi lor... but not in my genes hor.. kekee... den went hm lor..

whaha.. e most QIAO ting is tt i MEt GOU JING in e mRt... kk.. is guo jing la.. keke.. den we chatted quite a lot.. keke.. paiseh leh.. rico.. coz he gt noting much to sae.. so sorri... hmm... den like tt lor.. noting much.. juz rem so mani past memories in SC.. happi moments...

kk.. gonna zZzz... so red now...

bak from OGL camp...

2005-04-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

hmm.. bak from camp le... not too bad... like e activites in e canp.. coz some of e games are real nice... noe more ppl.. but some juz CMI.. keke... eh.. dun reali wana go into details la.. mayb coz tire le... spend my 5th month in sch... though notin much.. but thx 4 e blue rose... hai.. din had much to admire it den haf to go camp le... but thx a lot... den... like tt lor.. tml is Pei yUn's bdae... she said bbq is cancel... so tml i still can continue to haf OGL meeting in sch... =p but happi bdae leh Yun... 18 le wor... kkee.. we reali gotta meet up soon leh.. kekee... den tt's all la.. a short short blog... noting to sae...

wAd?!!

2005-04-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

wad!?!?!?!??!?!!?

TML's OGL camp... so last min.. sian.. but nvm... but den hor... now oso no mood to pack... tml den pack.. tml @ 1pm... heard tt results are out.. duno true anot.. mayb is rumour mayb is not.. who knows.. but i dun gif a damn to it animore... jus wana do e tings tt i like...

tiNgs tt i mAyb dOin duRing Holi...
-ST JOHN CAMP... finally... i waited 4 like 3 yrs??
-PeI yuN bdae coming soon.. haben gt her a present.. paiseh...
-wana go SentOSa!~!
-GoNNa trAin Up mY BOdY le!!! where's my GymwoRk...
-n... get a job down my aSs.. kekee...
-wad else... how come i juz 4get everiting... haiyo...

aniway.. mayb tt's all.. PeACE!!